A/N This chapter is a bit longer than the previous one (like I promised). In this one I wanted to emphasize Dean's and Jess' feelings for Rory.

And I just like to say to all the Dutch fans of Anouk and Di-rect: Guys, this one is for you! And I'd like to dedicate this chapter to Lieke, my best friend who hates Dean even more than I do, so Liek, this one is for you!!!

Disclaimer: I so don't own the Gilmore Girls, only this story!

Chapter 4: A break up, Anouk and Di-rect.

Rory and Lorelai had reached their house and they were about to walk onto the porch when Rory heard someone yell her name. She turned around and saw Dean running towards them.

Lorelai: 'I'm going inside and leave you two alone here, alright?'

Rory: 'Alright, thanks mom.'

Rory waited till Dean had reached her. He bend forwards and gave Rory a kiss on her lips before she could offer him her cheek.

She sat down on the steps and he sat down next to her. Now was the time to tell him. She sure had a lot of emotional conversations today, first with Jess and now with Dean. Rory wanted this conversation to go by really fast, so she took a deep breath and thought for one second how she should start the conversation. But Dean started it for her.

Dean: 'Hi.'

Rory: 'Hi.'

Dean: 'Wanna hang out today?'

Rory: 'Well…'

Dean: 'We could watch some movies, eat loads of popcorn, you can pick the movies if you want to.'

Dean saw the hesitation on Rory's face and he felt something was going on Rory wasn't telling him.

Rory: 'Dean, we have to talk.'

Dean: 'Okay.'

Rory had this serious look on her face and Dean was not pleased to see it. Something bad was coming.

Rory: 'I ehm, I…Well…'

Dean: 'What is it Rory? Tell me.'

This was really hard for Rory, she looked at Dean and felt nothing but friendly feelings for him, she had to tell him that.

Rory: 'It's just that, I feel like something has changed between the two of us.'

Dean: 'What do you mean?'

Rory: 'Well, it's not the way it used to be anymore.'

Dean: 'Yes it is, it's even better. I know we haven't spend that much time together, but that only makes it more special when we see eachother again.'

Rory: 'No, something has changed, I have changed.'

This didn't look good, at all. Dean was afraid to lose Rory, but he started to think the feeling wasn't mutual.

Rory: 'You're just not my Danny.'

Dean: 'What's that supposed to mean? Of course I'm not your Danny, I'm Dean.'

Rory: 'All I'm trying to say is that my feelings for you have changed.'

Dean: 'In what way?'

Rory: 'I don't love you anymore.'

This really hit Dean. He felt like he was slapped in the face. He just couldn't believe it, everything was perfect, what did he do wrong?

Dean: 'What do you mean, you don't love me anymore? I'll do anything for you, Rory. You know that. I love you.'

Rory: 'Don't make things worse Dean.'

Dean: 'Is there someone else?'

Rory: 'No, how can you say that?'

Dean: 'Don't lie to me, Rory, I have the right to know.'

Dean was getting very angry and he was confused and sad and he started to project his anger at Rory.

Dean: 'Cause if there is someone else, you should have told me before.'

Rory: 'Dean, listen, this is not about someone else, this is about you and me. I just don't feel the same way about you I used to.'

Dean: 'I can not believe you're doing this to me, how can you do this to me?'

Rory: 'I'm sorry'.

Dean: 'No you're not, you just feel bad because you're breaking up with me, but the minute I leave you'll probably go to him.'

Rory: 'Dean, that's not true and you know that.'

Dean: 'It is true, I've seen you with him Rory.'

Rory: 'Seen me with who?'

Dean: 'Jess'.

Rory: 'Oh, come on Dean, don't be silly'.

Dean: 'Now I'm being silly? No, you're the one being silly, breaking up with someone who loves you.'

Rory: 'I do not consider breaking up with someone I don't love anymore silly.'

Dean: 'So, this is it? You don't love me anymore and now it's over?'

Rory: 'Apparently.'

Dean got up, he had never been this angry before in his entire life.

Rory got up as well, she was angry with Dean for thinking she would run to Jess as soon as Dean had left. That wasn't true, she did like Jess, but Dean was being such a jerk right now.

Dean: 'Goodbye, Rory, have a nice life.'

Dean turned around and walked away, furious about what had just happened.

Rory felt horrible she was angry and upset and for some reason tears started to form in the corners of her eyes. She stood there, outside, all alone, watching Dean walk away.

Lorelai had seen everything happen, she saw Dean getting first a very confused look on his face, but that turned into anger. She saw Dean walk away and Rory watching him go. She walked outside and wrapped her arms around Rory who couldn't hold her tears back any longer and cried in her mother's arms.

But Rory wasn't the only one having a hard time; Dean too was struggling with his feelings. A little voice in his head whispered three words over and over again: 'she dumped you, she dumped you.' When he got home he locked himself in his room and put some I-am-very-angry-and-sad-at-the-same-time-music on.

While Anouk was blasting from his stereo he laid down on his bed and listened to the lyrics of the first song on the CD:

You tell me that you need to spend some time alone

You tell me that you think it's best if I go home now

I get my coat from off the floor I'm out the door

Walking home alone, my love has left me

My head my heart

All torn apart

My mind exploding

Crying my eyes out over you

It must be hard for you to believe that I might love you

Just try to understand I just want you to want me too

You made me fall in love again, you angel

How you take my breath away

I live for you

My head my heart

All torn apart

My mind exploding

Crying my eyes out over you

'Cos I live for you

It must be hard to believe that I might love you anyway

Just try to understand that I just wanted you to want me to

My head my heart

All torn apart

My mind exploding

Crying my eyes out over you

I live for you

Why won't you live for me?

Dean felt exactly like described in the song and it would take him a long time to forgive Rory.

Dean wasn't the only one who was trying do deal with his feelings for Rory. Jess had bought a new CD when Luke had send him to Doose's for napkins. Now he was alone upstairs and he put his new CD in the stereo. He laid down on his bed and listened to the lyrics of the song although they were quite different from the lyrics Dean was listening to:

She,

She's a mystery

an enchanting woman
a puzzle to me
how she makes me cry
I'm happy you see

Who would not fall in love with that look in her eyes or that smile
She's an angel
Who would not feel the bliss after one single kiss from her lips
She's an angel

She

She's a Symphony
An enchanting rhapsody
waiting only for me
how she makes me fly
'Cos I'm happy you see

Who would not fall in love with that look in her eyes or that smile
She's an angel
Who would not feel the bliss after one single kiss from her lips
She's an angel

Only Covered Eyes
couldn't ignore her beauty
She came straight from heaven...

She's an angel
She's an angel

 

This was exactly the way Jess was feeling about Rory; she truly was some sort of heavenly girl. Soon she would be his girlfriend, he couldn't wait for that day to come.

A/N I just want to tell you guys that the song Dean is listening to is officially from Anouk (a Dutch singer), the song is called 'I live for you' and I thought it really reflected the way someone feels after a break up they didn't expect, like Dean. And the song Jess is listening to is from the Dutch rock group Di-rect (they totally rock!) and the song is called 'She'. I really hope you guys like the story, it was so hard to write the break up and please tell me what you think.