Hey 'viewers!  Like the pic?  It's so KAWAII!  I don't know where I got it, but if you know…TELL ME!  I want to give the person credit for it.  KAWAIINESS!   I know…I really should have gotten this out sooner.  *Hides in remote corner *   Sorry!!!   Life always seems to get in my way.  (I know, bad excuse.)  Anyway, I thought I'd do something a little special for all my awesome reviewers!  (If you're reading this, you better review after this!)  Heehee…

Thanks so much to: (This is a monstrously long list!)

            *I use some Romanized Japanese in here a few times.  Here are the meanings:

                                    Arigatou: Thank you!

                                    Kawaii: Cute

                                    Baka: Idiot

                                    Shimatta: Shit

SO, now for the reviewers!

~Cakkie: I'm sorry for not finishing the story, but there are a few more chapters yet!  I'll try to finish by the end of the month!  Thanks for always reviewing! ^_^

~Kyoudan: Please don't beat your head on the monitor!  (I don't want to pay your medical fees!) J/K!  Thanks for being so passionate about your reviews! ^_^

~Kiandra: Yep, I'm a girl!  You know, I wouldn't mind writing that fic!  (DBZ guys getting their asses kicked by the girls)  Hell yeah!  I'll put that down on my ideas list!  Maybe I'll write that after I finish my very prolonged story, Destiny Is A Foolish Thing.  Thanks!

~Catalia: Were you actually in tears when Bit got shot?  I'M SO MOVED!!!!  *cries*  I'm amazed that my story touched you so much!  I'll try to bring about a happy ending for everyone. 

~Caitlin: Harry's reaction?  Wellllllll….I can't tell you yet!  That comes up in a later chapter, k?  I promise I'll tell you soon, though.  I'm so flattered that you've been keeping up with my story!  Thanks!

~Lyl_azn: I'll try to continue soon, kay?  Don't pass out on me in excitement!  ^_^ Arigatou!

~Kitai Matsuru: Ranting is just fine!  (Har-har, I do it ALL the time in reviews.  I swear, people would probably rather spare my review than have it.)  You've really stayed with me through this story, and for that I'm very thankful.  Hope your server gets fixed soon!

~Megaman50K: I know…I am seriously evil.  Shhh…don't tell. ^_^  Sorry to keep you waiting!  I'm not sure if I should cut that thread of hope for Bit's survival…*insert evil smirk here*  Thanks for always reviewing! 

~Lady Catalia Of Flame: Mmmhmmmm.  I'm evil.  Just ask Megaman50K.  ^_^  I'll try to hurry with the next few chaps!  Arigatou!

~Naomi Hunter: Yay!  One of my best internet friends!  THANK YOU SO MUCH for all your support!  This story probably wouldn't be continued if it wasn't for you!  Arigatou!

~Stella the Warrior: YOU'RE GONNA HURT ME!?  *cries*  Noooooo!  Then you'll never get to read the next chapters and your soul shall forever be in turmoil!  HA-ha-ha!  (lol)  Thanks a bunch for reviewing,,,,,that is if you don't shoot me….

~ClosetFreak: See?  I'm updating!  *smiles proudly* Thanks for your review!

~Teefa85: Oh yes…Leena is going to be goin' postal.  Turn up the heat baby!  Arigatou for the review!

~Dark Angel Himeko: THANKS SO MUCH FOR BEING MY 100TH REVIEWER!!!!   *Jumps around like a complete idiot*  THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!  My dreams have come trueeeeeee!  *looks around nervously after realizing she's a nerd*

~Knight Of Light: I have continued my story, so now ya can't teach me any lessons in pain!  MUHAHAHAHA!  Unless…*devilish smirk*..we can-MUD WRESTLE!  BWAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!  Bring it on!  Oh!  A good song just came on the radio, time to move on to my next lucky reviewer!  By the way, are you also Guy Bushido?  ^_^  Arigatou!

~Grath Longflech: You go ahead and attack Leyon for me!  ^___^  Although…Leyon may not make it out of this chapter alive…not to spoil anything…BWAHAHAHAHAHA!  Thanks for reviewing! 

~Moongurlie: Yep, I know my chapter eight was a little screwed up with the tenses, I just didn't achieve the mood I was looking for.  *sigh*  But thanks so much for loving my story enough to leave a nice little review!  ^____^

~Collin: Uh…thanks for reviewing!  Stop back in soon!

~Master Chief: Sorry that you had to wait so long for the next chapter!  Don't be mad at meeeeeee!  I promise this'll be a good chappy!  Thanks for sticking through my writer's block this long!

~LiquidSliver: Thanks for all the enthusiasm!  Both of you are awesome, and I always look forward to your review!  Stick with me through this story!  Arigatou!

~Aurora: I know!  (Poor Bit!)  It'll only get worse before it gets better.  Oops, I shouldn't have said that…So anyway, thanks for reviewing!

