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Crying in the moonlight
'I don't really know what happened she just zoned out then she slapped me, I clicked my fingers a couple of times and that brought her back. But she just burst into tears and fled to her room. I waited a couple of minutes and went up after her but she was so upset, I don't know why." Piper paused and took a sip of her lemon and honey grass tea, she put the tea cup down and continued, "She said she wanted to be alone so I left her by herself. But as soon as I closed the door I heard her burst in to tears… I wanted nothing more to run in and comfort her but if she won't tell me what's going wrong I don't know what to do," Piper finished and looked to Phoebe for advice,
"I don't know what to you, if something is bothering her that much we'll just have to let her tell us in her own time. We can't force her to be ok and we can't force her to confide in us." Phoebe stood up and left the solarium she walked into the kitchen where Leo was sitting cuddling baby Wyatt. She walked over and sat down beside him and was closely followed by Piper.
"Can you sense what's wrong with Paige?' asked Piper smiling at her son; he lay in Leo's arms gurgling away to him self quite contently. Leo concentrated for a moment,
"All I can sense is that she is in a lot of pain," replied Leo glumly, "And she's panicking,"
"Well we have to go and talk to her," replied Phoebe standing up from the table and heading for the kitchen stairs, Piper followed her and grabbed hr arm,
"No Phoebe, if Paige wanted to talk she would have come down, she needs space," said Paige and that was the conversation over.
That night Piper lay awake in bed, she could her Paige crying in the next room. She wanted to go in and cuddle her sister, and tell her everything was going to be alright. But she couldn't she had to let Paige sort things out. She put a pillow over her head and tried to drift off to sleep, she did but if was a very uneasy one.
Meanwhile in the next room Paige stood at her window, the moon was right outside, it was full and seemed to be staring down on her. Mocking her even, Paige pulled her curtains closed causing darkness to enclose the room. She walked over to her bed and sat down, tears continued to drip down her face. She picked up her diary she used to keep, things had become so crazy since she had discovered she was a witch she had stopped keeping a journal. She looked through the pages, there were pictures stuck in here and there. One of her parents, one of every house she had ever lived in. She kept flicking until it came to the last day she had every written in her journal, she read through the pages and let her tears fall onto the fading ink. Her breathing became short and fast, she couldn't slow it down and she couldn't stop the tears from flowing. She pulled the last page of the diary and tore it into a thousand pieces, then she worked her way back tearing up every page until nothing but the spine of the book remained. She threw it against the wall and let her body fall back onto the bed, She began shaking again as more memories flooded her brain.
"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!" Paige repeated slowly and quietly so no one could hear. She sat up and shakily wandered through the bathroom, "No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!" she kept saying until she was yelling, she went into the bathroom and continued yelling. She bolted the door and sat down on the toilet, she began shaking her head as she continued yelling, soon there was knock on the door.
"Paige honey, are you ok?" asked Phoebe, outside she Piper and Leo where standing all looking very concerned.
Inside Paige began fishing around in the bathroom drawer and then she laid her hand on what she had been looking for. She pulled out a razor; she easily enough snapped the sides off so she could lift the blade out with effortlessly. The small metal blade shone in the light form the street lamp outside as Paige raised it into the air. It's all about to end… Paige thought to herself… Soon enough there will be no more suffering… no more hate and no more pain. Slowly she brought the blade down, nearing her pale wrist flash…
Soon it will be over… soon the blood will flow…
A/N Hey did you guys like this Chapter… I'm really getting into the story I hope you guys like it. And didn't cry too much I was in tears writing it. Please review and tell me what you think.
