November 25

Harry doesn't have the flu. Voldemort is in the school. Past tense. Voldemort was in the school. I've known since last June. I don't know why they went on without me, they knew they couldn't pull it off without me to help them. That's why I didn't tell anyone. I didn't count on Harry going crazy. If I had known I would have told but I didn't know. I didn't think they would actually get him into the school but they did, the problem was I wasn't there with Floo Powder to transport him into Gryffindor tower and they ran out of time. No doubt Lucius will pay for his mistake. No doubt my mother will pay for his mistake as well. I can't even take the same name as him anymore. I am ashamed of it, and of myself. Can guilt actually eat you alive? Or does it just offer cutlery and a serviette?

Draco