This is an important note to all of you who read my fics

I hate to say this but I am very depressed right now because the guy I like in my class tried to commit suicide yesterday and I'm very emotional right now.

I swear I will try to update my other fics as fast as I can but, as I have already stated

I dedicate this song-fic to the guy I like that tried to kill himself and I'm sorry that I couldn't tell you that I like you before you tried.

I know that I will never wait to tell anyone anything again.

(I don't own the song or beyblade)

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I can't believe your gone. I mean, you weren't always the friendliest of guys but hey, that's what I wanted to try and change in you. I enjoy a challenge

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming

I dreamt of you each night, wondering what you would do the next day that would make me love you even more.

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

But then we came to Russia and I saw the look on your face when we first met Boris. I....I thought you hated him, but now I know you looked up to him like a father, pretty hard to believe there.

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Coz I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Why didn't I see it coming? I mean, you snuck away, we followed you and they told us you were SICK!! C'mon, that must be the oldest trick in the book. I should know, I practically wrote it

'Coz even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

When I woke up the next morning I knew something was wrong but it was when you took the All Stars' and White Tigers' bit beasts away was when I knew...I'd lost you. You looked up at me with those crimson eyes of yours, those eyes that I wanted to be mine, and I saw sorrow? At me?

No. It could never be.

Your so cold-hearted and I'm not. It would never work. Then again if I believed myself why am I thinking like this?

I love you



Laying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing

When you challenged us to a battle on the lake I thought you wanted to come back, but no. All you wanted were our bit beasts.

"I just want to be the most powerful and we are going to battle. It's not official but it'll do" you said with no regret at all.

I tried to win you back but you beat me so easily. You hesitated though, before you beat my blade.

I wonder why. You couldn't have feelings for me.

I mean, you've been taught to block them out, haven't you?

We beat you and your coming back!! You look at me, happily.

Maybe there is hope

Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

You come back and explain it all to us.

"It took becoming our enemy to miss being our friend" is what Kenny told us and you nodded, and looked at me with those eyes of yours.

"Bladebreakers, united at last!" was my comment and you actually agreed

That night I felt you watching me with those crimson orbs even though my back was turned to you. I tried not to smile and just stay asleep but I think you knew I was awake, or rather, I hope you knew

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Coz I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Ok, there were a few troubled getting to the finals but were finally here! Poor Max lost to the Demolition Boys, though, and lost Dracile. I feel sorry for him but you step in to take his place. Your so noble and just that I just want to hold you...but I can't.

It's hard but I keep my emotions tucked away inside, to a place where no one will ever find them.

Except for you.

Why is it you always seem to make me want to tell you everything? And from the look in your eyes I can tell the same is for you as well.

You lost your battle to Spencer. I know it was hard but it was for the best. You gave up Black Dranzer too. I'm so proud of you. I wish I was that strong.

'Coz even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

My battle is next and as I step up I feel like I'm going to win because you are behind me all the way.

Bryan attacks me with body shots and they hurt! They hurt so much!

I just want the pain to stop but I keep on my brave face for you.

You.

The one who got me here, the one who lost for us and gave up his bit-best so we could go on.

You, the one I love.

I keep going but only for you.

You call me your friend and it made my heart soar to know you believe in me and that you think of me more than the others.

I go into battle knowing in my heart there is one battle I've already won.

I feel myself start to give up but your words ring through my head and I remember what I'm fighting for....you. I use all my energy left over to give to Driger and that's when it all goes black.


I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you just like this

I wake up in the hospital with Mariah at my side, not you, and I'm not too thrilled about it. I look on the screen and Tyson is battling. That means....I WON! YAY!

Mariah tries to comfort me as I watch Tyson battle Tala and win. Yay!

I get out of the hospital and go to see you and the others. We go back to the hotel and celebrate, though I skip the dancing and so do you.

Were you looking at me the entire time or somebody else?

I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time
Baby, baby

I come out of the bathroom, it's very steamy now, and walk over to my bags to get my bandages. Or rather, limp over.

"Sit down" you motion for me to sit on the bed and get up to get my bandages. I shrug and try to hide my surprised look while doing as you ask while lifting up my shirt. You bandage it with your firm but gentle hands and it takes all my will-power not to lean into your soft touches.

After about 10 minutes I feel my bandages are on but your still moving your hand up and down my side

"Is something wrong?" I ask turning around to look at you. Your eyes are full of...something that I haven't seen before. You shake your head yes and I get worried "What?" I ask.

You put your hand under my chin, lifting it up so I look into your eyes

"I'm worried that I might have to report your father, because I think he stole all the stars from the sky..." you lean over and kiss me, gently, I'm absolutely shocked but I return the kiss. You pull back and finish your sentence "and put them into your eyes"

My jaw drops. You do like me!

"Kai....I. I don't know what to say!"

"Just say you'll forgive me?"

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Coz I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I smile gently and lean over to kiss you again. You pull me to yourself.

"I forgave you the first time I met you" I tell you as we pull apart, foreheads still touching

"You know what this is, right?" you ask, and I shake my head "This is what dreams are made of. Or at least mine. I've finally got somewhere I belong and...." you smirk and I understand

"Somebody to love?" I add and you nod looking me in the eyes "I love you Kai"

"And I love you, Rei"

You lean over and kiss me with your sweet and loving lips.

Love really is the beginning of forever

'Coz even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

No matter where I go, I will always know where I belong and that there is somebody who truly cares for me, even though they might not show it

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I hope you liked that and NO, there will not be a sequal. I will be using this song in "Rei's Journy"'s sequal but I thought it would be put to better use here

I hope all of you who read this realize that there is somebody out there who cares and loves you and please, don't put anybody through what I have been through. It hurts.

And I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy.

(If you liked it review please!)