Looking Back Part 6

Author: Lynndsiey

Author's Note: Hey everyone, let's see this counts as story # 2 for me correct? Wow that's pretty good for me. I want to thank Edene, Carolyn, Anadi, Arwen, Snippy, Knight, Court, Kylie and everyone else for their feedback and support. It means a lot to me and I want to thank you all. This story is for all of you guys.

Summary: See parts 1-5 for the summary.

Disclaimer: None of them are mine just the ones I make up all on my own.

"Looking Back" Part 6

It had been one month since Bobby asked me out and I had almost made a full recovery. My first day back to school was in 2 days I was starting on Monday. Bobby hadn't been back to school yet either, we had been trying to make up our work at home but it was difficult at times. Tonight Stephen was going out for the night with his brother, Bobby and I were going to stay in and celebrate our 1 month anniversery. "Bobby." I walked into his bedroom and shook him but he didn't move. "Bobby." I said his name louder and shook him again, still nothing. "Bobby!" I yelled and jumped on him this time. He jumped up in a second and smiled when he saw what woke him. "Hey you." I leaned down and kissed him. "Hey. Get up." I kissed him back. "Why? It's only 9 in the morning and its Saturday. "Because you and I are going to the mall today. It's our anniversery and I'm gonna get a new outfit." He started laughing. "What's so funny?" "You need a new outfit just because it's our anniversery?" "Yes, I want something to wear." "Well you don't have to wear anything you know." He rested his hands on my hips. "Yeah, you'd like that wouldn't you?" "Hmm...Yeah I'm might enjoy it." I laughed and kissed him again. "Come on, I just showered now go shower and I'm going to let your dad know we're going to the mall." "Okay." We kissed and then he went off to the shower and I went downstairs to let Stephen know what our plans were for today. Since I started living here Stephen had become the father I had lost after my parents divorce. It was really warm and welcoming in his home. He had been a little uneasy about me and Bobby at first but he seemed okay with it now. And even though he was okay with it and we were in high school there were still rules. Such as: Bobby and I weren't allowed in each other's rooms past midnight on a school night and we were never allowed to spend the night in each other's rooms whether it was a school night or not. That really was the rule, other than that his father didn't care what we did, we had to leave the door open when we were in each other's rooms though. That sucked but we got over it. "Morning Stephen" "Hey Linds. How did you sleep?" "Okay, Bobby and I are going to the mall today. He's in the shower now."

"Okay, and tonight you guys are having dinner here right?"

"Yeah. Our one month anniversery already can you believe it?"

"I know. You two are so happy though, you're special, what you guys have is very special." "Yeah I know. He's great, he's so sweet." "Well I'm just glad you two are happy together." Just then Bobby came downstairs with his keys and my jacket in hand. "Ready." "Yup. Bye Stephen see you later."

"Bye dad."

"Bye you two have a good time, don't spend too much money." I laughed and we walked out the door.We went all over the mall. We went to Weather Vane, Rave, Abercrombie & Fitch and Bobby had to get some athletic pants and shirts at Dick's Sporting Goods. All I have to say is MEN. Well by the time we were done with all that it was close to 2 pm and I still had to go to Victoria's Secret and some new bras and panties. That was our last stop, before stopping there Bobby brought me to Auntie Anne's for a homemade pretzel. I found the most beautiful dress at Weather Vane for tonight. I loved it and Bobby did too. I told Bobby he could go to the men's shop next door to Victoria's Secret but he said he'd rather come with me. When I got there I bought 3 sexy angel bras; white, black and baby blue., and I got 5 pairs of panties. I kept walking around the store and Bobby followed.

"You think they'll ever figure out Vicotria's secret?" That was the next thing I heard as Bobby crept up behind me. I giggled and turned towards him.

'I don't know but I think one day I'll make a Victor's secret."

"Oh, you're so so funny, aren't you?"

"Yes I think I am."

"Hey buy that." And he pointed over towards a very sexy black laced nightie.

"What!? Bobby no!"

"Why not? I think it's sexy." I turned to him and blushed.

"Okay fine." I walked over and grabbed it off the rack and we walked to the checkout. I reached in to pay but Bobby stopped and offered instead. I turend to him and kissed his cheek. "Thank you." He smiled and kissed my cheek back.

