Author's Notes: I know I just started my other fic but I had to write this one…Warning: I'm not exactly sure where this fic is going…just a warning…so please don't flame me if you don't like kuz this is just a whatever one……if you wanna flame me with suggestions, etc…then read seducing aoshi…and review that one…this one I'm gonna do myself…sorry but thanx for understanding…This is a fic I just plan to write when I know for sure what is going to happen and when I feel up to it. And I would only post up new chapters when I know that the chapter's perfect. I'm a big fan of AxM and I really feel for Misao which so forth brings this fic…Please don' t shank me if this sucks kuz I'm just writing blah or if you're pissed kuz the ending is sad or if I don't update recently enough…
Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Rurouni Kenshin……-_-
Discovering Love
Prologue
I love you Aoshi-sama…
Misao ran as fast as she could…
I love you so much…
Across the snowy fields of Kyoto…
Do you know?
Long raven braid flying out behind her…
You do…
As snowflakes descend from the sky…
I know you do………
Slowly…
But do you love me too?
Softly…
Do you know of love?
Covering her small and hurried footsteps……
Do you know the pain inside of me?
Misao stumbled…
Do you know the hurt I feel?
Misao fell…
Because of you?
On her hands…
I have nothing left because of you…
Trembling…
I have given you my soul…
Jade eyes downcast…
My heart…
Cheeks stained by…
Myself…
Tears…
Aoshi stared with cold eyes at Misao's fading figure…now just a silhouette against the sub-zero field of ice. He raked his hands into his jet-black hair and thought of the previous events, not realizing …not truly knowing how she feels, only knowing that it was because of him……only him…
There is no other way…
She doesn't know any better…
She doesn't know what she feels…
How can she love me?
How can anyone?
And how can I love someone…
When I don't even know what love is?
Aoshi's cold eyes softened as he realized that Misao's figure was gone. No trace of the young girl whose heart shattered just a few moments ago…No, that girl does not exist. This girl's heart was already slowly breaking…one long crack streaking through her glass heart…one at a time…until her heart is nothing but fragments of what once was a full loving bright whole. A harsh tone…one crack…an irritated frown…another crack…the long times of cold ignoring and unawareness…one long splintering crack……this past event…the shatter.
Aoshi let out a long sigh as he slowly walked back inside, to the warmth that he will never feel…
I didn't want to hurt her…
Author's Notes: Just a little prologue to start things up…more up later…hope you guys like…
