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bk_lu: Thank you very much.
Eleven Princess: I didn't realize I was playing with your emotions, sorry, but I really want to make someone cry. LOL.
Alec6427: I do have a sad life, very sad indeed. Of course she'll love again, that's the whole point of the story.
~Chapter Six: I Want Harry, I Need Harry~
Harry had a lot of fun with Cho this summer. (He politely rejected Ron's invitation.) Cho finished all her homework by the end of July, but she still had to practice her piano everyday. Harry enjoyed listening and learning, but didn't expect to be good at it.
Harry knew Cho was still sad over Cedric, Cedric's photo was still on her bedside table. Harry, though, never started that subject, and Cho wasn't that emotional after a week or two.
They received their Hogwarts letters, of course, Cho made a prefect, (Somehow she didn't made it last year, her mother was furious.) and Harry too. Harry never knew that his mark were good enough for be a prefect, it was quite a surprise for him.
Time went by fast, it was now the end of August, Harry and Cho went to Diagon Alley on August 26th. There, they met a lot of old friends, but Harry didn't see Ron and Hermione. (They never wrote to Harry after he told them that he was living with Cho. Harry assumed that Hermione had made a prefect, too, if he did, then Hermione had to.)
After they got all their supplies, they went back to Cho's house. On September 1st, Cho and Harry went to King's Cross Station. Finally, Harry found Ron and Hermione.
"I'll just…" Harry tried to put his thoughts in to words and say it to Cho.
"Yeah, see you around." Cho smiled and went to find her friends.
"Ron! Hermione!" Harry called as he saw them again.
"Oh, well, where is Cho." Ron teased.
"She's with her friends".
"So, she left you for her friends, and you come back to your old friends." Ron teased again.
"Hey, Ron, what's with you today?" Harry asked.
"Ignore him, I don't know what have gotten into him today." Hermione said.
"You were in the same house with a girl who's parents were not there. Harry, seriously, what was that like?"
"Pretty much the same when I'm in the Burrow."
"Sure… just like the Burrow." Ron joked.
"Ron, Harry, if you don't hurry, we're going to stuck in London, I'm not into drive a flying car." Hermione left those words and started walking, Ron and Harry followed.
They went into a compartment and sat down. "So, what did you do this summer?" Harry asked.
"Well, I was with the Weasleys for the most of the summer, had a lot of fun. You?"
"Pretty much."
"Where's Ginny?" Harry asked.
"With Lavender and Parvati. They said they'll show her something." Ron answered.
"Okay."
Another compartment of the train…
"Hey Cho, how is your summer?" Asked Sherry.
"It was fine, you?"
"Pretty boring."
"When you are in school, you so want the year to end, and now you say the summer is boring."
"Oh, well. Is your dad home?"
"Nope, in fact, neither was my mom."
"Whoo, freedom."
"Yeah."
"You did even invite me."
"Sorry, I still have things to do, you know."
"Yeah, yeah, homework, piano. I see."
Finally, the train arrived Hogwarts, they stepped down. Cho looked around and found Harry. "Harry, may I have a word with you."
"Sure."
"Harry, can you do me a favourite?"
"Sure."
"Can you not to tell anyone, especially my friends, that you were at my house for the summer? They are kinda, you know. And if my mother finds out, I'm doomed."
"I see, I won't. But Hermione and Ron already know."
"It's okay, just don't tell anymore people."
"Alright."
"Thanks." Then Cho walked away.
They entered the Great Hall, the sorting ceremony began. (A/N: Sorry, don't know how to write a song.) After that, the feast, then, they went back to their common rooms.
Cho didn't directly go to bed, she stayed in the common room for a little while, looking out to the starless sky. She sighed. Cedric, I wish you were here, I need you, I really do. Life seemed so different when you're not here. Nothing is the same anymore, Harry is a pretty good friend, but still. I want to be with you, only you can make me feel loved. I want you to kiss me again, so passionately, so sweetly, again.
The tears were about to fall, she used to cry whenever she wants in the summer to Harry, but now, she was back to school again. She couldn't do that anymore. She had to hid her inner feelings inside her, as a secret that she and Harry had shared.
