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Buffy ran to him, just like it was natural. And what scared her most is that she liked the feeling of having him to run to. It felt right, and good. She ran all the way to his crypt knowing that the safety of his arms would welcome her there. She had no doubt that they would they always had. And just like she knew they always would.
When she got there, there lay Spike on a coffin. A vamp's favorite bed, Spike's was actually quite comfy. He looked at her as though he was amazed that she had come back, maybe he thought that when she had left she had not planned to come back. He saw the tears on her face and she instantly went to him. Just letting him dry her tears. She slowly retold him everything that had happened, slowly because she could not tell him between the loud sobs that interrupted her.
"Buffy, you need to get some sleep, go on down and get some rest," he told her. Some how he had a way of reading her mind. She told him good night and went down to sleep. She did not rest well though. Thoughts of Dawn and her friends were in her mind. To many bad memories had been created over the last two days. So when Spike came down and stared at her, she was awake. He didn't know she was, but she felt him. She also heard it when the door slammed and he went out.
Her curiosity got to her, what was that saying curiosity killed the cat? Her movements were swift and silent, after all she had been moving like this ever since she was sixteen almost every night. She thought he was going to a demon bar or to go kill something, that is why she was surprised when she found that he had gone to her house. He just barged right in the door too; she had to hear what he was saying to them.
He was outraged, and finally he had seen the opportunity to go talk to Watcher, Wanker, Red, Bit, Demon Girl, Faith, and Glenda. He found them all sitting there just talking, about Buffy. No doubt Watcher was telling them all about his encounter with his mad slayer. All at once they all looked up at him, and it seemed to him they were waiting for him to hurt them. Oh if only he could have he would have. But Buffy stopped him, he knew she would be mad if he did.
"So, somebody wanted to get all high and mighty. Whose idea was it to kick the Slayer out of her own home? Was it you, Slut?" he asked looking over at Faith. She shook her head no and looked at the rest of them. He had never really liked any of them except the Bit and now his disliking of all of them had been justified. "Or what about you, Watcher?" he gave him a mean scowl and looked over at Bit. "Do you what you have done to her. What she has been forced to do? She has no where to go, so she lives with me. Her friends and family left her and now I'm all she has," he said, so mad he could spit.
"I thought that was what you always wanted Spike," Xander said
"Yeah, course it was, but not at the expense of her feelings, of her whole life. Cause that is what you guys were to her you bloody idiots. No words can describe how much I hate you all. And Bit, I thought you were special, more like your sis then these bloody idiots, I guess I was wrong" With that he turned and left, but he heard some one come out with him.
"Spike, I never meant for any of this to happen," Faith said "I don't know how to lead a damn army"
"Faith, unlike Buffy, I don't have to pretend to like you". He turned around and punched her in the jaw. He then started to run back to his crypt. Buffy followed him secretly making sure she made little or no noise. She ran faster then him so she could get back and be "asleep".
Dawn was still amazed by what he had said to them all. She was playing his words in her head. And Bit, I thought you were special, more like your sis then these bloody idiots, I guess I was wrong, they went through her head over and over. She had always valued is friendship and love, but it seemed to her that in one mistake she had lost her best friend, and what seemed to be her brother all in one. She would miss him, but she wasn't sure if she had made the wrong decision or not. She missed her sister yes, but she knew that Buffy had not been with them.
But she had kicked her own sister out her sister's home. And in one swoop had lost everything she loved and worked so hard to keep. She wasn't sure she was so confused. No one was the same in the house. Living out shadows of there old lives. The only one who seemed happy about Buffy being gone were the SIT's. She had taken a disliking for all of them, and she didn't know how Willow could betray Tara by being with Kennedy. She felt a void in her life that could only be filled by her sister and Spike.
That night when they kicked her out her sister had been so mad at Faith, but she did not know why. She wasn't sure what Faith had done. But she knew she wasn't the only one who had noticed the bruise on her face. It was not form the bad-police either. They all knew whom it was from. She wasn't sure why Buffy hated Faith so much. She had killed people, but so had Willow. She had been on the dark side, so had Willow. They had all made their little mistakes, but Buffy always forgave her friends.
Her sister's words came back to her then. They were both under ground and crying. "I want to see you become a women," she had said. She had wanted to see everything go back to how it had been. She had finally gotten her sister back only to lose her again, this time, though, it was her own fault. She knew what she had to do. And she was going to do it, she could not stand this any longer. She missed her sister too much.
She jumped up from the couch walked out the door and ran towards Spike's crypt.
