well heres Chapter 3...i hope you like it!
the song in here is Rocks Tonic Juice Magic by Saves The Day
-J3n
Tristans Pov
These tears are blurring my vision, and I wonder if this is impairing my chances of getting in a car crash, somehow I wouldn't mind being in one right now. Searching for a cigarette in one of my compartments I came across a hair tie, her hair tie. With my free hand I brought it up to my face, and smelt it. Intoxicating. I smile, and without hesitation I flew it out of the window. It doesn't matter now, she doesn't matter. Tonight I'm gonna forget about her. I drove to the farthest bar I knew.
"Let me take this awkward saw, And run it against your thighs, Cut some flesh away, I'll carry this piece of you with me, Because all I can say tonight is that I hate you.." I sang so quietly that even I couldn't hear my own voice.
"What will it be?" I looked up to an scruffy old man, half shaven waiting impatiently for my answer. I watched as his cigarette dangled from his mouth, his fingers tapping slightly on the mahogany table.
"Vodka....straight." My mouth began to water watching the white liquid being poured to a cup. He slid it to me, and I suddenly realized I would give anything to be him, anything to not be me. Tonight ill drink enough to forget about her, everything about her. I took 7 shots till it finally started working. Forgotten name. Another. A forgotten pair eyes. Another. The way she made me feel. Another. They way I let myself love her. My head became too heavy, I gently tried to rest my head on the counter, much harder than I expected, a loud thump proved that I was drunk. "And if not I'll take my spoons, And dig out your blue eyes, I'll swallow them down to my colon, They're gonna burn like hell tonight." I slurred loud enough to make the bartender hear.
"What the fuck kid?"
"My heart is on the floor, Why don't you step on it?,When I think of all the things you've done..." I yelled. Stammering to get off the stool, I watched in amusement as this old man became confused. Leaning one hand on the counter, I finally managed to stand up straight.
"Hey! I don't know what you're on kid...but I didn't do anything to you."
"Noooo...not you...its ROOORY."
"Whats a Rooory?" A shrugged off his question as I took my supporting arm off the counter. I can stand...No, no I cant. Laying down on my back, the old man kindly offered his hand, and I took it.
"Are you ok?"
"Me? Hahaha don't worry about it, I meant to fall."
"You meant to fall?"
"...If only I hadn't fell for her."
"What the fuck ya talkin about?"
My resolution on forgetting about her failed, as I grabbed my glass off the counter, dropped a hundred and headed for the door. Suprisingly I had made my way to the exit without falling, and the staggering was at a minimum. It was as if the thought about her made me sober...funny...i could always get drunk off her kisses.
Once out the door at the top of my lungs I sang "I'd buy you lemonade right now if you were here But then I'd throw it in your face And I'd listen to you cry..." Much to my expectancy, I saw the old mans head out the door looking at me as if I were crazy. I began hysterically laughing, doubling over clutching at my stomach. I laughed because of that man, I laughed at how pathetic I was. Tristan "Player" Dugrey fell over a girl...and *gasp* she didn't fall for him. I felt my face getting wet, I looked up at the sky still laughing expecting to see rain drops, my laughter stopped abruptly realizing that it hadn't been raining...I had been crying...again.
Driving home that night safely was beyond me. Whats even more beyond me was that I was in my bed...in one piece. I had about 20 shots of pure vodka, and here I am, alive. If the road hadn't killed me, I was sure that the alcohol would. Maybe it took a while for the poison to take me, maybe I wouldn't have to wake up tomorrow. My eyes began to flutter, as I whispered the last lyric of the song. "You and I are like when fire and the ocean floor collide." and with that I slept.
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