Chapter 2 is up...

Sorry no trory action in this chapter...but ill make it up to you.

Disclaimer: Don't own a thing.
Ok read on...

-J3n

My eyes scanned the hospital room, silently cursing myself on what a bad idea it had been. I should definitely see a therapist after this because thinking back to it, it had been a stupid, stupid idea. I had put myself in physical pain for a mere second to not feel pain, emotionally. Physical pain I could handle, it was the emotional I could not. Bringing my hand to my face I felt scabs running all along my jaw line. Taken aback, I looked at my bloody fingers in amazement. Shouldn't the doctors have taken care of this? The minute I get out of this bed, ill make sure to give the doctors a piece of my mind.

"Baby!" I watched as Lorelei rushed to me, arms wide with relief, crying hysterically. Seeing her eyes dance with happiness, almost made me want to smile, almost. My eyes scanned the room in search of him...almost expected, he wasn't there. In that second I wished to forget everything, to forget Tristan Dugrey, to forget me, Lorelei Leigh Gilmore. Something clicked, and just then I had a brilliant idea. I'm happy, again.

"Who...who are you?" I whispered putting on my best confused act. She quickly backed away. Her eyes that were once dancing became clouded with confusion and became flooded with sadness.

"Baby..Rory, its me your mom.."

"My mom? Who am I?" I said looking everywhere except her eyes. I knew that once I looked into them I would crack, or she would now that this was all an act. Either way, I wasn't going to take that risk.

To my luck, she seemed to buy it. I figured if I act, then it would somehow come true. I glanced at my poor mom, sitting on the floor, flooding tears. It wasn't the loud crying she had been demonstrating earlier...this was silent crying and it somehow seemed more heartbreaking. I wanted out so bad, out of this whole mess. But just like the saying, I have to end what I started. My gaze quickly went back to Lorelei, and I felt the need to get out of the room. It hurt me to much to be in there, it hurt to much to watch my mom crumble...all because of me. Her tears seemed to be drowning me as I felt a sudden wave of tiredness...

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