Dear Diary,
Okay… now I'm sure Adam has a crush on me.
Every time one of the boys has a match, I kiss them good luck – on the cheek of course. Matt's the only one who I kiss on the lips… well, duh.
Anyway, today Adam had a match against Kurt Angle. I went to kiss him on his cheek and he turns his face… okay, what was that all about? I kissed him on the lips but it was really quick, because I pulled back, realizing my mistake. At first I thought it was all an accident, but then he winked at me. I almost died. He is soooo sexy. *Sigh* I'm stuck with Matt, though. I shouldn't say stuck…'cause I love him – I really do. Maybe we should just go on a break…
~ Amy
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Dear Diary,
Adam told me he's not that close with Matt. I think he only told me that because he wants me. Adam and Matt are like peanut butter and jelly… you can't have one without the other. They're always together… and I guess you can say that Jeff and Jay are the bread… Chris is the glass of milk…
I'm getting myself hungry. Now I want a P.B & J sandwich… hehehe…
Anyway, Adam also told me that he's only friends with Matt because it's easier access to get to me. I don't know if I can believe him. He's the type of person that can tell you anything and it would end up being all a joke. He's very sarcastic and he likes to prank people. I think I'll wait a little longer before I jump to anymore conclusions.
~ Amy
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Dear Diary,
The last time I wrote in you was last week. I didn't have time to write… I had two more matches with Trish and then one with Jazz. That right there is three weeks straight, so I don't have to do anymore wrestling anytime soon. I still have to travel, though, for the backstage storyline. It's no biggie.
In this past week, I kissed Adam six more times. Four were just tap… and then we kinda made out twice. I'm trying to avoid Matt because I feel terrible now. I wish I could take those kisses back… but then again, I don't because I think I'm starting to have feelings for Adam. Aren't I just a bitchy little slut? I know it, and I hate myself for it.
~ Amy
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Dear Diary,
Trying to avoid Matt is like trying to avoid a tornado. It's almost impossible. He's everywhere. He keeps asking me what's wrong but I just ignore him. Adam's ignoring me, too. Now I know what Matt feels like. I feel like shit.
~ Amy
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Dear Diary,
Fuck Matt, and fuck Adam. They're both being complete assholes. Maybe they're in on something… maybe they planned this whole thing with me and Adam. I hope not. I'd just kill myself.
~ Amy
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