Cho went to bed, she was afraid of the nights, the time when she was completely alone by herself, no one could help her, not even Harry.
In her friends' eyes, she had gotten over Cedric and was about to start a new school year just like before. But she knew better, didn't get over Cedric yet, and maybe won't in a short time. One summer is not nearly enough for her to recover form such a great pain like that.
She closed her eyes, wanting to sleep, but Cedric's face, voice, smiles, was torturing her. Even when she was at home, she didn't feel the pain was that strong.
The school seemed to bring the old memory back. The Quidditch pitch, where Cedric told Cho that he loves her; the lake, where they first kissed; the Astronomy Tower, where they told each other their little secrets. Everything reminded Cho of Cedric, she relived every moment she shared with him in her mind, in her dreams. The Yule Ball, the Second task, the time when she found his corpse on the ground. It hurt so much, she ran to the Quidditch pitch, only found the lifeless body of the person she loved lying on the ground.
Then, a thought that scared her, suddenly came to her mind. I want Harry. Yes, Harry, the only person who understood her, helped her, and gave her comfort. Harry, the only person that made her felt loved after Cedric. Harry, the only person she wanted to be with when she was hurt.
Yes, this thought sacred her. Harry, she wanted Harry, not her mother; not her father; not her friends; not even Cedric at this particular moment; but Harry.
A even more scary thought came to her. I need Harry. It was scary, very scary. She wasn't about to accept this fact, she didn't know what she really wanted and needed. She asked herself again. What do I want? She knew the answer and dreaded it. Harry, I want Harry, I need Harry.
Suddenly she sat up. No I don't! I don't want Harry, and I don't need Harry! She told herself. But another voice inside she said: Don't lie to yourself, it's no use to lie to yourself. Accept the fact, you want him and you need him.
She lay back down, let the fact sank inside her. But why? She asked herself again. I don't know, you tell me. A playful voice in the back of her head answered. She smiled, before close her eyes and fall asleep.
A/N: Wow, she wants him and needs him, hope you like it. Please REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bk_lu: Thank you very much.
Eleven Princess: I didn't realize I was playing with your emotions, sorry, but I really want to make someone cry. LOL.
Alec6427: I do have a sad life, very sad indeed. Of course she'll love again, that's the whole point of the story.
~Chapter Six: I Want Harry, I Need Harry~
Harry had a lot of fun with Cho this summer. (He politely rejected Ron's invitation.) Cho finished all her homework by the end of July, but she still had to practice her piano everyday. Harry enjoyed listening and learning, but didn't expect to be good at it.
Harry knew Cho was still sad over Cedric, Cedric's photo was still on her bedside table. Harry, though, never started that subject, and Cho wasn't that emotional after a week or two.
They received their Hogwarts letters, of course, Cho made a prefect, (Somehow she didn't made it last year, her mother was furious.) and Harry too. Harry never knew that his mark were good enough for be a prefect, it was quite a surprise for him.
Time went by fast, it was now the end of August, Harry and Cho went to Diagon Alley on August 26th. There, they met a lot of old friends, but Harry didn't see Ron and Hermione. (They never wrote to Harry after he told them that he was living with Cho. Harry assumed that Hermione had made a prefect, too, if he did, then Hermione had to.)
After they got all their supplies, they went back to Cho's house. On September 1st, Cho and Harry went to King's Cross Station. Finally, Harry found Ron and Hermione.
"I'll just…" Harry tried to put his thoughts in to words and say it to Cho.
"Yeah, see you around." Cho smiled and went to find her friends.
"Ron! Hermione!" Harry called as he saw them again.
"Oh, well, where is Cho." Ron teased.
"She's with her friends".
"So, she left you for her friends, and you come back to your old friends." Ron teased again.
"Hey, Ron, what's with you today?" Harry asked.
"Ignore him, I don't know what have gotten into him today." Hermione said.
"You were in the same house with a girl who's parents were not there. Harry, seriously, what was that like?"
"Pretty much the same when I'm in the Burrow."
"Sure… just like the Burrow." Ron joked.
