Tangled Emotions

By: Sundragoness

Prologue: C o n f u s e d

Rated: R (Violence, Sexual Content, Language, Suicide)

Disclaimer: I'm not creative enough to have created Zoids, think about it.   

AN: Hey newcomers!  Hope you guys like the short prologue, it's just to give a feel to the story.  Believe me, it gets better!  ^_^   So, Uh, be nice!  This is my first fic!  Enjoy!

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When I think of you,

My mind becomes a tangle of emotions.

You make me feel so many ways,

Each contradicting;

Leading not to one conclusion,

But many,

To the point that I cannot pick my destiny,

Until I cannot breathe any longer,

Until I cannot feel any longer.

It hurts so bad inside,

Why do you toy with me like this?

Why must you create this jumble of feelings within me?

You felt as if you'd known me your whole life,

Only to realize I never knew you.

Not until that day,

That day when you told me how you felt,

I knew not what to say,

I couldn't say that I thought of you as only a friend,

But that's what came out,

And I wanted to take it back so bad,

But I was scared.

Scared to admit that I had felt the same as you.

My heart is a pathetic tangle of emotions,

Never ending pain,

Dismal,

Sad.

You think you're the only one who's been let down...

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            Leena looked into the mirror.  Glistening tears ran down her face.  Bit was gone.  And not coming back.  She started crying again and flung herself on the bed.

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That was an excerpt from my collection of poetry I wrote.  Hope to see you in the next chapter!

Preview for Chapter 1: Leena's pregnant!?  Harry's living with the blitz team?  Brad and Naomi are married?  What about Jamie?

Love ya,

Sundragoness