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T/M forever!
Samanda
Disclaimer: I do not own Dot hack.
No Closer To You
The suppression of emotion
Can never last.
In this case it is love.
Emotions will break free
In an overwhelming surge
Sending one into a height
Where people want to go.
Or sink you into a depth
Where no one wants to be.
When I am without you
I am felled by darkness
Torn between sadness,
Longing and despair.
But when I am with you
I remember how to smile
And laughter is possible.
Though I can move
No closer to you
In the way that I wish
Without losing a friend.
In those moments
I find myself…happy.
I am fixed in place.
I am sworn to surrender
To give you up
But tiny flickers of hope
Appear with your presence
And my spirit lightens.
But it isn't real.
You are hard to read sometimes
I don't know whether
You are truly oblivious
Or keeping your knowledge
To yourself
So I may keep my dignity.
Either way
I am lost to reason
When you are nearby.
Most people look for forever
But I fear what I feel
May be forever
I don't want it to be.
Forever might be great
If they love you back
But unrequited, forever
Kind of love
Is not what I want.
I want your love.
Please let tell me
That you love me.
Grant me back my serenity.
