Disclaimer. Me? Own the Gundam boys? .. Not bloody likely! All I own ..
*sniffs* are three celibate muses and the other *ahem* .. You probably
won't want to hear about Twowa and his antics ..
Warning. This is a Yaoi fic, that means Male X Male romance, we are not forcing this on anyone so don't waste your time and ours by flaming, cos they will be laughed at and then fed to the Chibi-Vash along with his daily portion of donuts.
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A nice list of Reviewers to say thanx too, u guys make us feel so loved!
Dilly-Pickle - thanx for reading, I hope that you will enjoy this chapter too!
Laurel-Crowned - GAAH, PLEASE DON'T KILL THE VASH! WE NEED HIM!!! He is very fragile and needs to breathe too! I am glad you like the plot line; we (in a slightly in-modest fashion) think it is quite cool; it sure took a long time to come up with!
Stoic-Hyper - Neep Neep 2y2 LOL, thanx for reviewing. Glad u liked the ficcie I hope this chappie is up to standard.
Diamond Dew - I dunno where Wu-Fei is *looks around* well, he certainly ain“t here. And as for the Lemon, if that vote wins then I will write a mild one and post it under R. Others have so why not me? Duo won't be sufferibg too much more; Reviewers permitting so I hope you will let me know what u think of this!
Connor Wolf - *clears away large pile of tissues so she can see her reviewer* Thanks for leaving a review, I am glad u thought it was sweet, that's what I was going for! How was this chappie, any good?
Ellie Maxwell - Hiya, glad u like it!
Duo/Folken/TK - I don't think 2 either, but Lora gotta do what the reviewers command, and I wont check that for at least one more chappie.
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Hiya, Lora here. Lora is slightly miffed ass her Co-Author, Jessie abandoned her not even halfway through this chappie to play on Soul Reaver. Thus this Chappie is disgracefully short! I am so sorry, I will try to do better next time, but first I need a good place to hide the PS2!!!
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"What?" Duo almost shouted. "How who felt?"
"Heero, Duo, how Heero felt!"
Duo looked slightly taken aback, "How did he feel?" he asked, his voice now quiet again.
"Heero loved you Duo. He loved you very much!"
Duo sat and stared at Quatre as if he had grown another head. "He .. He what?" he stammered out after a few moments.
"He loved you Duo!" Quatre replied quietly, "He just never told you because he feared it would hurt you!"
"But .. But, he never showed anything .. Never showed any emotion. All he ever did was call me Baka!"
Quatre nodded slowly. "He was afraid to tell you Duo, he was afraid to get close to you, in case he ever told you."
"Why wouldn't he want to tell me?"
"He was scared, he was scared you would reject him .. Hate him for his feelings towards you and never let him close to you again."
"Hate him?" Duo spluttered, "Why would I hate him, I love him, all I have ever wanted was to be close to him. How could he ever think I would reject him?"
"I know that Duo, but he didn't. He didn't want to cause you any pain, so he used his mask to hide his feelings, even from you."
Duo placed his head in his hands, "It can't be true, you must be wrong!"
"It is true Duo, even I noticed it!" Trowas soft voice, confirming the blondes' words.
Duo lifted his head from his hands, "How do you know? I never saw it!"
"That's because you were too busy trying to get him to notice you, you never saw it when he did!" The little blonde replied.
Dou looked over at Quatre, "But he never noticed me, that was the problem!"
Quatre shook his head and sighed sadly, "He did Duo, the rest of us saw it. Whenever you came into a room his face would lose some of it's sorrow, his eyes would seem lees haunted and empty, and sometimes he even smiled.
Duo was staring at Quatre, hardly daring to believe what the blonds was telling him. He was about to speak, but the blonde continued and cut him off.
I have gone on missions with him, as have all of us. And he dreams as well. He suffers the same nightmares we all do, and it was in you he found his shelter.
Duo drew in a sharp breath. In him, Heero found his shelter, his safety within the deadly wings of Shinigami, It couldn't be true, Heero couldn't care for him!
"Quatre?" Duo finally found his tongue, "Are you sure it was me, and not you or one of the others, he always acts like he hates me, that was why I left, my being around him made him unhappy .. So I left.""
"I am sure Duo, and I think you should go back to him!"
"Why, he doesn't deserve any more sorrow. He doesn't deserve to be saddled with me. I don't deserve him."
Quatre sighed and shared a worried glance with his emerald-eyed lover. Trowa smiled reassuringly and took the smaller hand in his. The blonde sighed again before continuing.
