k just so yall arnt confuzed r anything by last chapter. i just wanted to discribe wat the charcters looked like really nothing m ore cuz im not the great a detailing. i have really bad grammer and spelling. and my beta didnt beta it cuz i just didnt give it to her cuz its friday night.

Disclaimer:: You kno the drill

Sleeping

By *~* River Goddess *~*

Chapter 3

Sky and I went back down to the halls of Slytherin common room.

'Shit Happens' The gargoyle sprang open to the common room.

'Hey Gin, hey Sky.' Butterfly greeted us from the near by couch.

'We're all going for a smoke and we wanted to know if you guys wanted to come with us because River is about to burst if she doesn't see Anthony.' Sky explained.

'OK, sure no problem.'

Butterfly went to go get Serenity, Sky went to get Andrew, Anthony and Angel, and I went to go get Draco.

I walked back to his own personal room. He has his own room because his father wanted for him to have one.

'Preps Suck.' The door to his room opened and I went in. Draco was sleeping or it looked like sleeping in a ball in the corner of the room.

'Oh, Drake.' I went over to him and knelt down at his feet on my knees and hugged him.

He was drenched in a cold wet sweat.

I held onto him longer for a while, but he never moved. Even when I started kissing him [Gin's a very kiss-y type of girl] and he still did not move.

Draco sometimes gets like this, but I can get him back together. He really must not feel loved right now. That's why I hate love, it can tear a person apart inside. It becomes a sort of medice for you and when you don't get the right dose of it you go into a state of mind where you want everyone to leave you. But for Draco he creates a wall around him self and won't come out of it.

I turned him so that he was on his stomach and started to massage his back, hopeing that he would come back to me.

'Gin?' Draco just barely said.

'I was worried about you.'

'You don't have to worry about anything, I'm fine.' Draco tried to stand up but fell back down.

He gets very defensive over himself when I find him.

'No, your not.' I got inches from his face.

'Why did you come in here?' He said to me.

'Because everyone is going out front for a smoke and I wanted for you to come with us.'

'I don't want to go anywhere.'

'Well you are coming weather you want to or not.' I said sternly.

'Fine.' Draco attempted to stand once again but his knees buckled under him and he fell back down.

'Gin, help me.'

I went over to his dresser and pulled out his black jeans and a black hoodie. I turned back to him and started to undress him.

His white muscular chest was covered with little pink scars all over. I held his head up and I put on his hoodie over his head, followed by his arms.

'Your going to have to help me with your pants.

Draco mumbled something and rolled over.

I sighed 'Your not making this easy.'

'Go fuck your self Gin.'

'I'd rather fuck you.'

'Really?' He looked at me evilly.

'Maybe later, now come on, lets get your pants on.'

I got Draco dressed and we walked over to the front steps of Hogwarts.

'Where have you two been?' Angel asked us, taking a puff on her cigarette.

'Oh me and Gin where just spending ... some quality time together. ' Draco said smiling at me.

'Were running low on cigs again.' Butterfly announced.

'Yeah, I need to get a new knife.' River said, who was currently sitting on Anthony's lap, running her long black finger nail across his face.

'OK, so why don't we go down to Knockturn Valley today then tonight we can go partying.' said Andrew.

'Why don't we throw our own party.' Serenity said as she lit another cigarette.

'But where?' Angel asked as he was spray painting something on the stairs.

'Hey, Butterfly could you give me a cig?' I said getting tired of the conversation.

'How about the shrieking shack?' Serenity suggested.

'That's a great Butterfly! Let's go find some other people and then tonight meet back here at 8 pm.' Said Anthony.

'OK, so we'll meet later.' Sky said.

Everyone finished up there cigs and went in there own direction.

Another party I am so fucking looking forward to that. I really need to get more drugs I'm just am tired of everything.

'Hey Gin, want to chill for a while?' Draco comes running my way.

'Whatever.' I continue walking.

'Baby, what's wrong?' Draco steps in front of my face and stops me from walking.

'Nothing.' I said not looking at his face.

'Come on, lets go back to my room.'

'I don't want to.'

'I didn't ask you, I'm telling you Gin.' Draco looked right into my eyes.

'Fine.'

Draco and I went to his room in silence.

Why does everyone want to talk to me all of the sudden! It's me, it's Gin, I'm the same person that I have always been. Then don't you do things like you use to? [I asked my self ].

'Gin come here.' Draco said as he sat down on the floor against one of the bed posts.

I went over to him and sat between his legs and sighed. He wrapped his arms around my middle.

'Come on Gin, loosen up, your so tense lately. Relax, sleep with me.'

'I can't relax, if I relax then you might dies on me.' I rested my head onto his shoulder.

'I won't die on you Gin, never. I will always be there for you.' Draco started twirling my hair with his fingers.

'Don't say that.' I said. I pulled away from him and he stopped playing with my hair.

'But it's true Gin.'

I stood up and looked at the door.

'No.'