Okay well thanks for all your support for this series. Your reviews have
made me smile so much! It's clear just how popular Sirius was so this is
the third part out of five part series. So please review.
Moving On
I felt the pain in my stomach and yet I still felt the smile upon my lips. I glance at the person who wielded the wand, my head feels light, its almost as if im not there, I feel myself falling, my hands unable to grasp for anything to hold onto, my mind is paralysed, the spell, its numbed my body but not my mind. I know where I will fall, it seems as if an eternity passes, as my body falls not to hit ground but to fall into death. I'm helpless, I'm lost.
I hear a voice, strong yet far away. HARRY . Harry . harry. I can see him fighting to reach me even now through the veil. I see his green eyes, the eyes that are Harry. His face swirls before me, I smile at the face, it's fading, shimmering, leaving me.
I float for an eternity . images flash through my mind.
. Mum . cradles me . Dad . looks proud a look I'll never see again . My sister . cries from a nightmare . she clutches me . before Malfoy . Hogwarts . my home . my true home . Dumbledore . protect him . protect Harry . James . Hey mate . best friend . brother . come on . please . fun . prank . use map . fun . Remus . Werewolf . I knew it . James isn't the only one with brains . Peter . clever . friend . loyal . how things change . Lilly . beautiful . James' girl . always had taste . brave . protected . Wolf . Whomping Willow . full moon . Dog . must be my animal magnetism . Stag . so James . Rat . so not like Peter . Harry . baby . so cute . has Lilly's eyes . just like James . he reached for me . Godfather . Death . Voldemort . Peter . you didn't get him again . he's safe . Duel . he did it . Azkaban . I'm innocent . loved James . loved Lilly . love Harry . never hurt them . didn't do it . Harry . believe me . Remus . forgive me . trust . Peter traitor . must die . he's gone .must run.Harry . Death . my death . cousin . murderer . Harry crying . despair . forget . move on .love . live Harry . Remus . funeral . my funeral . 'I do solemnly swear I'm up to no good' . NO MORE . NO MORE . face .
Then an identical face appears . Harry? . No! . Not green eyes, brown. He's there . James. He reaches his hand towards me, I turn back and see Harry fighting, struggling to reach me. Now I must choose, every choice means death, just a different death, the real choice . Harry or James?
Harry needs me but I've died, I'm dead. He's safe . your safe for now Harry . its time . it's my time . your safe.
In that second I know. I reach for James . sorry . sorry . I'm so sorry Harry . I'm gone . let me go . goodbye.
I look at death, at my death and smile, I smile . I'm still me . 'Mischief managed Moony' . and just like the image on the paper . the map like my life blurs into nothing . I've moved on.
'Hello Prongs'
Moving On
I felt the pain in my stomach and yet I still felt the smile upon my lips. I glance at the person who wielded the wand, my head feels light, its almost as if im not there, I feel myself falling, my hands unable to grasp for anything to hold onto, my mind is paralysed, the spell, its numbed my body but not my mind. I know where I will fall, it seems as if an eternity passes, as my body falls not to hit ground but to fall into death. I'm helpless, I'm lost.
I hear a voice, strong yet far away. HARRY . Harry . harry. I can see him fighting to reach me even now through the veil. I see his green eyes, the eyes that are Harry. His face swirls before me, I smile at the face, it's fading, shimmering, leaving me.
I float for an eternity . images flash through my mind.
. Mum . cradles me . Dad . looks proud a look I'll never see again . My sister . cries from a nightmare . she clutches me . before Malfoy . Hogwarts . my home . my true home . Dumbledore . protect him . protect Harry . James . Hey mate . best friend . brother . come on . please . fun . prank . use map . fun . Remus . Werewolf . I knew it . James isn't the only one with brains . Peter . clever . friend . loyal . how things change . Lilly . beautiful . James' girl . always had taste . brave . protected . Wolf . Whomping Willow . full moon . Dog . must be my animal magnetism . Stag . so James . Rat . so not like Peter . Harry . baby . so cute . has Lilly's eyes . just like James . he reached for me . Godfather . Death . Voldemort . Peter . you didn't get him again . he's safe . Duel . he did it . Azkaban . I'm innocent . loved James . loved Lilly . love Harry . never hurt them . didn't do it . Harry . believe me . Remus . forgive me . trust . Peter traitor . must die . he's gone .must run.Harry . Death . my death . cousin . murderer . Harry crying . despair . forget . move on .love . live Harry . Remus . funeral . my funeral . 'I do solemnly swear I'm up to no good' . NO MORE . NO MORE . face .
Then an identical face appears . Harry? . No! . Not green eyes, brown. He's there . James. He reaches his hand towards me, I turn back and see Harry fighting, struggling to reach me. Now I must choose, every choice means death, just a different death, the real choice . Harry or James?
Harry needs me but I've died, I'm dead. He's safe . your safe for now Harry . its time . it's my time . your safe.
In that second I know. I reach for James . sorry . sorry . I'm so sorry Harry . I'm gone . let me go . goodbye.
I look at death, at my death and smile, I smile . I'm still me . 'Mischief managed Moony' . and just like the image on the paper . the map like my life blurs into nothing . I've moved on.
'Hello Prongs'
