Chapter 5: Waiting for that moment
So for the next few days I've been hanging out with Kouji. I never really
felt this way for anyone. What I'm feeling I have no idea. There's no word
to describe it. It's not love, it the thing right before you fall in love.
Everything we do reminded me of something that once happened, something unpleasant. But when I do the same thing with Kouji its fun.
For example, last week he was about to convince me to go go-cart-racing with him. The last time I did it, a girl I though who was my friend laughed at my driving skills. My opinion, and my opinion doesn't really matter to most people, she drove soo bad, what can I compare her to? Okay she drove so horribly it was like watching a drunk driver crash into the tires. Well I went to the restroom unnoticed and let a river if tears spill out onto the floor.
But when I went with Kouji, it was absolutely fantastic. I got forth place because all the guys beat me. But I was first for all the girls. After Kouji and I played some video games you know car racing, beating your opponent up, that stuff.
No one, except him, knew what I went through. When my classmates hurt me I never said anything, because to them it wasn't a big deal. I just kept quiet and worked my head down so they can't see the pain I felt.
The people who I though were my friends didn't trust me like they trusted every one else. Their thinking I was untrustworthy hurt but I kept my big mouth shut. Trust me it was hard. I wanted to ask why they didn't trust me.
Kouji trusted me with his life though. I don't know why but he does.
My whole life I waited to meet someone like him. I didn't need to wait for some pathetic moment anymore. For I found that moment when I met Kouji. It was like a miracle when I understood him.
He opened up my life. Now I've found friends I can trust though the numbers are few.
I literally waited my whole life away searching for a moment where people would understand me, where people would be happy to hangout with me, where I got some respect, where I could be happy even if it only lasted a moment.
And when I found Kouji I found that moment. It felt kind of like a miracle. Not the little magic tricks I do. It was more like the miracle in giving, sharing, helping, or doing something nice.
We right now, Kouji and I are just having a nice relaxing day at the park. Birds are chirping, and it did get a little annoying after a while. The grass was luscious and green, and guesses what? No pestering insects, bugs or spiders. Kouji and I were sitting up in a cherry tree's branch. The shade is nice and cool on a hot day like today.
My cell phone interrupted the silence.
"Hello?" I listened as my aunt jabbered on and on about some out of control troll that no one could stop and said the fairies needed my help. I was pretending to barely listen but I was paying close attention.
"Sorry auntie I can't."
"Why is that?"
"Because, I'm not appreciated over there. See you later. Bye."
"Asia don't you dare-" I hung up on her and turned my cell phone off.
I felt kind of guilt doing that. It was mean and I knew even fairies can't stop a wild, rampaging troll.
But I had to wait till the moment was right for me to save those jerks.
*Meanwhile in Fairy world* "Now look what you've done! Our best warrior is on strike! Do you know why?! Because all of you are too full of yourselves to even clap for her!" the fairy queen roared at her sulky advisors that coward before her right then. The queen's cheeks were red from her fury and from yelling.
"So sorry your highness. But why don't we send in some recruits?"
"Because last time we sent in out best recruits, five minutes later they came back to us in pieces!" she spat.
"What shall we do your highness?"
"Get her here now!"
"Yes, your highness." The five advisors snapped their finger and disappeared in a variety of colorful smokes.
Everything we do reminded me of something that once happened, something unpleasant. But when I do the same thing with Kouji its fun.
For example, last week he was about to convince me to go go-cart-racing with him. The last time I did it, a girl I though who was my friend laughed at my driving skills. My opinion, and my opinion doesn't really matter to most people, she drove soo bad, what can I compare her to? Okay she drove so horribly it was like watching a drunk driver crash into the tires. Well I went to the restroom unnoticed and let a river if tears spill out onto the floor.
But when I went with Kouji, it was absolutely fantastic. I got forth place because all the guys beat me. But I was first for all the girls. After Kouji and I played some video games you know car racing, beating your opponent up, that stuff.
No one, except him, knew what I went through. When my classmates hurt me I never said anything, because to them it wasn't a big deal. I just kept quiet and worked my head down so they can't see the pain I felt.
The people who I though were my friends didn't trust me like they trusted every one else. Their thinking I was untrustworthy hurt but I kept my big mouth shut. Trust me it was hard. I wanted to ask why they didn't trust me.
Kouji trusted me with his life though. I don't know why but he does.
My whole life I waited to meet someone like him. I didn't need to wait for some pathetic moment anymore. For I found that moment when I met Kouji. It was like a miracle when I understood him.
He opened up my life. Now I've found friends I can trust though the numbers are few.
I literally waited my whole life away searching for a moment where people would understand me, where people would be happy to hangout with me, where I got some respect, where I could be happy even if it only lasted a moment.
And when I found Kouji I found that moment. It felt kind of like a miracle. Not the little magic tricks I do. It was more like the miracle in giving, sharing, helping, or doing something nice.
We right now, Kouji and I are just having a nice relaxing day at the park. Birds are chirping, and it did get a little annoying after a while. The grass was luscious and green, and guesses what? No pestering insects, bugs or spiders. Kouji and I were sitting up in a cherry tree's branch. The shade is nice and cool on a hot day like today.
My cell phone interrupted the silence.
"Hello?" I listened as my aunt jabbered on and on about some out of control troll that no one could stop and said the fairies needed my help. I was pretending to barely listen but I was paying close attention.
"Sorry auntie I can't."
"Why is that?"
"Because, I'm not appreciated over there. See you later. Bye."
"Asia don't you dare-" I hung up on her and turned my cell phone off.
I felt kind of guilt doing that. It was mean and I knew even fairies can't stop a wild, rampaging troll.
But I had to wait till the moment was right for me to save those jerks.
*Meanwhile in Fairy world* "Now look what you've done! Our best warrior is on strike! Do you know why?! Because all of you are too full of yourselves to even clap for her!" the fairy queen roared at her sulky advisors that coward before her right then. The queen's cheeks were red from her fury and from yelling.
"So sorry your highness. But why don't we send in some recruits?"
"Because last time we sent in out best recruits, five minutes later they came back to us in pieces!" she spat.
"What shall we do your highness?"
"Get her here now!"
"Yes, your highness." The five advisors snapped their finger and disappeared in a variety of colorful smokes.
