**Wow it's been a long time hasn't it? That would be because we changed our Internet and stuff got complicated and the computer went al sill on me for ages so I had no Internet to upload with. Very long, confusing and boring. Sorry for the delay.
This is a little go I wanted to have with writing from a point of view so tell me how I did**
Disclaimer: Have you read the other 15 chapters?
Tak's point of view.
I don't know what's going on with me lately. All these dreams and odd feelings, I don't even know how to handle it all. I been to my doctor countless times now but still, no one knows what's wrong. I have been referred to a specialist so maybe I will get some of the answers that I seek shortly, I can only hope at this moment in time.
As for the exams, I don't even want to talk about it. I've got three left to do and I know im going to do terrible, just like I have on the other three. I just wish I knew.
I wish I knew why I'm having theses dreams. I wish I knew what it means. And most of all, I wish I knew why five days ago I saw myself. And I'm not on about in the mirror either, it was me, standing in front of me and then moments later it was gone, and that wasn't a dream, it was real and I was awake, I know that for a fact. Even more so though I still cant stop thinking about why I went there. I ran for Irk knows how long to the 'Nature Park' and I didn't hardly stop once. But I didn't know why I went there, heck, I still don't. Something told me, it told me to go there and I couldn't block it out, I had to just to see. I needed to do it to see what was there. But im not sure if I like what I saw, how could I? It was me standing in front of me, she was identical just, somehow she looked older. She wasn't real... but I felt her, I saw her and I heard her...was she real? Could she be real? I can't see how she would be but she must've been because she was there. She touched me.
I remember when I got back Tenn and Mar were at the apartment and they looked so worried when they saw me. Mar just stood up and Tenn came running over to me. They said they ran after me but couldn't keep up and then they lost me. They started to ask me a ton of questions, but I couldn't answer them. They wouldn't understand, how could they if I didn't? I just felt so surrounded and claustrophobic, I shook my head and ran to my room and locked my door quick. I ran to my bed and flung myself head first into the pillows and cried, I cried. I've cried so much lately it's unbelievable. I knew they were only worried about me but I just couldn't face it, I didn't want to deal with all the questions I knew they would ask. I think I feel asleep because I woke up, I don't know how long for because I didn't know the time when I arrived home but I knew I had fallen asleep. I sat up and rubbed my sleepy eyes then opened them, everything thing was in its place, I wasn't dreaming. I leaned over to my bedside table and picked up my laptop and opened it. I crossed my legs and placed it on my lap as I typed in my password, once logged on I went on the Internet. I think I need a hobby. Something to try keep my mind off everything that happening to me lately. I needed something to keep me occupied for a while, but then again I wanted it to still be useful for when I'd finished. I never imagined me being good with D.I.Y so making a cabinet or something of the sort was out of the question, I can't make crafty things either so I couldn't do that. I needed something useful, but what? Then I realised what I should do, it couldn't be too hard. I got up the site I needed and waited for it to load, this could be interesting to build and useful afterwards as well. I went looking through the site and found everything that I needed. I ended up buying end of line parts (I'm not made of money you know) and all the tools I needed. I got to the checkout page and typed in all my details, and then, I pressed 'submit order?' it was done. It cost me ten weeks of pay but it was worth it...
Four days later:
I was in my bedroom reading a book, Tenn was out with her new "boyfriend" (third one in five weeks) and Mar was busy doing a favour for a friend. So I lay there on my bed just reading this book when I hear the doorbell chime. I got up and placed my book on the table and walked out of my room and answered. There was a tall Irken standing there with a crate next to him on one of them wheelie cart things with a clipboard rested on top. He looked down at me and smiled. I remember him saying,
"You Tak?" I looked back at him.
"Yeah. Is it for me?" he just nodded and handed me the clipboard.
"Sign on that line, that line and in that box there and were done." I did as he said then he grabbed the handle of the cart and wheeled it in. "where d'ya want it."
