I was the one who escaped
the one who everyone used to fear
I was a theif and a liar
but some people can see me for who I am now
not the sins nor the crimes that I have committed
They only see the present me
but how long until a dirty past like mine resurfaces
how long can I stay here
and hide my past from the others
how long until they find my mother
and threaten to kill her
I know that my weakness has shown through on many accounts
and soon some lowlife demon will notice
and I will have to leave or meet their pitifull demands
all because my human mother means the world to me
all she had to go through
and all the pain I must have caused her
It must have been painful having a son who thinks you are inferior
I have been in so many situtions
and am a danger to everyone I know
I think I am going to take Hiei's advice and go back to the makai
where I truly belong
for the good of everyone I know
