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Samanda

Disclaimer: I do not own Dot hack.

No Closer To You

The suppression of emotion

Can never last.

In this case it is love.

Emotions will break free

In an overwhelming surge

Sending one into a height

Where people want to go.

Or sink you into a depth

Where no one wants to be.

When I am without you

I am felled by darkness

Torn between sadness,

Longing and despair.

But when I am with you

I remember how to smile

And laughter is possible.

Though I can move

No closer to you

In the way that I wish

Without losing a friend.

In those moments

I find myself…happy.

I am fixed in place.

I am sworn to surrender

To give you up

But tiny flickers of hope

Appear with your presence

And my spirit lightens.

But it isn't real.

You are hard to read sometimes

I don't know whether

You are truly oblivious

Or keeping your knowledge

To yourself

So I may keep my dignity.

Either way

I am lost to reason

When you are nearby.

Most people look for forever

But I fear what I feel

May be forever

I don't want it to be.

Forever might be great

If they love you back

But unrequited, forever

Kind of love

Is not what I want.

I want your love.

Please let tell me

That you love me.

Grant me back my serenity.