Author's note:
Thanx for all the reviewers…… thanxx….. sobbb…… thanx…. Sobbbbb… thanx…. Luv u all….
Hellen: hmmmmm Seigaku's loveable person? Eiji, Fuji and Oishi are loveable, but Tezuka?? He's just sexy!! Hehehehehehhehehe… *drool* well, nice advice! Maybe I use it some other time…
Mimi: Don't know where I came up with that 'Papero'…. It's just a 'pin' sound in my head. Cute? THANK YOU!!
N3th3r^v^l@nd: Hehehe, thanx for reading until this chapter! Please bear with all the suckness of this story, ne!!
This chapter is dedicated to cenz: Thanx for your honest opinion!! I really like it! XD you right, I curse that story the 1st time I read it on the web… You make me realized that I shouldn't make story in the middle of bad mood!! (lame excuse, but if only you knew that it's true…T_T) For now, I remove that 'Don't look at me' story so I could fix it and post it (if I could make it better -_-;) about 1 or 2 months later! I hope this story could cure your disappointment! If not, KOROSHITSUZUKUTEEEEE SAMAYOU ITSUMADEMOOOO….. (Just kill me now, and I'll roam forever… ~Endless Rain by X Japan~) yeahh!! Long Live golden pair!!!
::Oishi's POV::
It's been 2 weeks since I bumped against this Eiji guy. Few things happened, and now I ended up living together with him. I really wish to escape from this house, but don't know why I haven't done it until now. Where are you, Tezuka? I want to see your stoic face, your cold smile. I miss you. I couldn't look for you, since I've been trapped in this difficult situation.
(Flashback)
The next morning after he washed me the night before… (ARGGHH!!!! If only you knew how that scene caused me a big bunch of trauma… could you imagine that I was rubbed and molested here and there including in my private place, with that kind of 'Dove' branded soap…! Hell that boy, it's a sexual harassing!! Worse than that, he did it so freely with that freaky laughter… I wonder if Sumire's act to Tezuka was better…? The old hag still paid him, after all. But this…)
(Author: Cut it out, Oishi! Start the flashback already!!)
Oh yeah…Anyway, the next morning…
Eiji: "Oh, Mom! Tadaima! When did you return…"
Mom: "Kyaaaaaa!! It's a phone call from my client! Gotta work to do, so much work to do. I'm leaving!! (leave)
Eiji: "Uh.. okay.. oh, hey nee-chan!! Long times no see, where have you…"
Nee-chan:"Kyaaaaa!!! My new boyfriend rapped his sheep last night, now I should go to the police as a witness!! I'm leaving!!" (leave)
Eiji: "Uhm… okay… eh? Hey Dad! Since when you…"
Dad: "SHUT UP BRAT!!!"
Eiji: "…Alcohol again?"
Dad: I'M LEAVING!! (leave)
(the house was empty)
I stole a sight at him, but when I wanted to call "Eiji", what came out from my throat was 'Woof". He only replied me with his trademark grin as if nothing had happened.
"Hehehe… It's always like this, Papero. Don't worry!"
( End of flashback)
I was planning to escape before, but I prefer to cancel it so I could accompany him just for that day, at least until his family returned. But they still disappeared nowhere until now. Practically he always talks to me, hug me, play with me and bring me walk… So I wonder… before he found me, what did he do all day?
(Another flashback)
It was a bright day. I was planning to sneak out from that house and leave, when I saw him watching a bunch of kids playing from far away. He giggled as he watched the kids playing, as if he was part of them. Then one of the kids saw him, and the accused:
"Look!! The weirdo!!"
They laugh mockingly at Eiji and abruptly run from that place. Eiji could only turn his back. I really wanted to chase the kids and gave them some lesson, but what came out from my throat was "Woof! Woof!"
Eiji laughed. It surprised me. He was still able to laugh. He said, "Hoi-hoi, don't worry Papero!!" Then he press his cheek against mine.
(End of flasback)
A weirdo? Well at first I'm not really disagree to that statement. Maybe he couldn't leave his house too often since his family always absence? Maybe it makes him have less time to socialize… I don't know. Or maybe he's just strange? His style is kinda… strange, what else. But in fact, sometimes he leave the house. He left the house and returned home on evening; sometimes with a big smile on his face, sometimes looked peeved and mumbled furiously like a spoiled kid. (A/N: CAN you guess where he was going?) I didn't know where he was going, since he always locked me in his room before he left. It's because that incident…
(Another flashback)
I could finally sneak out. I'm running as fast as the light from that house, and felt relieve for I didn't know a trouble had faced me. In front of me, a big dog showed his big teeth on me as if he wanted to destroy me. (Destroy me? Wait a minute… I'm a black Pomeranian, and he was a Pit Bull… I was just… I was just too cute to be true… What if… he wanted to rapped me?? Now that I've thought about it… YAAAAYYYY!!! Thanks God I was saved!! Imagine if that dirty big animal…..)