~Silversaiyan: Sorry for driving you crazy waitin' for an update!  Noo!  Don't stop writing, I'm putting this up as soon as ff.net gets it's new software!  *Hugs*  THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING MY FRIEND!   See ya next time I decide to check my mail! 

~Gundam Deathscythe Hell: Long name, there!  (Awesome though, I love Duo and his gundam!)  DON'T SHOOT ME!  I'm getting too many death threats as it is!  LOL, not really.  I'm just being overly dramatic today.  I've obtained major trama today…My dad took me out driving for the first time ever-needless to say, It was beyond words.  I NEVER WANNA TOUCH ANOTHER VEHICLE!  Har-har, don't worry about me…pardon my babble!  Thanks for reviewing!

~Lugiamania: **hugs**  Thanks so much for reviewing all the time!  You're one of my more frequent supporters…so, I say: THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!  **Lugiamania stares at Sundragoness, decides to back away slowly** What's wrong?  L-chan?  What?!

~Alexpuppy: Another one of my frequent reviewers!  ARIGATOU ARIGATOU ARIGATOU ARIGATOU!  Yes, B-chan is a highly kawaii nickname!   Anywho, I love your enthusiastic reviews!  Keep with me, See ya!  Once again, ARIGATOU!

~SilentDragon+Devilboi: My story is perfect?  REALLY!?  THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!  You rock!  Thanks for your review!

~Azn gurl: Thankies for your review!  I hope you like this chapter!

~Critic: Sorry for not posting this chappy sooner.  Arigatou for your review, whoever you are!

~JCKILLA: Calm down, I got ya chapter!  Read little one, read!  Thanks for the review!

~Saturnkj: Thanks for supporting my ficcy!  I'm amazed and excited that you think my fic is great!  ^__^  You know, if I get any more ego boosts my head'll explode…ARIGATOU!

~Archibald Maringo: Thanks for that tip on Aishiteru, I wasn't quite sure how to spell it!  I'm glad you like my story, and I hope you want to continue reading it!  Thanks for reviewing!

~ChybbySka7: Noooo!  Please read more!  You probably can't see this, since you won't read any more!!  REALLY, BIT AND LEENA WILL END UP TOGETHER!  SHIMATTA!  I SPOILED THE ENDING!  Or did I?  But I'll tell you one thing-Leena and Harry DO NOT GET TOGETHER AGAIN!  I'm sorry for your lack of faith in me…**cries**

~Nani?: Thanks for loving my ficcy!  Dirty Dancing is the best movie!  **Sigh**   wouldn't mind a little dirty dancing with Bit…**Dreamy Look** But, Leena would kill me.  Oh well, THANKS!

~Rinoa Tillmitt: I love reading your reviews!  I always look forward to such spirited reviewers!  Thanks for supporting my story, sincerely from the bottom of my heart!  **cries** You're too good to me!  ARIGATOU ARIGATOU ARIGATOU!

~1234: Thanks for liking my story enough to review!  Please read again! 

~Anonymous: I KNOW! This is so much like a soap opera…I feel like a king-sized baka!  Ah well!  It's fun to complicate things!  Thanks for reviewing!

~Swat: YOU ARE AN INSENSITIVE BAKA!  I don't need your shit that doesn't even make sense.

~A person: Thanks for leaving me a review!  Glad you like the fic!

~=): Nice name!  Heehee, thanks for reviewing!

~Dreama the Leena Fan running a fever: Awww!  Hope you feel better!  By now, you probably aren't sick anymore!  Well, just wanted to tell you thanks so much for reviewing even during your time of sickness!  Thanks for the kawaii review!  I love it when ppl put me in their reviews!  And no biggy about the Entrails Vs. Intrails thing, I'm glad when ppl correct me.  Better than looking like a baka…which I am.  BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!  ARIGATOU!

~Paycotic Fox: MORE PEOPLE WANTING TO SHOOT ME!?  ARGH!!!!!!!  Do I have to explain this again?  If you guys all shoot me, I'll never finish the story!  And like I was telling my other reviewers, your soul would be in turmoil if I didn't finish this!  **takes deep breath**  THANK YOU! 

~Maru-chan: This is really one of the better stories about Bit/Leena?  ReALLY!?!  AWESOME!!!!  Thank you thank you thank you!  I'm so flattered, I'm turning red!  Please review again and give my inflated ego another boost!   ^____^

~Kinzoku: Your review was so flattering!  Quote: "Are you KIDDING?! I LOVE this fic! It's dramatic, sweet, and hillarious all in one! I couldn't stop laughing... poor Brad!" THANKS SO MUCH!  Please review again!

~ABBEY: Thanks for noting my creativeness!  **Ego inflates almost too large for Sundragoness's head**  YAAAAYYY!  REAVIEW AGAIN PLEEZ!

~Kitty-san: I have updated!  Clap for me!  Heehee, thanks for reviewing!

