December 1

Do you really lose your mind? Or does your mind stay somewhere and your body leaves? I've been thinking about that a lot lately. I don't think Harry's lost his mind, I think it's waiting for him somewhere, he just has to find it. And I don't think he's going to find it in Hogwarts. So I went to McGonagall, she has a soft spot for Harry I think. I told her he needed to get away from the school and she agreed but she said he couldn't go alone, so here I am, on the Hogwarts express, going to Godric's Hollow, a place I've never been, a place that I have no recollection of. Harry is sleeping, he's been sleeping almost the entire trip, except for at the beginning when he wrote in his journal. He got up once, actually and saw me sitting in fron of the door. He told me that he wasn't going to jump out of the train. I know he won't. I think that part is over but I have orders. Christ, I'm only fifteen.

Seamus