"You're quite welcome." We walked out and went to his car holding hands the whole way. When we got home Stephen was still there it was about 4 pm by the time we were home and Stephen was leaving at 5. For the next hour Bobby and I played video games in his bedroom. "Kids!" Stephen yelled up from the stairs. "Yeah dad?" Bobby walked to the door. "I'm heading out, I'll be home around 11:30- midnight." "Alright see you later." "Bye Stephen." "Bye, you guys set for dinner?" "Yeah. I'm cooking a nice meal for Lindsay." "Okay have fun." At 6 Bobby headed downstairs to start our meal and I started to get up with him. "No, no you stay here." "Why?" "I'm surprising you, now stay and watch TV or something." "Fine, but give me a kiss first." He came over and kissed me and went downstairs to make dinner. After 45 minutes it started smelling really really good and I couldn't wait. I continued to watch something on TV I wasn't really paying attention I was looking through Bobby's yearbook instead. Hour later he came up and told me to come down in 5 minutes. So I changed into my dress I had bought at Weather Vane. It was light blue with think straps and it fell just above my knee. I wore a pair of white heels and my diamond studs my parents chipped in to buy me for my 16th birthday and I was wearing the necklace Bobby bought me when we started going out. I pulled my hair up gently letting strand fall in front and with a quick dap of makeup I walked downstairs, it was still a little hard for me to walk but I was doing better. walked downstairs and heard the music playing softly in the background. I couldn't see Bobby anywhere so I walked into the dining room where the lights were dimmed and there were candles. That's when I saw my prince. "You look beautiful Linds." I blushed, I wasn't used to this side of him but he told me how beautiful I was everyday. "Thank you. You don't look so bad yourself." He had changed from the last time I saw him. He was wearing kaki dockers and a midnight blue sweater. "Come on and sit down." I sat right next to him. He had made steak and mashed potatoes and corn with baked bread. I took a bite and it was amazing. "Mmmmm..." "Good?" He asked before taking a bite. "Mmhmm... How did you learn to cook like this?" I turned to him and he looked sad all of a sudden. I reached for his hand and gave it a squeeze. "It's okay you can tell me baby." "When my mom was sick she taught me how to cook, and I've loved it ever since." I looked at him he had tears in his eyes and I reached over and kissed his cheek. "Well you're an amazing cook."

"Thank you." We finished our meal and then I helped with the plates. "Do you want to dance Linds?" "Sure I'd love to dance." And so we did we stood in the middle of the living room floor dancing for hours just him and I. At 9 o'clock we sat on the couch and just talked. "Do you want your gift now?" I asked him. "Sure let me go get yours." I walked upstairs and grabbed his and he went into the closet to get mine. "Here you go Bobby." I handed him a wrapped box, it wasn't big and it wasn't little. "Thanks baby, you open yours first." "If you insist." I opened up the box to reveal a beautiful bracelet that matched the necklace he bought me a month before. "Oh my god. Bobby it's so beautiful. Thank you so much sweetie." I leaned over and kissed him. "I'm glad you like it."

"Okay your turn." He opened up his gift. I had bought him a gold chain necklace, he saw it at the mall about a week ago and wanted it really bad but he couldn't get it. "Lindsay, baby thank you so much. I wanted this one so much." He leaned over and kissed me too. "Turn it over and read it." On the otherside was our names and the date. "Oh baby thank you so much." "Your welcome." We kissed and it turned more intense. The next thing I knew Bobby was on top of me with his hands up my shirt and mine down his pants. I pulled away. "What's wrong Linds?" He was all out of breath and so wasn't I. "Nothing. Just hold on okay, come upstairs with me." He followed me upstairs holding my hand. "Go in your room I'll be right in."