~AshErsOfeD: THANKS SO MUCH FOR PUTTING ME ON YOUR FAVS LIST!  I'm so turning pink, it's embarrassing.  ^_^*  I'm really happy you like my fic!  ARIGATOU ARIGATOU ARIGATOU!

~Cold Fire Phoenix: You leave such KAWAII reviews!  So fun to read!  SO glad you love my story!  I think my head has officially exploded.  Ouch…ARIGATOU! 

~AprilMills: I have written more!  Check it out!  Thanks for reviewing!

~Darkwarrior: One of the best zoids fics…EVER?  ARGH!  If I get any more compliments, I think I'll pass out!  As I told Cold Fire Phoenix, my head has already exploded!  THANKS SO MUCH!

~Hersheybar: THANKS!  It's so nice to get compliments about keeping the people in character!  It's hard, and I'm glad I've been doing a good job!  Arigatou for the feedback!  THANKS AGAIN!!!

~Lissa: I kept writing for you, so go read!  **nudges Lissa**  THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!

~Shadowfox: You like?  THANKS!  I hope you read more!

~Evil #1: Sorry for keeping you up at night!  I hope you got some sleep!  Bit and Leena will be an official couple..soon-I hope.  EEP!  I haven't even planned out my resolution yet!  Stay tuned!  ARIGATOU ARIGATOU ARIGATOU!

~SakuraBubbles da Muffin Kaitou: Thanks for leaving me a review!  I'm glad you liked my little romance story so far!  Keep reading!  ARIGATOU!

~Amanda: Sorry I haven't done the whole Bit/Harry/Leena confrontation yet!  I promise it's soon! Hmm…I wonder if I should do a sequel…ANYWHO-THANK YOU SO MUCH!

~Arigato22: I'm really glad you like this story!  I try my best!  Whew, I  haven't updated in forever!  SO SORRY!  THANKS FOR REVIEWING!

~The B.A.T.: THANKS SO MUCH FOR BEING A DEVOTED FAN!  **smiles**  Love reading your reviews!  It's so kawaii when you put me in your reviews!  I love it!  ARIGATOU!

~Jean & Ivy: Sorry for any confusion…I'm a rather confusing person.  Lol.  THANKS FOR REVIEWING!  Hope ta see ya again!

~Lady Dragon Heart: Here is your monthly dose of Bit/Leena!  ^__^  THANKS FOR REVIEWING!

~Boogiepop: Glad you like my fic!  REVIEW AGAIN SOON!  ARIGATOU 1ST REVIEWER!

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Whew!  That was a lot of reviewers! 

SO NOW, THE STORY BEGINS…

Tangled Emotions

By: Sundragoness

Rated: R (Violence, Sexual Situations, Reference to Suicide, Language)

Disclaimer: Hmm..I'm kinda hungry.  I dun own squat.

Chapter Nine: Lost In My Dreams

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The first diary entry

I am, by all means, a loner.  My life is void of all pain, joy, and-- love.   I wander from dream to dream, unsure of my past, present or future.  Ever since that fateful day; that day when my world was turned upside-down and set on fire.  Maybe I would be better off dead.  I wonder why I haven't done the deed yet.  I have lifted a pistol to my head many times..But then…I realize why I couldn't do it…I remember.  I remember my dreams.  The times when I actually live.  And die.   The times--when I'm with him.  The rose-tinted images still haunt me to this very moment.  It's been 10 years since my mind has gone fuzzy.  I see images of those green eyes looking into mine…the coy smile he gave me right before we made love…the sweet words he would whisper to our baby…the little suprises he would leave me on my pillow to make sure I knew he loved me.  And then…I cry.  Is he just a dream?  Is there something wrong with me?  Someone!  Anyone!  JUST KILL ME! 

~Leena

The second entry

     Hello world in my diary.  My psychiatrist says I have to talk about what happened that—day.  We started chatting about stupid little things, and then he dropped the bomb.  He directly asked me—he asked me…OH!  The nerve of that man.  Damn him to hell for being so insensitive about my terrible past!  It's none of his God damn business!  Fuck, I'm so done with this.

            ~Leena

Patient Notes:

     Subject of study: Leena Torros

            Gender: Female

Age:  29

            Problem with Subject: Hallucinations of past.   Mental insanity probable. 

            Case Description/Notes: Patient Leena Torros has created a dream world in which she lives.  Subject displays particular difficulty in discussing former 'dream' boyfriend Bit Cloud and his tragic death.  Also displays strange affection for deceased dream child Christian Torros-Cloud.  Her father, known as "Doc Torros", has been deceased for ten years, complicating the patient's case.  Mrs. Torros is classified as suicidal and should be monitored carefully. 

            Doctor Signature: Gordious Zion

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Okay, I know that was really short!  I just had to get the story moving in my new little direction!  So, are you confused yet?  Well, just wait for the next chapter!  MUAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA!  I'll have the next chapter out as soon as I put this one up!  Double-feature!  As soon as ff.net is fixed…that is.

~Love ya,

Sundragoness