"Oh. Umm this way." And I led him to my room. No one needed to know what I was going to be doing. It would be my little project that no one would know about. So after I saw the delivery guy out I went back to my room and looked at the package. As I looked at the crate at the end of my bed I realised that I didn't have a crow bar to open it with. Then I saw a small case on top of the crate. I reached up and opened the top and pulled out what was inside. What was it? You might wonder. Well it was the most conveniently placed crowbar I have ever seen in my life. So without further ado I started to open the crate, putting the crowbar under each edge until I could pull the top off, and I did. I peered inside and saw smaller packages resting on top of the huge pile of packaging peanuts, each box was labelled and I found the first one I would need, 'Tools'. I reached into the crate and got the box out and opened that as well. I was happy because all the tools I had ordered were there. I pulled out another box labelled 'outer shell parts and instructions' and opened it there were lots of individually wrapped pieces of metal all shiny and silver and still looking brand new. A smile crossed my face as I continued to open boxes until all of my parts were everywhere. I sat down and took the time to properly go through what I had making sure my order was correct. It was.
Two hours later:
The main body parts and the head were done now and I was proud of what it looked like. It stood about .......... tall and was nice and shiny. It had two big holes where it eyes should be, it had cute little legs and a shiny white square on it's chest. The one thing I had spent more money on was its arms, because I saw these really good arms. One was just normal but the other had this claw. It just looked cool so I had to have it, plus they were also pre-wired which is a convenience I couldn't pass up, all they needed was to be connected. It sat on my desk and hung its head to the ground. I was proud of what it looked like, even if it was just an empty shell at the moment. I would have to do all the circuitry and wiring later because the doorbell rang again.
I answered the door and it was Tenn i smiled at her and she weakly smiled back.
"What's wrong?" I asked confused
"Boys. I don't get it you tell them you don't wanna go out with them any more and they still insist on walking you home. Its stupid."
"Oh I see. So um, where is he?" I might have known Tenn would dump him, he wasn't her type, although the amount of boys she goes through, I'm not too sure what is.
"Oh that? I didn't want to walk home with him so I jumped in a cab and locked the door so he couldn't get in. and then the looser phoned me and said I'd mistakenly locked him out of the taxi, I mean as if. He was such a looser and I could do better." Tenn walked into the kitchen and put the kettle on then turnt round and beamed a huge smile at me. "I'm having tea! You want some?"
This is a little go I wanted to have with writing from a point of view so tell me how I did**
Disclaimer: Have you read the other 15 chapters?
Tak's point of view.
I don't know what's going on with me lately. All these dreams and odd feelings, I don't even know how to handle it all. I been to my doctor countless times now but still, no one knows what's wrong. I have been referred to a specialist so maybe I will get some of the answers that I seek shortly, I can only hope at this moment in time.
As for the exams, I don't even want to talk about it. I've got three left to do and I know im going to do terrible, just like I have on the other three. I just wish I knew.
I wish I knew why I'm having theses dreams. I wish I knew what it means. And most of all, I wish I knew why five days ago I saw myself. And I'm not on about in the mirror either, it was me, standing in front of me and then moments later it was gone, and that wasn't a dream, it was real and I was awake, I know that for a fact. Even more so though I still cant stop thinking about why I went there. I ran for Irk knows how long to the 'Nature Park' and I didn't hardly stop once. But I didn't know why I went there, heck, I still don't. Something told me, it told me to go there and I couldn't block it out, I had to just to see. I needed to do it to see what was there. But im not sure if I like what I saw, how could I? It was me standing in front of me, she was identical just, somehow she looked older. She wasn't real... but I felt her, I saw her and I heard her...was she real? Could she be real? I can't see how she would be but she must've been because she was there. She touched me.