Disclaimer: These guys aren't mine. Crying, but I can at least I can mess with them! Smile. Yeah! (
Buffy ran to him, just like it was natural. And what scared her most is that she liked the feeling of having him to run to. It felt right, and good. She ran all the way to his crypt knowing that the safety of his arms would welcome her there. She had no doubt that they would they always had. And just like she knew they always would.
When she got there, there lay Spike on a coffin. A vamp's favorite bed, Spike's was actually quite comfy. He looked at her as though he was amazed that she had come back, maybe he thought that when she had left she had not planned to come back. He saw the tears on her face and she instantly went to him. Just letting him dry her tears. She slowly retold him everything that had happened, slowly because she could not tell him between the loud sobs that interrupted her.
"Buffy, you need to get some sleep, go on down and get some rest," he told her. Some how he had a way of reading her mind. She told him good night and went down to sleep. She did not rest well though. Thoughts of Dawn and her friends were in her mind. To many bad memories had been created over the last two days. So when Spike came down and stared at her, she was awake. He didn't know she was, but she felt him. She also heard it when the door slammed and he went out.
Her curiosity got to her, what was that saying curiosity killed the cat? Her movements were swift and silent, after all she had been moving like this ever since she was sixteen almost every night. She thought he was going to a demon bar or to go kill something, that is why she was surprised when she found that he had gone to her house. He just barged right in the door too; she had to hear what he was saying to them.
He was outraged, and finally he had seen the opportunity to go talk to Watcher, Wanker, Red, Bit, Demon Girl, Faith, and Glenda. He found them all sitting there just talking, about Buffy. No doubt Watcher was telling them all about his encounter with his mad slayer. All at once they all looked up at him, and it seemed to him they were waiting for him to hurt them. Oh if only he could have he would have. But Buffy stopped him, he knew she would be mad if he did.
"So, somebody wanted to get all high and mighty. Whose idea was it to kick the Slayer out of her own home? Was it you, Slut?" he asked looking over at Faith. She shook her head no and looked at the rest of them. He had never really liked any of them except the Bit and now his disliking of all of them had been justified. "Or what about you, Watcher?" he gave him a mean scowl and looked over at Bit. "Do you what you have done to her. What she has been forced to do? She has no where to go, so she lives with me. Her friends and family left her and now I'm all she has," he said, so mad he could spit.
"I thought that was what you always wanted Spike," Xander said
"Yeah, course it was, but not at the expense of her feelings, of her whole life. Cause that is what you guys were to her you bloody idiots. No words can describe how much I hate you all. And Bit, I thought you were special, more like your sis then these bloody idiots, I guess I was wrong" With that he turned and left, but he heard some one come out with him.
"Spike, I never meant for any of this to happen," Faith said "I don't know how to lead a damn army"
"Faith, unlike Buffy, I don't have to pretend to like you". He turned around and punched her in the jaw. He then started to run back to his crypt. Buffy followed him secretly making sure she made little or no noise. She ran faster then him so she could get back and be "asleep".
Dawn was still amazed by what he had said to them all. She was playing his words in her head. And Bit, I thought you were special, more like your sis then these bloody idiots, I guess I was wrong, they went through her head over and over. She had always valued is friendship and love, but it seemed to her that in one mistake she had lost her best friend, and what seemed to be her brother all in one. She would miss him, but she wasn't sure if she had made the wrong decision or not. She missed her sister yes, but she knew that Buffy had not been with them.
But she had kicked her own sister out her sister's home. And in one swoop had lost everything she loved and worked so hard to keep. She wasn't sure she was so confused. No one was the same in the house. Living out shadows of there old lives. The only one who seemed happy about Buffy being gone were the SIT's. She had taken a disliking for all of them, and she didn't know how Willow could betray Tara by being with Kennedy. She felt a void in her life that could only be filled by her sister and Spike.
That night when they kicked her out her sister had been so mad at Faith, but she did not know why. She wasn't sure what Faith had done. But she knew she wasn't the only one who had noticed the bruise on her face. It was not form the bad-police either. They all knew whom it was from. She wasn't sure why Buffy hated Faith so much. She had killed people, but so had Willow. She had been on the dark side, so had Willow. They had all made their little mistakes, but Buffy always forgave her friends.
Her sister's words came back to her then. They were both under ground and crying. "I want to see you become a women," she had said. She had wanted to see everything go back to how it had been. She had finally gotten her sister back only to lose her again, this time, though, it was her own fault. She knew what she had to do. And she was going to do it, she could not stand this any longer. She missed her sister too much.
She jumped up from the couch walked out the door and ran towards Spike's crypt.
