Ore-Sama
By: Neko-chan
A/N: ...as strange as this sounds, I actually am proud of this... distorted... little fic. And to those who have asked: Nooo~~ Neko-chan has NEVER been to a psychiatrist, nor does she _need_ to. P *smug smug smug*
WARNING: This is rated "R" for a REASON, folks. *raises eyebrow while Yami no Malik stalks up behind her, a cleaver clenched in his hands* ...and I see you, Yami no Malik-sama.
Yami no Malik: ... *pouts*
LOL~! Yes, and I will freely admit to it: Yami no Malik-sama is my favorite character. (Maybe that's why people have begun to name me the Yami no Malik Fangirl? -.-;; ...) Anyway, before I forget, this chapter is dedicated to Chibizoo. So please go and check out her companion fic (which I proclaim is the OFFICIAL self-companion fic) titled "Two Minute Hate Rant." Please also go and check out Pikachumaniac's "Naisei."
DISCLAIMER: Neko-chan no own Yu-Gi-Oh!. ...though she wouldn't mind having a Yami no Malik-sama to stuff under her bed to scare off random kiddies. D
VIII.
PaIn.
Everyone experiences it. You all know what pain is. You all--silly, stupid, naive, DUMB DUMB DUMB mortals--think you understand it and have experienced it many many many many times over. This is why you're all stupid. STUPID. STUUU~UUUPID.
Tomb Robber thinks he knows pain. Tomb Robber thinks he _understands_ pain. Tomb Robber thinks he _IS_ pain. Tomb Robber claims that Ore-sama is only Ore-sama in Ore-sama's own mind. How silly~ Tomb Robber is!!!
...Tomb Robber no Baka.
Tomb Robber does not understand what PaIn is. Tomb Robber understands what pain is. But Tomb Robber only understands what physical, biting, hurting on the surface pain feels like. Tomb Robber can be _pain_, but Tomb Robber will never be pAiN. No, no, no no no no no no~~~ Tomb Robber can never understand what true PaiN is because Tomb Robber only is pain. (Caroling, caroling, caroling caroling caroling caroling sing-songey caaaaroling!) Tomb Robber no Baaa~aaaka...
Pain is not PaIn.
PaIN is mind-numbing suffocating DROWNING hurting all-consuming rip you to shreds destroying shattering burning scathing killing oblivion-darkness NOTHING crying begging pleading dreading knowing NOT-knowing dying pain. This is PaiN and this is how PaIn is so, so so so sosososososo so destructive and hateful. HATE. HATE HATE HATE IT. (Let me smash it to bits? Yes yes?)
"Looo~ooove you. Love love love love love," a croon, croon, croon, kissing up and down sun-tanned length. Hooded bedroom eyes and sweet sweet honeyed smile. Whispers in candle-lit darkness. Ore-sama's home and Darkness and castle. Lullabies in near-darkness... "Love my hikari-pretty. Pretty-pretty. Pretty-pretty-pretty-pretty-pretty~..."
A gasp. Arch. Wide, dewed violet eyes. Soft and sweet and tasty and sweaty and MINE. Surprise. Sadness. Fear. (Fear? But hikari-pretty is hikari-pretty! Why does hikari-pretty fear Ore-sama?) "But... Yami... I don't love you."
...
Noooooo.
NOOOOOOO~!!!
Soul shattering, dying, destroying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, moaning, sobbing, begging, pleading, (What is this liquid that drips down Ore-sama's face? What??? Tastes like blood but is not-blood... Comes from eyes and is drip drip drip drip dripping down cheeks and jaw to puddle on the ground...), denial. Death. Ore-sama is dead. Hikari-pretty killed Ore-sama and ripped his soul to bits. Ore-sama is now a zombie--dead dead dead zombie--who feels nothing nothing nothing nothing. Except PaiN. PaIN. pAIn. Oh, yes. Ore-sama feels pAiN.
Tomb Robber thinks that he is paIN? Oh, no. Tomb Robber knows nothing. Physical pain is fleeting and lasts for a moment~~~ in time. Scars--white and glowing, red angry tender and soft; pink and new--last a lifetime. PAIn lasts forever. PaIn is eternal.
No, Tomb Robber does NOT know what PaIn is. No, he does NOT.
_Hiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssssss..._
Ore-sama is PaIN because Ore-Sama know what true pAIn is.
Ore-sama lasts forever and ever and ever ever ever ever ever.
Ore-sama is earth shattering and soul shattering and life shattering and Ore-sama will shatter everything there is until there is no more. Ore-sama hates you all and is God and will show you ALL what true paIN is. Ore-sama will chortle and giggle and chuckle and laugh and cackle and smile and snicker and snigger snort laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh maniacally as he destroys all that you hold dear and SHOW YOU just what it means to feel pAiN.
Tomb Robber knows _nothing_ and ORE-SAMA will show Tomb Robber just how wrong and in err he is. And Ore-sama will smile gleefully while Tomb Robber screams and begs for mercy. (What? Doesn't Tomb Robber _like_ pain? Silly Tomb Robber with oh-so silly pain-covered and scar-covered body. Don't you like pain? You _claim_ to be pain. Don't you like pain? Don't you? Why doesn't Tomb Robber like pain? Why isn't Tomb Robber sighing and crooning and moaning and chuckling? Screaming... Oh, yes. SCREAMING. ...so how would you like to experience MY paIn? Yes? No? ... Want to rip you to shreds... Dieee~eee...)
No heart no soul no body no mind no aaa~aaanything. Why? Because pain is not PaIN. paIN is all-consuming and pain will never ever ever ever ever ever ever become PAIn. Say you understand pAIn? Ha~! Ore-sama laughs at you. Ore-sama smiles at you. Ore-sama kills you and drains you all dry. No more SELF in you. Now you see what Ore-sama feels. Now you see why Ore-sama is pAiN. Yesss... See? See now? Yes yes yes?
Could never understand what pAIn is because stupid stupid stupid mortals have never had body, soul, heart, mind, and BEING torn apart as if they were nooo~ooothing. (And they ARE nothing because hikari-pretty rejected them! Yes yes yes yes yes~~!!!) When you have body, soul, HEART, mind, and being ripped apart by oh-so pretty and beautiful kind caring compassionate stunning _beautiful_ pretty pretty pretty pretty hikari-pretty, then STUPID mortals shall know what paIn is. No? Then you'll never know pAiN. Stupid mortals. Tomb Robber no Baka. All DEAD. DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD~~
Stupid silly dumb DEAD mortals want to know what PaiN is like, yes yes?
Become Ore-sama and you shall see.
