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Malissandre: Thanks for the review.
raylay: Well, what I mane by she is confused is that she didn't know whether she loves Harry or Cedric, you'll find it out in this chapter.
Cozboz: Thanks!
Starr: Thank you!
Ryan: Well, I personally want Harry and Cho to be together. hehe.
lolli: Yeah, I think they should be together, too.
Alec6427: Ok, she wants him.
shdurrani: Cho will not dump Harry, don't worry.
~Chapter Eight: A Victim of Herself~
Cho wasn't sure what had gotten into her these days, her need of Harry grew greater and stronger each day. She didn't want to admit it, but part of her already did. Every time she passed him by in the halls, she got a desire of calling him to come with her. She didn't want to go anywhere further with Harry, since it would took her quite a while to realize her real feelings for a person.
Time went by fast, a mouth had gone by, Harry wanted to make his move, but never did. He thought he shouldn't rush Cho, he wasn't sure that whether Cho had gotten over Cedric or not. Still, Harry enjoyed the precious four hours prefect duties which they had together three times a week.
Cho was too, enjoyed the prefect duties, they talked over things. Cho realized that Harry wasn't the little, famous, and maybe presumptuous, boy that she thought he was. Even when he was at her house to console her, she didn't know that Harry was actually much, much more than she thought he was.
Finally, one day, Harry thought that he really should ask Cho what he wanted to ask her for four months. That day, Harry found Cho in the library, working behind a pile of books as usual. He walked over to her and said, "Cho, are you very busy right now?"
"Oh, hi Harry, no really."
"Um, may I have a word with you, then."
"Sure," Cho stood up, checked out the book she wanted and followed Harry out of the library. They walked outside, to the Quidditch pitch. "So, what did you want to tell me?" Cho asked softly.
"Well, Cho you see, I, I don't know exactly how you feel right now."
"You want to say…"
"Are you still, I mean, about Cedric, do you still…" Harry asked, Cho looked into his eyes, there were so much nervousness and anxiety and his brilliant green eyes.
"I, I'm not sure." Cho answered in a whisper. She knew exactly what wanted, she knew it from the day that Harry had asked her to the Yule Ball. But what she was saying was true, she wasn't sure whether she had gotten over Cedric or not, and she wasn't sure whether she want a boyfriend or not either, especially in this particular time.
"Oh, I'm sorry." Harry said. "Maybe I should leave." Harry turned and started walking back to the castle. Call him back, call him back! A voice told Cho.
"Harry! Wait!" Cho called. Harry turned. Cho walked up to him. "Harry, I didn't mean that. I, I know what you want to ask me."
"Cho, don't worry about it, if you don't want it, just pretend that I didn't say it. I'm sorry."
"No, Harry, it's not what you think." Cho said, and looked away from Harry's eyes.
"What is it then?" Harry asked in a tiny whisper.
"Harry," Cho started and paused, she wondered that whether she really want to tell Harry what she felt lately. Before she could even have time to think, the words already came out of her mouth. "Harry, I was thinking a lot about you lately. Honestly, I don't know why. Sometimes, your name just echo in the back of my head, and it just won't stop." Cho looked back in Harry's eyes and smiled.
Harry smiled too, "Really?" Cho nodded. Harry walked up to Cho, he saw Cho closed her eyes, he closed his eyes, too. Harry held her close, and kiss her lips so passionately. Slowly, Cho felt that she was kissing him back, Harry's lips was so warm, so soft, so tender. In that surreal twenty seconds, Cho wasn't thinking anything but Harry, not even Cedric. She couldn't think anything rational, anything at all in fact.
Finally, Harry pulled away, he looked back to Cho's eyes. Cho took his hands, and kissed him sweetly once more, driving away any doubt that he might have. Harry ginned, Cho smiled, too. Together, they walked back to the castle hand in hand.
Harry walked Cho back to the entrance of her common room. "Goodnight." Cho said softly.
"Goodnight." Harry kissed her on the cheek and watched her went in her common room. Then he turned back and walked back to his common room. Harry was so happy that night. He never thought that Cho would actually like him. He went to bed with a smile.
Cho was again, staring out to the night sky, no stars. She was alone in the common room again. She sighed and sat down. I'm asking you this, answer me truthfully, alright? She asked herself. Do I really love Harry, or I'm just… I'm just… She was even afraid to say it to herself. Or I'm just using him to get over Cedric? No answer, she was afraid of that. She waited for a bit, then, there came the voice. You are just using him, using him… Suddenly, Cho stood up. But, but you said I love him, I want him, and I need him. Cho sat back down again. Yup, but you love him as a great friend you need the most at this moment, and of course you want him and you need him he is the only person who can really help you.
Cho closed her eyes, she didn't know if that was the real answer or not. She didn't want it to be, but she knew it is. She went to bed. She thought she loved Harry, well romantically loved Harry, but she just told herself she didn't. The only thing she could do now, is to be with Harry, she knew it wouldn't be that bad. Harry wouldn't be a bad boyfriend, she could tell, but she was guilty of making Harry believe her false love was real. But she, too, was a victim of herself.
A/N: I know, you like the first part, but not the second, hehe, I'm so evil. LOL, I'm making problems for them, nothing can go absolutely smooth, right? Well, hope you like it, and of course, please REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~!~zaria~!~ : Hope you are not insane yet. LOL
Malissandre: Thanks for the review.
raylay: Well, what I mane by she is confused is that she didn't know whether she loves Harry or Cedric, you'll find it out in this chapter.