"Ron, Harry, if you don't hurry, we're going to stuck in London, I'm not into drive a flying car." Hermione left those words and started walking, Ron and Harry followed.
They went into a compartment and sat down. "So, what did you do this summer?" Harry asked.
"Well, I was with the Weasleys for the most of the summer, had a lot of fun. You?"
"Pretty much."
"Where's Ginny?" Harry asked.
"With Lavender and Parvati. They said they'll show her something." Ron answered.
"Okay."
Another compartment of the train…
"Hey Cho, how is your summer?" Asked Sherry.
"It was fine, you?"
"Pretty boring."
"When you are in school, you so want the year to end, and now you say the summer is boring."
"Oh, well. Is your dad home?"
"Nope, in fact, neither was my mom."
"Whoo, freedom."
"Yeah."
"You did even invite me."
"Sorry, I still have things to do, you know."
"Yeah, yeah, homework, piano. I see."
Finally, the train arrived Hogwarts, they stepped down. Cho looked around and found Harry. "Harry, may I have a word with you."
"Sure."
"Harry, can you do me a favourite?"
"Sure."
"Can you not to tell anyone, especially my friends, that you were at my house for the summer? They are kinda, you know. And if my mother finds out, I'm doomed."
"I see, I won't. But Hermione and Ron already know."
"It's okay, just don't tell anymore people."
"Alright."
"Thanks." Then Cho walked away.
They entered the Great Hall, the sorting ceremony began. (A/N: Sorry, don't know how to write a song.) After that, the feast, then, they went back to their common rooms.
Cho didn't directly go to bed, she stayed in the common room for a little while, looking out to the starless sky. She sighed. Cedric, I wish you were here, I need you, I really do. Life seemed so different when you're not here. Nothing is the same anymore, Harry is a pretty good friend, but still. I want to be with you, only you can make me feel loved. I want you to kiss me again, so passionately, so sweetly, again.
The tears were about to fall, she used to cry whenever she wants in the summer to Harry, but now, she was back to school again. She couldn't do that anymore. She had to hid her inner feelings inside her, as a secret that she and Harry had shared.
Cho went to bed, she was afraid of the nights, the time when she was completely alone by herself, no one could help her, not even Harry.
In her friends' eyes, she had gotten over Cedric and was about to start a new school year just like before. But she knew better, didn't get over Cedric yet, and maybe won't in a short time. One summer is not nearly enough for her to recover form such a great pain like that.
She closed her eyes, wanting to sleep, but Cedric's face, voice, smiles, was torturing her. Even when she was at home, she didn't feel the pain was that strong.
The school seemed to bring the old memory back. The Quidditch pitch, where Cedric told Cho that he loves her; the lake, where they first kissed; the Astronomy Tower, where they told each other their little secrets. Everything reminded Cho of Cedric, she relived every moment she shared with him in her mind, in her dreams. The Yule Ball, the Second task, the time when she found his corpse on the ground. It hurt so much, she ran to the Quidditch pitch, only found the lifeless body of the person she loved lying on the ground.
Then, a thought that scared her, suddenly came to her mind. I want Harry. Yes, Harry, the only person who understood her, helped her, and gave her comfort. Harry, the only person that made her felt loved after Cedric. Harry, the only person she wanted to be with when she was hurt.
Yes, this thought sacred her. Harry, she wanted Harry, not her mother; not her father; not her friends; not even Cedric at this particular moment; but Harry.
A even more scary thought came to her. I need Harry. It was scary, very scary. She wasn't about to accept this fact, she didn't know what she really wanted and needed. She asked herself again. What do I want? She knew the answer and dreaded it. Harry, I want Harry, I need Harry.
Suddenly she sat up. No I don't! I don't want Harry, and I don't need Harry! She told herself. But another voice inside she said: Don't lie to yourself, it's no use to lie to yourself. Accept the fact, you want him and you need him.
She lay back down, let the fact sank inside her. But why? She asked herself again. I don't know, you tell me. A playful voice in the back of her head answered. She smiled, before close her eyes and fall asleep.
A/N: Wow, she wants him and needs him, hope you like it. Please REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