"Duo, he might be lost without you. He may feel he no longer has anything to carry on for. No matter what he said, you always used to brush it aside and maybe he took it for granted that you always would. And now you are gone."
"NO!" Duo yelled, face stricken as tears once again welled in the amethyst eyes. "NO, Heero would never .. You can't think he would .. Its just not possible!"
Quatre took in the pain on his friends face; he longed to stop his explanation. He didn't want to cause Duo any more pain, but he knew that he must. Before it was too late.
"Duo, it seemed almost like you gave life to Heero. He was raised a soldier, but you always seemed to give him back a little of his humanity. He was destined to die on a mission. It was the end he was always seeking, but something always pulled him back Duo. And it was you!"
Duo turned pale. "Quatre, he wouldn't do it would he, he wouldn't kill himself, not Heero!"
Quatre placed his hands in his lap. "You never know what a man will do if he feels he has nothing left to live for. Go to him Duo, and pray that it isn't too late to save him!"
"Duo jumped to his feet and rushed down the stair case and out of Quatres hose. He jumped onto the blue R6 bike, revved the engine and sped of down the long driveway.
Back inside the house, Quatre stood quietly by the window watching his friend go, tears trickled down his pale cheeks.
He sighed as he felt a hand come to rest on his shoulder and he leant back against the comforting warmth that was Trowa.
"Did I tell him in time love, or is it already to late?"
Trowa wrapped his arms around the small Arab.
"You told him as soon as you could love, and Heero is strong. But we will have to let life run its course."
Quatre turned round so he was facing Trowa, "I really hope he makes it, I really do. They have loved each other for so long, and been through so much."
"I know they have angel, and I hope Duo makes it too. But it is out of our hands now."
Quatre gazed up at Trowa, his bright eyes glistening with tears, and his lips trembling. Trowa smiled reassuringly, before leaning down and stilling those trembling lips with his own.
A.N
Lora- Man, I dunno it that was worth posting, it was so uselessly short!
Jess- *sniggers from in front of the T.V*
Lora- well at least I wrote it! *mutters about Co-Authors with time restrictions*
Twowa- At least you got something out, and I believe this leaves us with only two chapters to go!!
Lora- Yes it does, and so now we need to know more than ever your choise of ending, cos with only two chappies to go time is running out!
Well I (with jess PS2 permitting) will be bac with the next chappie real soon. Cya later guys, we would love a review!
Warning. This is a Yaoi fic, that means Male X Male romance, we are not forcing this on anyone so don't waste your time and ours by flaming, cos they will be laughed at and then fed to the Chibi-Vash along with his daily portion of donuts.
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".Blah." = speech
*.Blah.* = Emphasised words
{.Blah.} = Thoughts
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A nice list of Reviewers to say thanx too, u guys make us feel so loved!
Dilly-Pickle - thanx for reading, I hope that you will enjoy this chapter too!
Laurel-Crowned - GAAH, PLEASE DON'T KILL THE VASH! WE NEED HIM!!! He is very fragile and needs to breathe too! I am glad you like the plot line; we (in a slightly in-modest fashion) think it is quite cool; it sure took a long time to come up with!
Stoic-Hyper - Neep Neep 2y2 LOL, thanx for reviewing. Glad u liked the ficcie I hope this chappie is up to standard.
Diamond Dew - I dunno where Wu-Fei is *looks around* well, he certainly ain“t here. And as for the Lemon, if that vote wins then I will write a mild one and post it under R. Others have so why not me? Duo won't be sufferibg too much more; Reviewers permitting so I hope you will let me know what u think of this!
Connor Wolf - *clears away large pile of tissues so she can see her reviewer* Thanks for leaving a review, I am glad u thought it was sweet, that's what I was going for! How was this chappie, any good?
Ellie Maxwell - Hiya, glad u like it!
Duo/Folken/TK - I don't think 2 either, but Lora gotta do what the reviewers command, and I wont check that for at least one more chappie.
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Hiya, Lora here. Lora is slightly miffed ass her Co-Author, Jessie abandoned her not even halfway through this chappie to play on Soul Reaver. Thus this Chappie is disgracefully short! I am so sorry, I will try to do better next time, but first I need a good place to hide the PS2!!!
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"What?" Duo almost shouted. "How who felt?"
"Heero, Duo, how Heero felt!"
Duo looked slightly taken aback, "How did he feel?" he asked, his voice now quiet again.
"Heero loved you Duo. He loved you very much!"
Duo sat and stared at Quatre as if he had grown another head. "He .. He what?" he stammered out after a few moments.
"He loved you Duo!" Quatre replied quietly, "He just never told you because he feared it would hurt you!"
