A/N: YAY! I finally have all my chapter's back on and a new chapter! ^_^! Ok since your probably annoyed with me I'll just get on with the story!
OK this one also a songfic! So the song you'll need is "All the things she said" by Tatu.
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Tuesday morning Syaoran arrived at school early to talk to Tomoyo and see if there was any new news on Sakura. Sadly there wasn't.
By lunchtime, Syaoran was deep into his depressive thoughts and was quickly loosing any hope that they would ever find Sakura.
This lunch hour was special because it was a DJ lunch hour, where they hired a band to come play over the lunch hour for the students. (A/N: I'm not joking! My school really does this! But, we don't get a band, we get a DJ! ^_^)
Walking down the steps to the cafeteria, Syaoran got an odd feeling and a chill ran down his spine. All the hair on the back of his neck stood up as he recognized the feeling as an aura.
And he could tell that this person wasn't trying very hard to shield their aura, which usually meant they were looking for a fight.
As he concentrated harder on the aura his heart started beating faster. There was something…familiar about it. He didn't know why he thought that because this aura was purple and felt deeply cold and almost….evil, but there was still this nagging felling in the back of his mind that he should know who it was.
Syaoran decided to investigate and followed the aura into the cafeteria, towards the direction of Ching's and his followers' table.
The first thing he noticed was that Ching had a new hoe with him, and she was sitting with her back to Syaoran, straddling Ching in his chair. The girl was wearing a tight, red, off the shoulder shirt that showed her mid-drift and a tight, black mini skirt to match. Ching had his hands on her butt and by the looks of it they were deep into a make out session.
Syaoran was about to turn around, not wanting to see that, but he took a double take when he felt a serge from the aura, and noticed it was emanating from the girl.
Syaoran was sure the girl knew he could feel her aura, and he knew she had purposefully let her guard down for a second so he would know it was her aura.
The girl with auburn hair turned around in Ching's lap and smiled a feral smile at Syaoran.
"Sakura?!" Syaoran burst out incredulously. What the hell!? He thought, That can't be Sakura.
"Hi Syaoran," she said coldly, while Ching kept kissing her neck "Miss me?"
Syaoran felt like crying and wanted to run and hug her but then a thought struck him, What's with her aura? And why is she with Ching? Something's not right….
Syaoran looked at her skeptically, "Sakura where have you been?" He wanted to run up and rip her out of Ching's arms but something kept him back.
"Around." she said, and hoped off Ching's lap.
Ching watched with amusement at the expression on Syaoran face and decided he should say something.
"You know," he said with a smile, "I'd like to thank you for whatever you did to Sakura, I really like her now."
Syaoran walked right up to Ching and punched him in the face, knocking him backwards over the table. Syaoran had obviously gotten his strength back.
"Syaoran stop!" Sakura screamed in anger. This is my chance for pay back, she thought, I'll make him feel how I felt.
Syaoran had Ching by his collar and was picking him up off the ground, just so he could punch him again.
"Syaoran stop it now! This is why I hate you!" Sakura screamed. She smiled coldly when Syaoran stopped in his tracks and turned around with a pained expression on his face.
"What did you say?" He asked quietly.
"I told you I hate you, I never loved you." As Sakura said those words her heart lurched even though her mind screamed that she was doing the right thing.
Yes! Make him feel your pain, she thought coldly with satisfaction, but from the back of her mind something else surfaced: why did you say that? You know you love him.
No! screamed the other part, you want revenge! Hurt him for what he did!
No, said the other, He loves you and you love him, why are you hurting him?
He hurt you! You want this!
No, can't you see how you're making him feel? This isn't the right way.
Yes it is!
No.
Yes.
Syaoran noticed the look on Sakura's. "Sakura what's wrong?"
"SHUT UP!" Sakura screamed out loud. The words were directed at herself in frustration, but everyone else thought they were said to Syaoran.
Syaoran winced at her words almost as violently as if he'd been hit.
A look of evil contempt replaced Sakura's tortured expression. The brainwashed part of her had obviously taken over.
Sakura walked up to Syaoran, leaned into his face and whispered seductively into his ear, "Don't look so sad, I don't really like Ching. Only a little bit more then you, considering that I despise you."
This isn't Sakura, Syaoran told himself, Don't listen to what she says, she's just trying to get you to react to the things she says. Don't react.
Sakura looked back up at Syaoran to see the pain on his face, but was startled at the look he gave her. She felt like screaming at the look of cold detachment or emotionless defiance on Syaoran's face.
She decided that she would have to resort to plan B.
"I wrote a song for you." She whispered into his ear.
With that she walked through the cafeteria up to the band that was playing on the stage. She whispered something in one of the members ears and climbed up on stage.
"What the hell is she doing?" Syaoran whispered under his breath.
"I'd like to dedicate this song I wrote to someone in the audience." Sakura said though the microphone with a cold smile.
People in the audience cheered for her as she pulled a piece of paper out of her pocket—which didn't happen for a couple minutes considering how tight her skirt was—and bent down and whispered something else to the band.
Music filled the cafeteria and people started to sway to the catchy beat.
Sakura opened her mouth and stated to sing in her angelic voice. (A/N: ok, this is when you need that song.)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want him so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head
Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?
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Syaoran felt horrible as he listened to the lyrics but he wouldn't let her know how he felt.
Something's wrong with her, he thought, and It's my job to find out what it is.
Anger bubbled in Sakura's veins as she watched Syaoran. His expression hadn't changed at all.
Too bad my revenge plan didn't work, she thought, at least he'll die with the rest of them.
As people around her clapped for her she slowly walked up to Syaoran. When she was near him, she leaned in closer.
"Meet me after school in the park," She whispered into his ear, "And don't make me come find you…you don't want to know what happens if I have to come get you."
She let go of her aura for a second, just to make sure he knew what she was talking about.
Syaoran didn't do a thing and the plastered look of detachment on his face was really starting to annoy Sakura. When she looked into his deep amber eyes she thought she caught a glimpse of something almost like sadness, but not pain.
She tried to look away but he held her gaze and for minute she let her guard down and hint of pink cracked through her purple aura.
Syaoran noticed the change in her and his heart started beating quickly. Maybe there was hope for her yet.
Sakura shook her head out of the trance and walked hurriedly part Syaoran, not wanting to look into his eyes again.
*~NOT THE END~*
A/N: Holy Crap! Ok that was a long chapter! Hahah ok ok! I'll update soon!