I remember when I got back Tenn and Mar were at the apartment and they looked so worried when they saw me. Mar just stood up and Tenn came running over to me. They said they ran after me but couldn't keep up and then they lost me. They started to ask me a ton of questions, but I couldn't answer them. They wouldn't understand, how could they if I didn't? I just felt so surrounded and claustrophobic, I shook my head and ran to my room and locked my door quick. I ran to my bed and flung myself head first into the pillows and cried, I cried. I've cried so much lately it's unbelievable. I knew they were only worried about me but I just couldn't face it, I didn't want to deal with all the questions I knew they would ask. I think I feel asleep because I woke up, I don't know how long for because I didn't know the time when I arrived home but I knew I had fallen asleep. I sat up and rubbed my sleepy eyes then opened them, everything thing was in its place, I wasn't dreaming. I leaned over to my bedside table and picked up my laptop and opened it. I crossed my legs and placed it on my lap as I typed in my password, once logged on I went on the Internet. I think I need a hobby. Something to try keep my mind off everything that happening to me lately. I needed something to keep me occupied for a while, but then again I wanted it to still be useful for when I'd finished. I never imagined me being good with D.I.Y so making a cabinet or something of the sort was out of the question, I can't make crafty things either so I couldn't do that. I needed something useful, but what? Then I realised what I should do, it couldn't be too hard. I got up the site I needed and waited for it to load, this could be interesting to build and useful afterwards as well. I went looking through the site and found everything that I needed. I ended up buying end of line parts (I'm not made of money you know) and all the tools I needed. I got to the checkout page and typed in all my details, and then, I pressed 'submit order?' it was done. It cost me ten weeks of pay but it was worth it...
Four days later:
I was in my bedroom reading a book, Tenn was out with her new "boyfriend" (third one in five weeks) and Mar was busy doing a favour for a friend. So I lay there on my bed just reading this book when I hear the doorbell chime. I got up and placed my book on the table and walked out of my room and answered. There was a tall Irken standing there with a crate next to him on one of them wheelie cart things with a clipboard rested on top. He looked down at me and smiled. I remember him saying,
"You Tak?" I looked back at him.
"Yeah. Is it for me?" he just nodded and handed me the clipboard.
"Sign on that line, that line and in that box there and were done." I did as he said then he grabbed the handle of the cart and wheeled it in. "where d'ya want it."
"Oh. Umm this way." And I led him to my room. No one needed to know what I was going to be doing. It would be my little project that no one would know about. So after I saw the delivery guy out I went back to my room and looked at the package. As I looked at the crate at the end of my bed I realised that I didn't have a crow bar to open it with. Then I saw a small case on top of the crate. I reached up and opened the top and pulled out what was inside. What was it? You might wonder. Well it was the most conveniently placed crowbar I have ever seen in my life. So without further ado I started to open the crate, putting the crowbar under each edge until I could pull the top off, and I did. I peered inside and saw smaller packages resting on top of the huge pile of packaging peanuts, each box was labelled and I found the first one I would need, 'Tools'. I reached into the crate and got the box out and opened that as well. I was happy because all the tools I had ordered were there. I pulled out another box labelled 'outer shell parts and instructions' and opened it there were lots of individually wrapped pieces of metal all shiny and silver and still looking brand new. A smile crossed my face as I continued to open boxes until all of my parts were everywhere. I sat down and took the time to properly go through what I had making sure my order was correct. It was.
Two hours later:
The main body parts and the head were done now and I was proud of what it looked like. It stood about .......... tall and was nice and shiny. It had two big holes where it eyes should be, it had cute little legs and a shiny white square on it's chest. The one thing I had spent more money on was its arms, because I saw these really good arms. One was just normal but the other had this claw. It just looked cool so I had to have it, plus they were also pre-wired which is a convenience I couldn't pass up, all they needed was to be connected. It sat on my desk and hung its head to the ground. I was proud of what it looked like, even if it was just an empty shell at the moment. I would have to do all the circuitry and wiring later because the doorbell rang again.
I answered the door and it was Tenn i smiled at her and she weakly smiled back.
"What's wrong?" I asked confused
"Boys. I don't get it you tell them you don't wanna go out with them any more and they still insist on walking you home. Its stupid."
"Oh I see. So um, where is he?" I might have known Tenn would dump him, he wasn't her type, although the amount of boys she goes through, I'm not too sure what is.
"Oh that? I didn't want to walk home with him so I jumped in a cab and locked the door so he couldn't get in. and then the looser phoned me and said I'd mistakenly locked him out of the taxi, I mean as if. He was such a looser and I could do better." Tenn walked into the kitchen and put the kettle on then turnt round and beamed a huge smile at me. "I'm having tea! You want some?"