(Author: JUST CUT YOUR BABBLING and start the flashback!!!)
Uh… okay… anyway, I thought I was going to end up inside the dog's mouth when Eiji came and kicked the dog's butt out. Oh well… not that cool, but in fact it's a PIT BULL, you know how scary the animal can be.( I remember when Tezuka got a crescent shaped scar in his ass because of the dog. If only you knew how Sumire laugh at it so mockingly. About 1996 in America, there was a family who…)
(Author: *Holding a knife* O…I…SHI….)
Uh…. Okay… well… *back to serious face* It's really bad. The dog was so wild, and Eiji got several wounds in his hand. It's Eiji we're talking about, so I thought he was going to crying out loud, whined and grieved about the pain…. But… he didn't even look at his wound. Instead, he run towards me and held me. He said, "I'm sorry Papero!! I should've take care of you! I'm sorry, are you okay? Are you hurt?"
He kept apologizing over and over, but when I tried to say "It's alright", what came out from my throat was "Woof". So painful. Since that day, he locked me in his room everytime he left the house, with so much foods and toys.
Then I wonder…
How could people call someone as nice as him…. 'weirdo'?
::End of POV::
It was late at night, and the rain outside the window didn't seem to slow down. Oishi or 'Papero' was lying lazily on Eiji's bed, buried by his twisted thought. He wanted to search for Tezuka, but he didn't have the nerve to leave. Furthermore, he couldn't deny the fact that he felt happy there.
The rain kept falling harder.
Oishi swirled his body along the bed, and stopped when his nose smelled the scent of Eiji on the pillow. It's kinda… relaxing. Eiji's scent felt like a nostalgic embrace of old memories. He giggled. Suddenly, his sight stopped at a brown diary on the bed's corner. Drove by his curiosity, he dragged his body and opened that wood-covered diary with the help of his legs and mouth. It's quite hard to control which page he wanted to see, and he cursed Inui for all the difficulties he should face. Unintentionally, the diary stopped flapping on a page. He read Eiji's note on that day.
March 12th
Dear diary,
Today I accidentally confessed my love to Fuji!! GOSSSSSSHHHH!!! I felt like there was a scorpion crawling over my back! I know my expression was so embarrassing that time… OOOHH I'M SO ASHAMED!!! WHERE'S THE RIVER?? JUST LET ME SINK INTO THE WATER!!!
He could only giggled naughtily in his evil-puppy form, but if only he was human, he would extremely laughed out loud!!
He flapped several pages and saw another note.
Dear diary,
Today I found an extremely cute and fluffy black Pomeranian! Oishi smiled gently, and continue reading. You know, his face was so helpless and stupid! I just wanna laugh at him every time I saw him, the way he waved his head was just so silly!!
Oishi grunged. Damn that brat. But still he continued reading. But don't know why, I fell in love with this cute puppy since the first time I saw him.
Oishi blushed, before he immediately realized that he's a puppy anyway! So he read the next writing: you won't believe how cute this puppy is, so I named him with a cute name too: PAPERO. AAAAHHHH!!!! He's just too cute to be true! I felt like having a new friend. Really, I'm not alone anymore! I'm glad that now I don't have to disturb Fuji and Yuuta everyday!
Oishi felt relieved. So he has friends after all…
Feeling too curious, he impatiently opened several pages after that, and unfortunately stopped at the last page written on the diary. Something strange on the page; he glimpsed at a round shaped print of dried water, blurring the ink of last sentence.
Tears?No way. He ignored the strange mark and started to read the note. Surprisingly, Eiji's handwriting was a bit different from before. Kinda disordered and wrinkled here and there, he could tell by the first glimpse that the writer wrote it uncontrollably.
Dear diary,
They looked so happy together. I felt like a fool between them, I wondered what was the advantage of me being there anyway? I'm only a disturbance, an obstacle for Fuji. That eyes… he gazed him with such loving expression he never used to see me before. Why should he suddenly appear there between us? If only he didn't….
Oishi closed the diary.
Felt guilty that he had read such private note. Besides that, the handwriting became worse so that he couldn't read it further.
Then, he was surprised by the abrupt sound of the opened door.
Eiji has come. His body was all wet because of the rain.
Oishi was just prepared to glomped and stamped and hugged just like before, but his master didn't say a word. Instead, he amazed with Eiji's eyes; the expression he wouldn't expect to see. Desperate, broken, lost and empty.
And he saw a red handprint tinted Eiji's cheek.
"Woof!! Woof!!" Gosh, I hate my existence.
Eiji didn't reply the cheerful greeting. He only threw himself onto the bed and only let Oishi to see his back.
But Oishi could hear it, no matter how silent it was.
The boy was crying.
::TBC::
Author's note:
I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S SUCKS OR NOT!!!! I DON'T KNOW!!! AAAAAAARRRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!! *run away and suicide*