"Okay." We kissed and I walked into my room and took out the black nightie I bought today at Victoria's Secret. I slipped into it quickly and looked in the mirror before walking down the hall and into Bobby's bedroom. He was sitting on his bed waiting. He looked up and froze, his eyes locked into mine and I walked over to his bed. I was shaking. I leaned over and kissed him and he pulled me to him and I laid myself over him and started kissing him with my arms wrapped around his neck. I pulled his shirt up over his head and threw it, I ran my hands over his chest. And then I reached for his belt and pulled it off then the button came and finally the zipper. There he was laying clad in only his black silk boxers. He was so gorgeous. Next I knew he rolled me over so he was on top of me and he began kissing my neck and my collar bone. Then he reached and pulled the nightie over my head and with shaking hands he cupped my breast and kissed, licked, tickled and teased it. I was trembling, and so was he. "Lindsay you okay?" He whispered. "Yeah, it's just well you know. I'm nervous it's our first time." "Don't worry baby, everything is going to be all right I won't hurt you." "I know that." And with that I felt him reach and draw down my panties. I had relaxed more and was actually very happy. He came back up to me and I pulled his boxers off of him and he looked into my eyes and kissed me as he joined our bodies together. I moaned with pleasure and moaned his name. We both reached ectasy and our bodies fell limp as the energy drained our bodies and we lay next to one another catching our breath. I laid my head on Bobby's chest and he played with my hair. I was smiling, I couldn't believe what I had done I was 16 and I just lost my virginity to this guy who happens to be 18. I wasn't upset I was just stunned I guess. We laid there talking about anything and everything; just making conversation. Before we knew it, it was quarter after midnight and we heard the front door opening so I ran into my bedroom and dressd into pajamas. We both went downstairs and talked to Stephen for a while, he looked kind of funny and I was so worried he suspected something. "Well I'm tired I'm going to go upstairs and get to bed. I'll see you kids in the morning." "Night dad." "Night Stephen." Bobby and I watched some TV in the living room and then we went up to bed. We stopped when we got to the top of the stairs. "Night baby." "Night Bobby." We kissed each other and went off to bed. I couldn't fall asleep, all I could think about was Bobby and how great I felt with him. And there was one other thing, yes one other thing. Bobby and I never used protection. What if? No Lindsay stop it, it was one time. Yeah but still once is all it takes. Thats all I could think about but I finally fell into a restless sleep. A few months went by and Bobby and I couldn't be happier together. We hadn't slept together since our anniversery almost 2 months ago. I don't know if it was because we were scared or because Stephen never seemed to leave the house. I was back at school and had been about 2 months. It was weird at first but it was so great. I was glad I didn't have to sit around anymore. Bobby was great too, he helped me with my books and everything. Andrea was so jealous you could see it in her eyes. When I got home that afternoon Bobby went to change and the doorbell rang so I went to answer it, Stephen was still at work. It was a police officer. "Can I help you?" "Are you Lindsay Dole?"

"Yeah. Come on in." "Thank you. I'm here about your mother." "What about her? Hold on one second." I ran upstairs and called for Bobby, he came down right away. "Have a seat officer." "Thank you. We've arressted her and we'll be charging her tomorrow with the attempted murder, assault of you, possesion of a weapon and cause to do bodily harm." "Oh my god." I sobbed and Bobby wrapped his arms around me. "You don't have to be there if its too hard for you but if you do the arraignment is at 10am tomorrow."

"Thank you." Bobby told the officer I couldn't even speak. He showed the officer the way out and then came back and I cried into his arms for hours. Stephen came home but I didn't even know until dinner time, I guess he stayed away to give Bobby and I space. I decided to go to the courthouse tomorrow and Bobby was going to go with me. I couldn't sleep that night, not because of the events of today but because I was up sick all night. Bobby must've heard me because he was by my side the whole night. "I'll be okay."

"Yeah, well I'm staying with you so stop saying you're okay." So he stayed up with me all night and was by my side. I was sick all morning too. "Maybe we should stay home." That's what Stephen and Bobby both told me that morning at the table.

"No, I'm okay really."

"Alright but if Bobby thinks you need to come home he's brining you home." "Okay." When we got to the courthouse my mother was there but they wouldn't let me speak to her, which was okay by me. "Commonwealth vs. Jacquliene Dole attempted murder, assault, possesion of weapon, and causing bodily harm." "Robert Sklar for the defendant your honor, we enter a plea of not guilty, we wave reading and ask that my client be released on bail."

"Gregory Digan for the commonwealth we oppose bail your honor."

"Bail is denied, and a trial date is to be set for one month from today. Next case." "Okay Linds, let's go you look awful. We need to get you home." The ride home was silent until we passed Brooks pharmacy. "Bobby, could you stop at Brooks I have to pick something up."

"Sure sweetie." He pulled in and got ready to get out and go in with me. "No stay. I just have to go get some....." What could I tell him that would keep him away? "Some what?" I got it. Brillant Linds. "Tampons. And you don't need to come in for that."

"Oh okay, your very right on that one I'll just sit here."

"Okay." I walked in and bought 3 of them and started walking to the register but stopped. Wait I told Bobby I needed tampons so I have to pick some of those up too. I walked back to the register with my four items, paid and walked back to the car. "Geez. They give you a big enough bag?"

"Yeah I know really." I laughed. But deep down I was terrified, I knew what I had to do when I got home and I knew it would change our lives forever.

End of part 6