A/N: I have no idea why the rest of the chapters didn't show up the first time. I really didn't mean to make anyone wait…but it does sound like something I would do.
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I can't explain it man. I was sitting there, minding my own business, and I looked over and caught Jackie staring at me. You should have seen her eyes, all glazed over like she was smoking up with us. Except she wasn't, and that look in her eyes was all directed at me.
It should disgust me.
But it doesn't.
Then she made a big show of cuddling up with Kelso, being a perfect little girlfriend. It was sickening, I tell ya. In all of the time I've known Jackie, she's been this annoying little pain in my ass, but I wasn't lying when I told her if I didn't know her I'd think she was hot.
'cause she is.
She's also dating my best friend.
And you don't dog a friend like that.
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Damn it! I think she's got me under some sort of mind control. That's gotta be it. It's the only thing that can possibly explain her and I sitting there, watching TV for like, hours. Together. I don't think two words were said that whole time.
At least she's not staring like she used to.
Gives me a chance to take a real good look at her. Did I mention she's hot? And she's grown up in the last year. In all the right places. I'd be a fool not to notice her.
I just wish I could stop re-living what I've noticed
Especially late at night.
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That was unexpected.
We managed to have a conversation, well not really a whole conversation, more like three sentences that didn't end with an insult. But that's not the unexpected part.
Can't even remember what we were talking about, but I got up and grabbed a Popsicle from the freezer, when I turned around I was floored. Glad the freezer was there to catch my fall. You should've seen the look in her eyes man. Like she was stalking something.
Me.
And by the time I realized what might happen, she was kissing me.
Fuck it was hot.
And since I'm not stupid, I kissed her back.
You could tell by the way she leaned into it, that she wanted to be touched. Longed for the contact. Lucky for her, and me, that's exactly what I planned on doing.
Of course, that's when we're interrupted.
Shit.
So we heard Kelso bounding down the stairs and we quickly tried to straighten ourselves out. Hard when you've just managed to untuck her shirt and you're pre-occupied with finding out what's underneath. Honestly, I didn't think we pulled it off. But Fez managed to have a candy crisis at that exact moment.
I'm thankful I have such idiotic friends.
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The part about not dogging a friend? Over-rated.
Especially if a girl is ready, willing and able. And right now, Jackie's all three. I figured the kiss was a one time thing, get it out of her system and never do it again.
I was wrong.
She was straddling my lap seconds after we found ourselves alone. Ahh…clandestine make out sessions in the basement. Works out fine as long as that's all your doing.
That wasn't all we were doing.
So one day after an aggravating afternoon of constant interruptions, I decided it was time to move this little love fest to somewhere a little more private. Introduced her to the wonders of an El Camino and secluded parking spots. Which she took to quite enthusiastically.
I should feel guilty. But I don't.
It's not my fault Kelso's too stupid to know what's going on under his nose.
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Let's get one thing straight; Jackie and I don't talk. Kiss and grope yes, but no talking. Wouldn't work that way, 'cause she's still pretty annoying when she talks.
Right now she's got better things on her mind, like finding out the best way to get undressed in the front seat of a car.
So I guess it all works out.
Kelso's started grumbling about the lack of action he's getting. Poor guy. Jackie told him she hasn't been feeling well, followed by it was that time of the month.
Which is a lie.
And I have first hand knowledge to verify it.
Speaking of Kelso; either he's been lying about what him and Jackie have done, or she completely loses her inhibitions with me. I'd like to think it's the latter.
And I will never –ever- admit to doing some of that stuff for the first time.
Gotta keep up the image.
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She's got this spot, right under the curve of her stomach. It was begging to be bitten. And since I was conveniently eye-level with it, and she was relatively unclothed, I figured what the hell?
Kind of a bad idea.
She calls it a hickey, it's not. It's a bite mark that looks a lot like one. And yes, I am proud of myself. Sort of like proof this thing between us is really going on.
I think I might be getting a little territorial.
Shit.
That'll probably start to cause some problems.
So she retaliates and almost gets us busted. Didn't even realize what she was doing until it was too late. Now I've got four pairs of eyes watching everything I do. Quizzing me about this mystery girl. Waiting for a slip-up.
If they only knew the truth.
On the plus side, the very real threat of getting found out has made fooling around even hotter.
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Funny thing is; it was the sex that finally made us end it.
I think there was a bed, or a couch, maybe. Not like it mattered. We were never about hearts and flowers. It was all passion and instinct. The harder it was, the more we liked it. And we liked it a lot.
But at the end of the night we knew. Choices had to be made.
And it's way past the point of coming clean.
So it's over. As simple as that.
…I think.
