This chapter is kinda sad...then kinda happy... not very long...

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(The Next Morning)

Ken's eyes fluttered open and he rolled over. Instead of finding his husband, he found a cold empty place next to him. Puzzled, Ken glanced at the bedside alarm clock, 3:10. Where was Yohji at 3 in the morning?

Shouldn't he still be in bed? Ken crawled out of bed, and grabbed his boxers, then went to find his missing husband.

He found Yohji in the living room, sleeping on the couch. "Yohji?" Ken whispered as he gently shook the blonde.

Yohji stretched, and looked up at Ken. "Why on earth did you wake me up?"

"Cause I want you to come back to bed, I'm cold with out you."

"I'm staying right here."

"Why?"

"Because. I'm not gay. I don't want to sleep in the same bed as you."

"What?! We just made love a few hours ago, and now you're saying that you're not gay?"

"I was horny. And besides, we didn't make love we had sex. It was just a good fuck."

"You said you loved me."

"I do love you Ken, you're a very good friend, and a great fuck, but...I'm not gay, so...we're not a couple."

"Maybe not gay, but you are at least bi. Yohji, when we were having sex, you said you loved me."

"Ken, you take things the wrong way. Of course I love you. We're very close, but let me put it this way for you. I want a divorce."

"If we get a divorce, will you be with me again?"

"Ken, it was a one time thing. It's over. You married me, like I wanted...like I promised, I never break a promise."

"Well you just did Yohji. Cause I didn't want to have sex with you. I wanted you to love me, to be in love with me. Like I love you, I'm in love with you Yo-tan. I don't want a divorce." Ken sat down next to his husband, and leaned in to give Yohji a kiss.

The taller man gladly accepted the kiss, and even deepened it. Their hands roamed each other's bodies, as their tongues danced. Ken pulled away and asked, "Can you deny it now? Can you honestly say you don't want me? That you don't love me?"

"Yohji stared into Ken's eyes for what seemed to be an eternity, then he looked away, whispering only one word, "...no."

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TBC