December 1
How lost do you have to be before they send people to look for you? I read an article in a Muggle newspaper that said police wait twenty-four hours. They've gone looking for Harry. But he's pretty important, I guess. I slit my wrists once. I just wanted to see what Lucius would do, I didn't really want to die. But he just looked at me and said that I could be replaced. I don't know why I didn't get it right then, but I didn't. I didn't get it until now. I'm such an idiot. Mother never got it either. She didn't get it until it was too late and her family had disowned her. And now she can't go back. I can't go back to what I was but that's alright, I don't want to. But I can't stay here either. Hermione ants me to spend Christmas at her house, but that seems like a cop-out somehow, I don't think that's what I'm supposed to do. I'm going to stay here for Christmas, maybe I'll figure it out in time.
Draco
How lost do you have to be before they send people to look for you? I read an article in a Muggle newspaper that said police wait twenty-four hours. They've gone looking for Harry. But he's pretty important, I guess. I slit my wrists once. I just wanted to see what Lucius would do, I didn't really want to die. But he just looked at me and said that I could be replaced. I don't know why I didn't get it right then, but I didn't. I didn't get it until now. I'm such an idiot. Mother never got it either. She didn't get it until it was too late and her family had disowned her. And now she can't go back. I can't go back to what I was but that's alright, I don't want to. But I can't stay here either. Hermione ants me to spend Christmas at her house, but that seems like a cop-out somehow, I don't think that's what I'm supposed to do. I'm going to stay here for Christmas, maybe I'll figure it out in time.
Draco
