By: Rinoa Leonhart

Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor moon -_-!

~ - thinking ""- talking = - flash back

Thank you everyone for your reviews, that is the only thing keeping me going.

And I'm sorry if there are any mistakes, I tried real hard.

Chapter 5

Things happen



"Usagi, wake up Usagi." Mamoru said gently.

"Mamo-chan, your alive!" Usagi jumped up from the bed into his arms. "I thought I would never see you again!"

"Baka Usako, what are you talking about?" Mamoru said laughing.

" You died? But now you're here so that's all that matters," Usagi said hugging Mamoru even more.

"Usagi I love you I would never leave you."

*Phewwwww* (gun shot)

"I'm sorry Usako, I didn't mean for that to happen." Mamoru said falling down, letting Usagi fall out of his grasp.

"Mamo-chan?" Usagi said quietly seeing Mamoru fall and saw a dark hooded figure standing behind Mamoru with a gun pointing to his back, the bullet went through Mamoru and to Usagi's stomach.

"NOOOOOOOOOOO!"

" USAGI!!! Usagi wake up, wake up!" Diamond said worriedly.

Usagi bolted up from the bed screaming. "NO NO NO not again." She yelled holding a hand to her stomach.

"Usagi calm down, what's wrong?" Diamond said carefully pushing Usagi back down onto the bed.

"Mamoru died." She whispered, "and I was shot."

"Usagi, your overreacting you haven't been shot and Mamoru's been dead." Diamond said very worried. He put his arms around her to stop her shaking and barley succeeded.

"Diamond it was so real, I saw him die again, I know I did!" Usagi said sobbing, grabbing onto Diamond as if she were going to fall of a cliff.

"Calm down Usagi, please your going to over exert yourself and the doctor will kick me out if he sees you acting upset, he'll think I did something."

"Wait diamond who saved me?" Usagi asked completely letting go of Diamond.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Diamond said avoiding her gaze.

"Diamond please don't do this to me." Usagi said quietly.

" *sigh* I guess my secrets out. It was me, I used my old powers." Diamond said shamefully.

"You.. you still have powers?" Usagi asked confused.

Diamond nodded.

"Okay Miss.Tsukino you are ready to go nothing too serious or anything just some bruises, good thing your friend brought you when he did or else you could have been seriously hurt." The fat nurse said in a hurry.

"Okay, thank you." Usagi said in a daze.

" Usagi I'm going to go bring my car around, you stay here I'll come and get you."

Usagi nodded at him mutely.

"You got some guy their missy." The nurse said sighing as Diamond left.

"Uh yea I guess."

"But I'm sorry about the baby." The nurse continued.

"What are you talking about?" Usagi asked sharply.

"Well, you lost your baby in the accident you had, sorry it must have been your first right?" the nurse asked.

Usagi gasped, "I can't have lost this baby!" she said angrily.

"Oh my I'm sorry did the doctor not already tell you?" the nurse asked completely confused.

"NO I HAVEN'T SEEN THE DAMN DOCTOR." Usagi said very angrily.

"Oh I think I should leave." The nurse said and rushed out.

As the nurse left Diamond came back in, "ready to go?"

Usagi tried to nod " c..can you help me...to the car?"

"Yes, sure." Diamond quickly came to Usagi and led her to his car.

He turned the car on, and he turned the radio on, and Vertical Horizons song everything was playing.

Somewhere there's speaking

It's already coming in

Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind

You never could get it

Unless you were fed it

Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks

Past the places where you used to learn

You howl and listen

Listen and wait for the

Echoes of angels who won't return

~ " I'm a failure I've lost Mamoru's daughter,...Rini."~ Usagi thought sadly, not believing what the nurse had said, she put her hand to her stomach.

Diamond watched her carefully, 'Usagi are you okay?"

He's everything you want

He's everything you need

He's everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

He says all the right things

At exactly the right time

But he means nothing to you

And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone

To put you together

You're waiting for someone to push you away

There's always another wound to discover

There's always something more you wish he'd say

~ " Mamoru I'm soo sorry!"~

"USAGI!!"

But you'll just tight

And watch it unwind

It's only what you're asking for

And you'll be just fine

With all of your time

It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island

Into the highway

Past the places where you might have turned

You never did notice

But you still hide away

The anger of angels who won't return

~ "I don't deserve to live!"~

"USAGIIIIIIII!!!"

Diamond swerved his car to the side of the road and stopped the car.

"Usagi what's wrong with you!?" Diamond yelled, grabbing her shoulders, Usagi was sobbing hysterically, and didn't even notice what was going on.

"I killed her.I'm horrible..I killed her.." Usagi mumbled like crazy.

"Usagi stop, I'm begging you!" Diamond said loudly, hugging Usagi tightly trying to get her to come back to her senses.

"Diamond? Diamond what have I done?" Usagi asked quietly staring up at Diamond with her eyes wide and red from crying.

"I don't know dear what have you done?" Diamond asked completely confused. " I killed Rini." Usagi said oddly calm, now.

"WHAT! That's impossible Usagi"

"I lost her, I lost Mamoru's baby, that means Rini's gone."

" You were pregnant with Mamoru's child?" Diamond asked, hiding the hurt in his voice.

"Yes, and ..and now.." Usagi started but couldn't stop crying again, "I lost her when those men attacked. I've lost everything Mamoru left me."

Diamond closed the embrace he had on her even tighter, "don't worry, Usagi everything will be alright. I'm here for you."

He lifter her face with one hand and gently kissed her lips, and as he did he felt tears still trickle down Usagi's face.



I am everything you want

I am everything you need

I am everything inside of you

That you wish you could be

I say all the right things

At exactly the right time

But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

And I don't know why

Why

I don't know

~ " Why, Usagi why?"~ Diamond thought sadly as he kissed her and felt more tears flow.



I don't mean to be cruel or anything don't worry the story will shape up. Please R&R if you want more.

And btw the song is by Vertical horizon it's not mine I just like it.