Adam awoke with a start the next morning. "Didn't mean to scare you, man. I just needed to get something Guy borrowed from me. Go back to sleep, you have another hour till you need to get up." The voice came close to Adam's bed, putting weight on it when the person sat down.
Adam raised his head and rubbed his eyes to be able to see clearly. "Charlie?" He asked.
"Yeah, it's me, Adam." Charlie came closer to Adam's head, scooting up the length of the bed.
Adam yawned. "What did Guy borrow from you?" He asked.
"He borrowed my physics book. I need it for first period." Charlie said.
"Oh, it's on his desk. Night." Adam said closing his eyes again to go to sleep.
"Morning." Charlie said. He waited for Adam to fall back asleep before speaking.
"Adam, I wish I could just tell you this with you awake. But I can't. It'd hurt too much. I love you, Adam." Charlie bent down to whisper in Adam's ear. "I knew the first time I saw you, you'd be the only one I'd love. That was Peewees, when you first joined the Ducks. Up until that first game, I thought you were a cute ass hole, but then I got to know you. I just wish we could talk, face to face, and I could tell you how I feel, and I wouldn't have to risk rejection. Uh." Charlie sighed, breathing in Adam's sweet smell. He ran his lips lightly over Adam's forehead, and then placed his head against Adam's chest.
He heard Adam sigh when he felt Adam's arms wrap around hid body, holding him close. What it be like to just stay there forever, Charlie could only dream. "Is this what'd it be to hold you forever?" Charlie heard Adam repeat his very thoughts.
He's not talking about me, Charlie thought to himself. "Hmm…" Adam moaned pulling Charlie closer to himself. Time to get out, Charlie instinctively thought. He's thinking about a girl not me, not a guy. But it feels so nice. Charlie pressed himself against his secret love once more before unwrapping the tight arms that encased him.
He kissed Adam softly on his lips, relishing in the touch. He got up and walked to Guy's desk. He picked up the physics book and quietly walked out of the room, but not before hearing Adam moaned once more.
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Charlie's mask that hid his pain was on all day, even now on that Friday night. He tried to forget the way Adam spoke that morning, the way he moaned. But he couldn't forget. It just wouldn't leave his mind.
"Hey, Charlie." Only one person knew how Charlie felt, because that guy fell for another man himself.
"Hey, Portman. What's up, man? How was last night?" Charlie asked his bashing friend.
"It was great, have I ever told you how much I love Fulton? He took me out to dinner, then we came back to our room and the place was covered with roses and burning candles. It was the most romantic thing." Everyone in the school, including a lot of Ducks, thought Portman was just a big goon. No one thought he had a sensitive side, well a few knew.
"I, um… I told Adam." Charlie's body shook.
"What? When? How?" Portman asked baffled.
"This morning. Guy didn't give me back my physics book so I went to their room to get it. All went well, until I knocked over a chair." Charlie said.
"Smooth." Portman laughed.
"I know, just the smoothest. Anyway, Adam woke up and I told him to go back to sleep, you know? Then I waited until I thought he was asleep and I told him. But then, I just laid down next to him and he, like, wrapped his arms around me, and was holding me tightly to him. He asked me, 'Is this what'd it be like to hold you forever?' But he must have been talking about someone else. Am I right?" Charlie looked to Portman for support.
"I don't know, man. He acts pretty gay sometimes, and he won't even touch you anymore. I think he's got it as bad as you do. Maybe worse." Portman said.
"Yeah, maybe worse." Charlie repeated.
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A.N. Just felt like getting this chapter out of the way, I'll try to update again tomorrow. Hope you guys like so far.
Meme- You said that you liked my other slash story, so I decided I'm going to work on it, and make it seem like more of a novel instead of a short story, it'll be a while before I post it, but not to long. Probably next week sometime.
Bye!
~*Angel*~