Cozboz: Thanks!
Starr: Thank you!
Ryan: Well, I personally want Harry and Cho to be together. hehe.
lolli: Yeah, I think they should be together, too.
Alec6427: Ok, she wants him.
shdurrani: Cho will not dump Harry, don't worry.
~Chapter Eight: A Victim of Herself~
Cho wasn't sure what had gotten into her these days, her need of Harry grew greater and stronger each day. She didn't want to admit it, but part of her already did. Every time she passed him by in the halls, she got a desire of calling him to come with her. She didn't want to go anywhere further with Harry, since it would took her quite a while to realize her real feelings for a person.
Time went by fast, a mouth had gone by, Harry wanted to make his move, but never did. He thought he shouldn't rush Cho, he wasn't sure that whether Cho had gotten over Cedric or not. Still, Harry enjoyed the precious four hours prefect duties which they had together three times a week.
Cho was too, enjoyed the prefect duties, they talked over things. Cho realized that Harry wasn't the little, famous, and maybe presumptuous, boy that she thought he was. Even when he was at her house to console her, she didn't know that Harry was actually much, much more than she thought he was.
Finally, one day, Harry thought that he really should ask Cho what he wanted to ask her for four months. That day, Harry found Cho in the library, working behind a pile of books as usual. He walked over to her and said, "Cho, are you very busy right now?"
"Oh, hi Harry, no really."
"Um, may I have a word with you, then."
"Sure," Cho stood up, checked out the book she wanted and followed Harry out of the library. They walked outside, to the Quidditch pitch. "So, what did you want to tell me?" Cho asked softly.
"Well, Cho you see, I, I don't know exactly how you feel right now."
"You want to say…"
"Are you still, I mean, about Cedric, do you still…" Harry asked, Cho looked into his eyes, there were so much nervousness and anxiety and his brilliant green eyes.
"I, I'm not sure." Cho answered in a whisper. She knew exactly what wanted, she knew it from the day that Harry had asked her to the Yule Ball. But what she was saying was true, she wasn't sure whether she had gotten over Cedric or not, and she wasn't sure whether she want a boyfriend or not either, especially in this particular time.
"Oh, I'm sorry." Harry said. "Maybe I should leave." Harry turned and started walking back to the castle. Call him back, call him back! A voice told Cho.
"Harry! Wait!" Cho called. Harry turned. Cho walked up to him. "Harry, I didn't mean that. I, I know what you want to ask me."
"Cho, don't worry about it, if you don't want it, just pretend that I didn't say it. I'm sorry."
"No, Harry, it's not what you think." Cho said, and looked away from Harry's eyes.
"What is it then?" Harry asked in a tiny whisper.
"Harry," Cho started and paused, she wondered that whether she really want to tell Harry what she felt lately. Before she could even have time to think, the words already came out of her mouth. "Harry, I was thinking a lot about you lately. Honestly, I don't know why. Sometimes, your name just echo in the back of my head, and it just won't stop." Cho looked back in Harry's eyes and smiled.
Harry smiled too, "Really?" Cho nodded. Harry walked up to Cho, he saw Cho closed her eyes, he closed his eyes, too. Harry held her close, and kiss her lips so passionately. Slowly, Cho felt that she was kissing him back, Harry's lips was so warm, so soft, so tender. In that surreal twenty seconds, Cho wasn't thinking anything but Harry, not even Cedric. She couldn't think anything rational, anything at all in fact.
Finally, Harry pulled away, he looked back to Cho's eyes. Cho took his hands, and kissed him sweetly once more, driving away any doubt that he might have. Harry ginned, Cho smiled, too. Together, they walked back to the castle hand in hand.
Harry walked Cho back to the entrance of her common room. "Goodnight." Cho said softly.
"Goodnight." Harry kissed her on the cheek and watched her went in her common room. Then he turned back and walked back to his common room. Harry was so happy that night. He never thought that Cho would actually like him. He went to bed with a smile.
Cho was again, staring out to the night sky, no stars. She was alone in the common room again. She sighed and sat down. I'm asking you this, answer me truthfully, alright? She asked herself. Do I really love Harry, or I'm just… I'm just… She was even afraid to say it to herself. Or I'm just using him to get over Cedric? No answer, she was afraid of that. She waited for a bit, then, there came the voice. You are just using him, using him… Suddenly, Cho stood up. But, but you said I love him, I want him, and I need him. Cho sat back down again. Yup, but you love him as a great friend you need the most at this moment, and of course you want him and you need him he is the only person who can really help you.
Cho closed her eyes, she didn't know if that was the real answer or not. She didn't want it to be, but she knew it is. She went to bed. She thought she loved Harry, well romantically loved Harry, but she just told herself she didn't. The only thing she could do now, is to be with Harry, she knew it wouldn't be that bad. Harry wouldn't be a bad boyfriend, she could tell, but she was guilty of making Harry believe her false love was real. But she, too, was a victim of herself.
A/N: I know, you like the first part, but not the second, hehe, I'm so evil. LOL, I'm making problems for them, nothing can go absolutely smooth, right? Well, hope you like it, and of course, please REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
