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Disclaimer: I still own nothing. This also includes the last two chapters since I forget to write it in.
Part Four
The streets were unknown to me. All I could do was wander. I wish the wandering would end . I wish Christian would sweep me up in his arms again. Everything I was doing seemed pointless and stupid. Why don't I just go back and forget him?Life would never be the same without him next to me. He shines in my heart.I've fallen in love way too easily to give it up now. I had to keep going. I had to stay strong. My spirit will sleep somewhere cold until we find eachother. All strength was lost and I layed there on the pavement like a worthless bum. Why did it have to end this way? If only I had the energy to return back home. At least there I wouldn't have to freeze to death with no food or shelter. My heart was just too stubborn to give up. It won't do what I tell it to. A tear dribbled down my cheek. Great deppression started to unfold. I slowly drifted off into a troubled sleep.
***
She was asleep on the pavement without a care in the world. She was in a sleeveless red dress while I was wrapped in a mink coat. She looked oddly familiar. Could she be the special someone I've been looking for to give me love and comfort? Her ginger hair was most attractive. I took off my mink coat and wrapped it around her. Where was she to turn?
***
How can he see into my eyes? I'm not worthy for love. Zidler keeps telling me that I'd make the perfect courtesan. These people need to back the fuck away from me before I hurt them. Why are they picking on me? Just because Satine left to go find her lover boy doesn't mean I want to be her replacement. I'm not a woman who sells her love. The only person I have constant sex with is the Argentinian. The duke seems forceful and yet he charms me in a way I can't explain. It's almost as if he wants something from me but what could it be? I have nothing to give him, not even my heart. I couldn't let myself fall in love with anyone.
My thoughts were bothering me. I needed to be alone. The only place I could think of to go was the theatre. I ran out of the dance hall. I heard a voice call after me. It was the Argentinian.
" Where the hell do you think you're going? We have a show to finish!" he yelled glaring at me. I couldn't take it.
" Go away! I don't want to see you right now okay?" I shouted menacingly.
I ran away before he could shout anything else. I ran toward the theatre. I felt someone grab my wrist. I swung around and smacked the person in the face with my hand.
" OW!" a familiar voice cried out in pain.
" Oh! I'm so sorry. I thought you were someone else. Don't ever grab me like that again! I just might kill you." I said trying my best to be apologetic.
The duke stared at me with a hand over his cheek.
"Uh.............quite alright but try to be more careful next time." he replied calmly.
An awkward silence fell between us. A gleam in his eyes made me even more attracted to him. What could this mean?
He walked toward me and gripped my waist. I leaned in and pressed my lips to his. I felt a power overcome me. It all sped by so fast. Before I knew it I was sitting in his apartment. That kiss didn't mean anything , at least not to me.
" Would you like anyting? Maybe some wine or champagne?"
"Do you have any absinthe?" I asked eagerly.
" Yes, but I never drink it."
He reached into the back of the cabinet and took out a big green bottle. Implated on it was the recognizable green faerie. I wish I was as pretty as she was.
He placed a mug in front of me. I took it in my hand and started to guzzle the green liguid. Suddenly everything became blury. A fuzzy figure walked toward me. I felt someone grab me. Before I knew it I was spread across a bed completely bare in front of him. I tried to escape but he held me down. I tried to fight down a fit of laughs but I couldn't hold them.
" Stop it that tickles!" I burst out when he set his ice cold hand on my naked body. What was happening?
Disclaimer: I still own nothing. This also includes the last two chapters since I forget to write it in.
Part Four
The streets were unknown to me. All I could do was wander. I wish the wandering would end . I wish Christian would sweep me up in his arms again. Everything I was doing seemed pointless and stupid. Why don't I just go back and forget him?Life would never be the same without him next to me. He shines in my heart.I've fallen in love way too easily to give it up now. I had to keep going. I had to stay strong. My spirit will sleep somewhere cold until we find eachother. All strength was lost and I layed there on the pavement like a worthless bum. Why did it have to end this way? If only I had the energy to return back home. At least there I wouldn't have to freeze to death with no food or shelter. My heart was just too stubborn to give up. It won't do what I tell it to. A tear dribbled down my cheek. Great deppression started to unfold. I slowly drifted off into a troubled sleep.
***
She was asleep on the pavement without a care in the world. She was in a sleeveless red dress while I was wrapped in a mink coat. She looked oddly familiar. Could she be the special someone I've been looking for to give me love and comfort? Her ginger hair was most attractive. I took off my mink coat and wrapped it around her. Where was she to turn?
***
How can he see into my eyes? I'm not worthy for love. Zidler keeps telling me that I'd make the perfect courtesan. These people need to back the fuck away from me before I hurt them. Why are they picking on me? Just because Satine left to go find her lover boy doesn't mean I want to be her replacement. I'm not a woman who sells her love. The only person I have constant sex with is the Argentinian. The duke seems forceful and yet he charms me in a way I can't explain. It's almost as if he wants something from me but what could it be? I have nothing to give him, not even my heart. I couldn't let myself fall in love with anyone.
My thoughts were bothering me. I needed to be alone. The only place I could think of to go was the theatre. I ran out of the dance hall. I heard a voice call after me. It was the Argentinian.
" Where the hell do you think you're going? We have a show to finish!" he yelled glaring at me. I couldn't take it.
" Go away! I don't want to see you right now okay?" I shouted menacingly.
I ran away before he could shout anything else. I ran toward the theatre. I felt someone grab my wrist. I swung around and smacked the person in the face with my hand.
" OW!" a familiar voice cried out in pain.
" Oh! I'm so sorry. I thought you were someone else. Don't ever grab me like that again! I just might kill you." I said trying my best to be apologetic.
The duke stared at me with a hand over his cheek.
"Uh.............quite alright but try to be more careful next time." he replied calmly.
An awkward silence fell between us. A gleam in his eyes made me even more attracted to him. What could this mean?
He walked toward me and gripped my waist. I leaned in and pressed my lips to his. I felt a power overcome me. It all sped by so fast. Before I knew it I was sitting in his apartment. That kiss didn't mean anything , at least not to me.
" Would you like anyting? Maybe some wine or champagne?"
"Do you have any absinthe?" I asked eagerly.
" Yes, but I never drink it."
He reached into the back of the cabinet and took out a big green bottle. Implated on it was the recognizable green faerie. I wish I was as pretty as she was.
He placed a mug in front of me. I took it in my hand and started to guzzle the green liguid. Suddenly everything became blury. A fuzzy figure walked toward me. I felt someone grab me. Before I knew it I was spread across a bed completely bare in front of him. I tried to escape but he held me down. I tried to fight down a fit of laughs but I couldn't hold them.
" Stop it that tickles!" I burst out when he set his ice cold hand on my naked body. What was happening?
