A Life Not Worth Wanting
Chapter 4
Reviewers:
Child-of-the-Dawn: Food!! *hungrily chews everything, before continuing* Thanks so much for providing the flame!! Ah, yes. Herm was quite shocked. Lmao. That's an understatement. As for your question about Sirius, I think I explained that already. Sirius was at the house when James died, Lily was put in the coma, and Harry received the scar. Sirius died with James, it's in the 2nd posting, the first chapter. There's a prologue, and then the next chapter is the one where everything happened. Go back and read over it, if your confused. Sirius didn't go to prison, cause he died with Jamsie. Simple as that. I cant put him in here if he's dead, can I? Or maybe I could make him a ghost...
Istalksiriusonweekends (whoa, nice name!): AH, Harry's turning into a Gary Stu?? Noooo!!! lmao. I don't like Gary Stu's. Don't tell me that!! Don't worry, he's not going to be an Gary Stu for long!!! *evil cackle*. But thanks for the review, and letting me know that Harry's too good. Evil boy. Just wait...
Shadow Raven- thanks.
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Draco'sDragon- thank you so much. You made a comment about how the story went with the song. Well, I wrote the story to go with the song. It's ok if you don't like Linkin Park, im not going to torture you for that, but thanks for your review. It's my only review for that story *sob*. Thanks so much, and yes, I do have other stories (like 20 on my profile..) :-)
Disclaimer: I don't own HP, or the song, or anything but the plot, and any characters you don't recognize. It's fiction, ppl.
Note: This song has nothing to do with the story, I just felt like putting it in here. Live with it.
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit's sleeping Somewhere cold
Until you find it there in me
it back home
[wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I cant wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I cant wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what Im without
You cant just leave me
Breathe into me and {make me real}
Bring me
To life
[wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I cant wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I cant wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become
{Bring me to life}
[I've been living a lie..There's nothing inside]
{Bring me to life}
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
[All of this I, I cant believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me]
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
[Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul]
{Don't let me die here}(You must be sacrificed)
Bring me to life
[wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I cant wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I cant wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
[I've been living a lie.. There's nothing inside]
Bring me to life
Evanescence "Bring Me to Life" Featuring Paul McCoy of 12 Stones.(should I do a songfic to this song??)
Should I make this a slash story? I really wanna do slash (cause I have a slash thing going on), but I don't want to lose readers. Let me know, pls!! If you want, I can create two versions, but that will take longer to update, cause ill have to write two versions. Let me know!!
This is from Draco Malfoy's POV, about one Harry Potter. Slash or not, this is heavy.
Harry fucking Potter. Just my luck. Why on earth would anyone want to worship this guy? He's skinny, incredibly annoying, and god, are those glasses just butt ugly or what? He's such a goody-goody, studying 7th year work instead of being with us 1st years. He acts like he's all that. I just want to strangle him to death.
Goyle and Crabbe just walked into our dorm, and finally, I stood up. They joined me as we headed down to breakfast for our first day of school. We didn't get lost, but some other Slytherins did, but who cares about them. I took a seat at the Slytherin table, and immediately began talking to Blaise Zabini. He's pretty cool., Zabini is. Anyways, we looked over at the Gryffindor table, and my eyes met with Potter's, and I saw him smile. Wait, Potter smiled at me? I was in shock, but that was nothing.
Blaise blinked as well, turning back to look at me.
"Did Harry Potter just smile at us?" He wondered. I nodded. Whoa, Harry Potter really smiled at us. Doesn't he knew that he's a Gryffindor? That Gryffindor's and Slytherins don't get along? I shrugged it off, and ate quickly, wanting to get out of there before all of the Gryffindor's smiled at the Slytherins. It was scary, a Gryffindor wanting to be friends with Slytherins? Made no sense.
I stood up, just as soon as Blaise did. Then, Vince and Greg did as well, and the four of us walked to our first class ever, Potions. I wasn't watching when I was going, and ran into a redhead. 'Oops' I thought, as the redhead turned around. It was a Weasley.
"Watch where your going" The Weasley said annoyed. I rolled my eyes, and pushed by him., standing face to face with Harry Potter.
"Hey." He said softly, to our surprise. Weasley was glaring at Harry, but he ignored the glares. "I'm Harry, who are you?"
"I'm Draco, that's Blaise, and the other two are Crabbe and Goyle." I introduced, as Harry smiled.
"Nice to meet you. Heading to Potions, huh?" We nodded, as his emerald-green eyes twinkled. "You know where it is, right?"
"Not really." I said softly, as the others nodded in agreement. A large smile appeared on Harry's face, as he spoke again. "Well, follow me. I'll show you." So, we did, following the Weasley, Harry and some other Gryffindor's to the Potions room. Harry was rather good at directions, and we arrived in record time. Harry knocked on the door, and a Professor with black robes, and greasy hair appeared.
"Hello, Professor. I thought I should bring you some of your students, since they didn't know where to go." "Thank you, Harry. What do you have now?" Professor Snape wondered.
"Free period, sir. I was wondering if I could stay here and watch, if that's okay with you." The Professor actually smiled at him, as Harry stepped inside of the room.
"Welcome, to Potions. This will be the hardest class for many, but for few, it will be the easiest." I noticed him look at Harry, and then continue. "For the next seven years, you will be here, learning the art of potions. I hope, that you will actually learn something. I will call roll, say 'here' when you hear your name." I nodded, seemed easy enough. When I heard him call my name, I proudly said "Here", as Snape turned to look at me. "Ah, lucius's son. Welcome." I could hear pride in his voice, and I smiled.
Professor Snape finished the roll, and began to talk some more about the Potions class, what you would be expected to know, and finally, he passed out a little quiz.
I smirked, as I quickly filled out the sheet. Once I finished, I propped my feet up on the chair in front of me, and waited for everyone else to finish. I looked over, and saw Harry look at me, smile, and then look away.
Class finished, and as we left the room, I looked back over at Harry, and smiled. This would be the beginning of a great friendship between one Harry Potter and I.
A/n: Sorry it's so short! However, I have Spring Break next week (da 7th- da 11th), so ill be able to update within a few days. I'm going to be in Rome, GA at a wedding, and we're staying overnight this Friday, so ill start writing Sunday for the next chapter. Bye!!
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