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I remember the ink stains on her hands. She used to write furiously, unconcerned with the ink.
And had she been living, her mother would have scolded her; a little ashamed of her daughter and her rough manners.
But I always relished in the sight of ink stained fingers roaming her legs, it reminded me of her careless youth. Sometimes I deceive even myself into believing that maybe she wasn't too far gone in the later days when I had to pay to touch her, in the days when she would wander off only to return hours later with lipstick smudged and pink bruised skin.
I know I'm sorry for that. I know that she was far gone, that I am far gone; driving down this road with wheels curving, path winding. I know how far I've gone, how far I've fallen, how far I will fall for those ink stained fingers and the hope that the child, innocent as all will forgive me.
Lolita