Ore-Sama

By: Neko-chan



A/N: Several of you have reviewed saying that I'm one of the very few authors that has made a person feel sorry for Yami no Malik-sama. Let's just say that I'm attempting to make you feel the same way again. *cracks knuckles* Let's see if I'm able to do so.

Disclaimer: ... *pokes disclaimer and cackles to herself when it finally deflates*





XII.



Hikari-pretty?

Hikari-pretty?

Why won't hikari-pretty open his eyes? Doesn't hikari-pretty love Ore-sama? Why won't hikari-pretty open his pretty pretty pretty pretty gorgeous desert violet eyes for Ore-sama? Hikari-pretty? Hikari-pretty, please please please please open your eyes for Ore-sama...

Hikari-pretty isn't breathing.

Hikari-pretty's heart isn't beating.

Why does everyone around Ore-sama say that hikari-pretty is dead? Hikari-pretty cannot be dead because hikari-pretty is part of Ore-sama. And Ore-sama will die on the inside if hikari-pretty does not live. Hikari-pretty belongs with Ore-sama because hikari-pretty makes Ore-sama whole. Why doesn't anyone else realize this? Why doesn't Yuugi-tachi realize this? Why can't ANYONE realize that Ore-sama needs and wants and adores hikari-pretty?

Darkness needs Light and Light cannot die.

If Light dies, what does the Darkness do?

What does Ore-sama do?

...hikari-pretty, open your eyes...

Ore-sama loves hikari-pretty as much as he is able to. Hikari-pretty doesn't love Ore-sama (hikari-pretty has told Ore-sama this many many many many times and it hurts and tears and blinds and gnashes and cries and howls howl howl howl howl scream murder cry beg plead; why doesn't hikari-pretty love Ore-sama?), but Ore-sama still needs his hikari-pretty to make him whole.

So won't hikari-pretty please please pleasepleaseplease please please open up his eyes for Ore-sama? Please...?

NO! GET AWAY FROM HIM!

HE DOESN'T NEED YOU! HE DOESN'T WANT YOU! He needs me because I am his yami and I am Ore-sama and Kami and I _can_ and _will_ make him open his eyes. Just watch! Hikari-pretty will open his eyes and all will be right. Ore-sama will still be Ore-sama and will finally prove to you _all_ that Ore-sama is Kami. Just watch! WATCH, DAMN YOU ALL!

...hikari-pretty?

Ore-sama wants hikari-pretty to open his eyes. Hikari-pretty must open his eyes because Ore-sama wants him to open his eyes. Ore-sama needs him to open his eyes. ...hikari-pretty? Open your eyes now, damn it! DAMN YOU, OPEN YOUR EYES!

...why is this liquid coming back to me?!

I don't want to taste salt! I don't like how it streams from my eyes! I DON'T LIKE HOW THE OTHERS ARE STARING AT ME! DON'T PITY ME! I DON'T NEED YOUR PITY NOR DOES ORE-SAMA _WANT_ IT! Don't look at Ore-sama. I said, Don't look at Ore-sama! ...damn you all. Ore-sama _hates_ you all.

Hikari-pretty?

Hikari-pretty, open your eyes now.

Ore-sama wants you to open your eyes now, dammit.

Why won't you open your eyes, hikari-pretty?!

...hikari-pretty is not dead, so stop staring at Ore-sama with pity in your eyes. Ore-sama has no need for your pity, nor does he want it. Hikari-pretty will live. Just watch. He will live because he MUST and Ore-sama WILLS him to live. And since Ore-sama is God, Ore-sama's word is Law. So hikari-pretty must open his eyes NOW, or Ore-sama will be extremely upset and angry and hating.

WORD IS LAW! LAW LAW LAW LAW LAW LAW LAW LAWLAWLAWLAWLAW~!!! Obey Law, hikari-pretty! Now!

Stop this liquid! Don't want this liquid and don't need it and don't like this liquid! Can't understand it and no one will tell Ore-sama and can't... stop... this... liquid. Damn it all. Salty and bitter and pain-filled. But not pain. It's PaiN. Tearing Ore-sama apart, maiming and destroying and burning killing and obliterating. Hate it all.

PAIn rooted deep within Ore-sama's soul.

Can't remove it, no matter how hard Ore-sama tries and tries and tries and tries and tries. Won't fade and go away--gets sharper and sharper and sharper until it slices Ore-sama and all those around him to ribbons. And still, even dead, Ore-sama feels the PaIN.

...hikari-pretty?

Please please please please please pleasepleasepleaseplease won't hikari-pretty open his eyes? Please please please hikari-pretty, open your eyes now.

...for Ore-sama?