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The sun woke me up the next morning from the window. I was wrapped in a blanket with my head on Draco's bare chest. My clothes and his left on the floor. Both of us not thinking of Monday, or what our friends will say. He thought of me and I thought of Bo.

'I sat up, and looked at him. He was sleeping peacefully with his cold eyelashes on his face. I leaned over and kissed him.

'Your always a mystery to me Gin.' He smiled and looked at me.

'Why?' I sat up on top of him.

'You look so innocent, but when your in bed your a tiger doing a pretzel.'

'I'm not a tiger; I'm allergic to them. I can pretzel pretty good though.'

He smiled and stroked my hair; we sat in silence embracing each other's presents.

'I have to get back soon.' I sat up with the blanket around me to my battered clothes.

'You can't wear that back to your dormitory.'

'And why not?' I dropped the blanket and sat on his lap.

'You'll look like someone who just came from a party.'

' I did though.' I kissed him and went back and put my clothes on.

'You look like a slut.'

'And I'm proud of it.' I tapped my finger on his nose. He pulled me closer and kissed me. I deepened the kiss then left.

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Draco won't get sick again for a long time. I helped him for a while. He's so cute when he gets angry, he just doesn't try to be, and he just is.

I have to go see Bo and make sure that she's all right. Bo's father should be taking care of her. I do a pretty good job taking care of her, but she needs more to life then just me and a house elf.

I went into her room and saw her playing in the corner.

'What are you playing today?' I asked her.

'Mrs. Bunny and Mr. Bunny and baby bunny are going for a walk to see Mr. Penguin.' Bo continued playing.

I went over to her bed, and made it then went over the walls with my wand, making sure that every inch of the walls were covered in spells. I can't afford to let anyone find her.

'Hey, Gin what is this place?' I turned around and saw Draco Malfoy looking at me.

I was lost for words.

'Hi.' Bo went over to Draco and pulled on his robes.

'Hello pretty little girl, what's your name?'

Bo giggled, 'My name is Bo and I'm four years old and did you know that it's almost Christmas?'

'Bo sweetie why don't you go play with Winky.' I just barely said.

[ Marcella dies]

Bo went down the tunnel and through the door, I watched her. Once I saw her leave threw the door I started cleaning.

I forgot to do the time turner, and now Draco knows my secret, my secret life. He's going to ask lots of questions, I know that he is. I just don't think that I can tell him.

'Who's that girl?' He walked towards me.

'She told you her name, she's Bo.' I continued cleaning.

'You know what I mean Gin.' His eyes gleamed and looked right into mine, I couldn't look back.

'She's my daughter.'

'You can't have a kid! Fuck you're to young!'

'I'm 15, almost 16 and I can take care of myself and my daughter!'

'Why do you just take care of her!?! What about her father?!?'

'He doesn't care about her or me, probably doesn't even know that she exists.'

'It can't be that hard to tell him, if he's a student!'

'He's not a student! I've haven't seen him for five years!'

'Five years! And he's not a student! You had a fucking baby when you were in your first year.' He stepped back at what he just said. 'First you have a baby and you find your destiny in the same year.' He got up and left.

He knows, he can ruin everything that I have ever worked for. Now everything will be taken away from me. Bo, my life, my everything and now if Draco rads me out then I'm fucked. I hate him, hate myself for letting myself do this.

Bo came back into the room.

'Mommy?' She asked me.

'Mommy's tired, I'm going to take a nap. You can play with Winky if you want, just be a good girl. Just come back and sleep when you get tired.'

Bo nodded. I went back to my bed and shut the wall, then cried.

'Gin?' I heard River say as she came into the room. I turned around and faced Bo's wall. The curtain opened and River sat on my bed. 'Gin, what's wrong?' She stroked my hair and tears ran down my face. 'You never cry, the only time was when Voldermort came and took you.'

I looked at her, with my mascara running down my face, 'I know.' I cuddled up against her and she held me.

'What's wrong now? And don't say nothing cuz we both know that it's nothing.'

'It's just, everything, school, and boys, pleasing everyone, making sure that everyone is happy. I just can't take it anymore.' I felt more tears coming.

'Gin you're taking yourself way too hard. Relax, have fun, enjoy life.' She started laughing. 'Like last night Draco and Gin never thought I'd see the day.'

'Shut up River.' I said jokingly, 'Besides he's nothing to me, except someone I can fuck every once in a while.'

'No he's not Gin, you're just fooling yourself. You would hate it if he died right now, you know it.'

'That's different if he died it would be because-'

'Of a broken heart Gin. He loves you and your just ignoring it.'

She said it "love". The one word that I hate more then anything. I hate love, I do not love Draco, it's more lust. I have lust for the world not love, love is hate.

I went closer to River and fell asleep crying.