The Secret is out

Disclaimer: Unfortunately, Joss Whedon, Marti Noxon, Twentieth Century Fox Productions, UPN, Sandollar Television, and Mutant Enemy own BtVS. No copyright infringements were intended. This is my story and not meant to copy the show.

Chapter 2

Inside Spike's Crypt

" Anya!" Xander

"What it's true! You can see-"

"Maybe we should just wait outside for Buffy to come out." Willow said while backing out the door covering Dawn's eyes. The rest of the gang followed. Xander gave Spike a glare as he left.

The minute they left Buffy scrambled off the bed and started looking for her clothes and quietly cursing to herself. Spike came from behind and pulled her closely to her.

" Buffy it will be okay" Spike

"It's not okay my best friends and my sister! Just saw us.. its not okay they are probably disgusted with me what I'm supposed to tell them? Oh yeah for the past few months I've been sleeping with my-"

"Buffy stop it! Bloody hell who cares what your friends think! If they can't accept us then they aren't really friends then are they" Spike

"It's not just that Spike it's wrong for us to be together, I mean we're mortal enemies your are vampire and I'm the slayer it's against everything I am we shouldn't be-"

"Be what! So now your friends know you're just gonna make up some stupid excuse! I love you Buffy I always have and I always will and -" Spike shouted

"You don't what love is! You can't love Spike-"

"I do love you, you stupid bint!" Spike

" You don't have a soul you'll never know what love is!" Buffy

" So just cause I don't have a soul well why don't you just go run back to peaches and have your-"

He was cut off by Buffy's fist. He went flying across the room.

"Don't you ever bring him up Angel has nothing to do with this! I admit that I feel something for you Spike but it will never be love because you're nothing to me! Your just an evil and soulless vampire I could never love you" Buffy said crying and with that she quickly climbed the ladder and disappeared.

Outside Spike's Crypt

"Buffy what happened! Did Spike hurt you cause if he did I'm gonna stake his-" Xander

" No! Don't! Just leave it *sob* I just-" She couldn't say anymore and so she turned and ran as fast as she could back home.

"Xander just leave her I think she needs time on her own" Tara

" Yeah well I'll just go talk to dead boy" Xander said heading to Spike's crypt but he was pulled back by Willow.

" Xander just leave it okay it's got nothing to do with us you can ask Buffy about it tomorrow so come on lets just go." Willow said

Buff's Bedroom

A ray of sun hit the floor of Buffy's room. An alarm clock sounded. A hand reached over and turned it off. Buffy groaned. She was going to sleep in today but there was no point she was gonna have to explain the whole thing with Spike to them sooner or later. She quietly got up showered then changed. Her stomach was grumbling she felt sick. She quickly ran to the bathroom and vomited.

Lounge

She then decided to go downstairs she had lost her appetite to eat anything so she curled up on the couch and watched TV.

" Hey Buffy how you feeling?" Tara

" Not so good." Buffy moaned clutching her stomach " I think I'm gonna be- " She jumped up the couch and ran upstairs. She ascended from the stairs looking 10 shades paler than she was before.

" Oh my god Buffy are you okay, you don't look very well." Tara questioned

" I know I didn't feel good this morning." Buffy

" Well are you gonna go see the doctor?" Tara

" Yeah I'll go now."Buffy

" Well do you want me to come with." Tara

" No it's okay I'll be fine." Buffy

"Okay well I'll tell Will and Dawnie okay."

" Okay well bye!" Buffy called leaving. The truth was that she was going to see Spike she wanted to apologise for her behaviour yesterday. She made it to the crypt and knocked the door and walked in, Spike came up.

" Hey, I think we need to talk." Buffy said

TBC.