"But .. But, he never showed anything .. Never showed any emotion. All he ever did was call me Baka!"
Quatre nodded slowly. "He was afraid to tell you Duo, he was afraid to get close to you, in case he ever told you."
"Why wouldn't he want to tell me?"
"He was scared, he was scared you would reject him .. Hate him for his feelings towards you and never let him close to you again."
"Hate him?" Duo spluttered, "Why would I hate him, I love him, all I have ever wanted was to be close to him. How could he ever think I would reject him?"
"I know that Duo, but he didn't. He didn't want to cause you any pain, so he used his mask to hide his feelings, even from you."
Duo placed his head in his hands, "It can't be true, you must be wrong!"
"It is true Duo, even I noticed it!" Trowas soft voice, confirming the blondes' words.
Duo lifted his head from his hands, "How do you know? I never saw it!"
"That's because you were too busy trying to get him to notice you, you never saw it when he did!" The little blonde replied.
Dou looked over at Quatre, "But he never noticed me, that was the problem!"
Quatre shook his head and sighed sadly, "He did Duo, the rest of us saw it. Whenever you came into a room his face would lose some of it's sorrow, his eyes would seem lees haunted and empty, and sometimes he even smiled.
Duo was staring at Quatre, hardly daring to believe what the blonds was telling him. He was about to speak, but the blonde continued and cut him off.
I have gone on missions with him, as have all of us. And he dreams as well. He suffers the same nightmares we all do, and it was in you he found his shelter.
Duo drew in a sharp breath. In him, Heero found his shelter, his safety within the deadly wings of Shinigami, It couldn't be true, Heero couldn't care for him!
"Quatre?" Duo finally found his tongue, "Are you sure it was me, and not you or one of the others, he always acts like he hates me, that was why I left, my being around him made him unhappy .. So I left.""
"I am sure Duo, and I think you should go back to him!"
"Why, he doesn't deserve any more sorrow. He doesn't deserve to be saddled with me. I don't deserve him."
Quatre sighed and shared a worried glance with his emerald-eyed lover. Trowa smiled reassuringly and took the smaller hand in his. The blonde sighed again before continuing.
"Duo, he might be lost without you. He may feel he no longer has anything to carry on for. No matter what he said, you always used to brush it aside and maybe he took it for granted that you always would. And now you are gone."
"NO!" Duo yelled, face stricken as tears once again welled in the amethyst eyes. "NO, Heero would never .. You can't think he would .. Its just not possible!"
Quatre took in the pain on his friends face; he longed to stop his explanation. He didn't want to cause Duo any more pain, but he knew that he must. Before it was too late.
"Duo, it seemed almost like you gave life to Heero. He was raised a soldier, but you always seemed to give him back a little of his humanity. He was destined to die on a mission. It was the end he was always seeking, but something always pulled him back Duo. And it was you!"
Duo turned pale. "Quatre, he wouldn't do it would he, he wouldn't kill himself, not Heero!"
Quatre placed his hands in his lap. "You never know what a man will do if he feels he has nothing left to live for. Go to him Duo, and pray that it isn't too late to save him!"
"Duo jumped to his feet and rushed down the stair case and out of Quatres hose. He jumped onto the blue R6 bike, revved the engine and sped of down the long driveway.
Back inside the house, Quatre stood quietly by the window watching his friend go, tears trickled down his pale cheeks.
He sighed as he felt a hand come to rest on his shoulder and he leant back against the comforting warmth that was Trowa.
"Did I tell him in time love, or is it already to late?"
Trowa wrapped his arms around the small Arab.
"You told him as soon as you could love, and Heero is strong. But we will have to let life run its course."
Quatre turned round so he was facing Trowa, "I really hope he makes it, I really do. They have loved each other for so long, and been through so much."
"I know they have angel, and I hope Duo makes it too. But it is out of our hands now."
Quatre gazed up at Trowa, his bright eyes glistening with tears, and his lips trembling. Trowa smiled reassuringly, before leaning down and stilling those trembling lips with his own.
A.N
Lora- Man, I dunno it that was worth posting, it was so uselessly short!
Jess- *sniggers from in front of the T.V*
Lora- well at least I wrote it! *mutters about Co-Authors with time restrictions*
Twowa- At least you got something out, and I believe this leaves us with only two chapters to go!!
Lora- Yes it does, and so now we need to know more than ever your choise of ending, cos with only two chappies to go time is running out!
Well I (with jess PS2 permitting) will be bac with the next chappie real soon. Cya later guys, we would love a review!
