"Broken Doll."
Chapter 3: Dairy of a Mad Man
A/n: Alright here is the chappie in Yami's POV... You guys must think I'm a really dark person for writing this.. I'm really not, but I like writing like this, it's fun. Oh, and this is this is the official last chapter! Sorry, but I don't wanna ruin it by continuing it, and dragging it out. This is Yami's thoughts on his actions for the last two chapters..
Pairings:: Very warped Yami/Yuugi.
Warnings:: Rape, angst, and yami-hikari abuse...Leave if you don't like, jackass! I love that show!!
Well, this is it, but I'm pretty amazed at the response this fic has gotten. Well I'm surprised because it's short, but thank you guys again!!! On to the fic. Your gonna wanna kill me after this, I think.
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~~Yami's POV~~
Your scent, your smell they all intrigue me. Your pain filled screams are like music to my ears. Your body heat is so inviting, so loving, I crave it.. I love you so much you'll never know, abiou, but I can't stop hurting you.. Your pain, and blood make my body yearn for yours. I have to have you by my side, or I'll think I'll go crazy.. To see pain running through your violet eyes sparks emotions that I've had for a long time. I use to sit up at night watching you, trailing my fingers down your back, admiring your beauty.. I've always loved you, hikari, but I love you more when you're screaming for me to stop. I love to make your body bleed while you give me pleasure. I love to see that red liquid rain down from your legs, it shows me that you're mine.
Forever.
You are so fragile, so innocent, but I have an urge to crush that innocence.. To make you bleed out from under me, I love to hear you cry. Crying for me to stop, crying for me to love you again. Just cry for my, abiou, just cry. You are an angel while I am your demon. The light while I am your darkness.. I love to have that power over someone, it feels somehow familiar, I think I remember this same power when I was pharaoh.. I use to rip slaves of their innocence, and toss them away like a piece of dirt, but you're different, abiou. Your not a piece of trash, you're mine.. You belong to me, I own you, you live only for me. I sometimes wake up at might thinking of my actions, and I still wonder..
Do you love me?
After all I've done to you, do you love me in return? Do you crave me while I you? Would you, could you love me? I try to stop hurting you, but when I see you sleeping you're so beautiful, so innocent, and before I know it you're screaming again. Tears flow from your face like a river, your body heaves with each heart wrenching sob. I look down at you and I feel a tear slip from my eye.. I'm sorry so sorry, I think as I leave the room. I cry when I reach the den, It is there that I realize what I've put you through. I've ruined you, you are broken, it sickens me that I've hurt what I've loved most.. I've vowed to protect you from harm, and I was the one that you needed protecting from.
It was me who caused you so much pain..
I walk up the stairs to your room. My foot steps are slow with pain and regret.I take a deep calming breath as I open your door, but I don't see you any where.
Just crimson..
My mind stops as I notice the liquid covering the floor is blood, your blood.. I search franticly for you, and my heart stops.. I see you on the other side of the bed, you're not moving. I run over to you and I cradle your head in my arms. "Abiou!" I sob, as I try to search for a heart beat . Just wake up abiou and I'll never hurt you again. Just wake up and tell me how your day went, and I'll love you as before.. But as my sobs rang out through the room I know that you're not coming back.. You're gone..
Oh, my god. What have I done?
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It's done!!! Did you notice how Yami went from a bastard to his old self again? But it's too late.. So, sad, but there's the chapter everyone wanted, so my work here is done.. But I have a question. I'm looking for a beta reader, does anyone care to help? My other one is going to be gone for a while, so I need a new one, e-mail me at chibi_oni_yuugi@yahoo.com or tell me in a review... Also, did you guys like? I hope you did, but I feel like a bitch for making Yuugi kill himself, and just when Yami's normal too. Oh, and guess what?? I'm going to get my Yugioh Japanese DVDs soon!!! Yeah!! But seriously please read and review.. I tired hard!
