December 1
I hate Seamus. I hate him because he thinks I'm sick. I hate him because he's right. He sits in the common room and watches me, like he doesn't trust me not to stick my head in the fire place. And the other night, I went to the window, I wasn't going to jump or anything, I think I'm over that, so Iw ent over there just to look out the window and there he is, sitting there, like he had been waiting for me. I was so mad I kicked him. I was wearing heavy boots (just in case I have to run somewhere) and it must have hurt, but he just sat there and looked at me and I couldn't kick him again. I felt like such an idiot. He wants me to go see McGonagall (he doesn't seem to trust Dumbledore much) he thinks I need help, just to get away from the school. I stormed out of the comon room, usually when I do that he doesn't bother me, he just lets me go and lurks in the corner somewhere watching me. But today he followed me right outand held me at arms length while I swung at him like a moron. Then I got exhausted and collapsed. I'm so messed up.
Harry
I hate Seamus. I hate him because he thinks I'm sick. I hate him because he's right. He sits in the common room and watches me, like he doesn't trust me not to stick my head in the fire place. And the other night, I went to the window, I wasn't going to jump or anything, I think I'm over that, so Iw ent over there just to look out the window and there he is, sitting there, like he had been waiting for me. I was so mad I kicked him. I was wearing heavy boots (just in case I have to run somewhere) and it must have hurt, but he just sat there and looked at me and I couldn't kick him again. I felt like such an idiot. He wants me to go see McGonagall (he doesn't seem to trust Dumbledore much) he thinks I need help, just to get away from the school. I stormed out of the comon room, usually when I do that he doesn't bother me, he just lets me go and lurks in the corner somewhere watching me. But today he followed me right outand held me at arms length while I swung at him like a moron. Then I got exhausted and collapsed. I'm so messed up.
Harry