Shorty-chan
Chapter 3: Dairy of a Mad Man
A/n: Alright here is the chappie in Yami's POV... You guys must think I'm a really dark person for writing this.. I'm really not, but I like writing like this, it's fun. Oh, and this is this is the official last chapter! Sorry, but I don't wanna ruin it by continuing it, and dragging it out. This is Yami's thoughts on his actions for the last two chapters..
Pairings:: Very warped Yami/Yuugi.
Warnings:: Rape, angst, and yami-hikari abuse...Leave if you don't like, jackass! I love that show!!
Well, this is it, but I'm pretty amazed at the response this fic has gotten. Well I'm surprised because it's short, but thank you guys again!!! On to the fic. Your gonna wanna kill me after this, I think.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
~~Yami's POV~~
Your scent, your smell they all intrigue me. Your pain filled screams are like music to my ears. Your body heat is so inviting, so loving, I crave it.. I love you so much you'll never know, abiou, but I can't stop hurting you.. Your pain, and blood make my body yearn for yours. I have to have you by my side, or I'll think I'll go crazy.. To see pain running through your violet eyes sparks emotions that I've had for a long time. I use to sit up at night watching you, trailing my fingers down your back, admiring your beauty.. I've always loved you, hikari, but I love you more when you're screaming for me to stop. I love to make your body bleed while you give me pleasure. I love to see that red liquid rain down from your legs, it shows me that you're mine.
Forever.
You are so fragile, so innocent, but I have an urge to crush that innocence.. To make you bleed out from under me, I love to hear you cry. Crying for me to stop, crying for me to love you again. Just cry for my, abiou, just cry. You are an angel while I am your demon. The light while I am your darkness.. I love to have that power over someone, it feels somehow familiar, I think I remember this same power when I was pharaoh.. I use to rip slaves of their innocence, and toss them away like a piece of dirt, but you're different, abiou. Your not a piece of trash, you're mine.. You belong to me, I own you, you live only for me. I sometimes wake up at might thinking of my actions, and I still wonder..
Do you love me?
After all I've done to you, do you love me in return? Do you crave me while I you? Would you, could you love me? I try to stop hurting you, but when I see you sleeping you're so beautiful, so innocent, and before I know it you're screaming again. Tears flow from your face like a river, your body heaves with each heart wrenching sob. I look down at you and I feel a tear slip from my eye.. I'm sorry so sorry, I think as I leave the room. I cry when I reach the den, It is there that I realize what I've put you through. I've ruined you, you are broken, it sickens me that I've hurt what I've loved most.. I've vowed to protect you from harm, and I was the one that you needed protecting from.
It was me who caused you so much pain..
I walk up the stairs to your room. My foot steps are slow with pain and regret.I take a deep calming breath as I open your door, but I don't see you any where.
Just crimson..
My mind stops as I notice the liquid covering the floor is blood, your blood.. I search franticly for you, and my heart stops.. I see you on the other side of the bed, you're not moving. I run over to you and I cradle your head in my arms. "Abiou!" I sob, as I try to search for a heart beat . Just wake up abiou and I'll never hurt you again. Just wake up and tell me how your day went, and I'll love you as before.. But as my sobs rang out through the room I know that you're not coming back.. You're gone..
Oh, my god. What have I done?
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It's done!!! Did you notice how Yami went from a bastard to his old self again? But it's too late.. So, sad, but there's the chapter everyone wanted, so my work here is done.. But I have a question. I'm looking for a beta reader, does anyone care to help? My other one is going to be gone for a while, so I need a new one, e-mail me at chibi_oni_yuugi@yahoo.com or tell me in a review... Also, did you guys like? I hope you did, but I feel like a bitch for making Yuugi kill himself, and just when Yami's normal too. Oh, and guess what?? I'm going to get my Yugioh Japanese DVDs soon!!! Yeah!! But seriously please read and review.. I tired hard!
Shorty-chan
