Chapter 2
Disclaimer - I don't own Inuyasha blah blah blah does.
AN - Don't forget to review!! ^.^
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It's been four months. Four long months since my father left us. Nearing the
end I hate to admit it, but I wanted him gone. I was tired, and I felt like I aged
a thousand, and one years.
I remember how it was the day my father left. I was so numb, I could have
been considered Emotionless, I still am, but it started when my father left.
****Flashback****
Kagome ran up to her father at the door, and wrapped her small arms around
his legs.
"daddy don't leave!" Kagome whined
"I have to dear, your mother and I aren't getting along you know that"
Kagome nodded, and let go of his legs, she stepped back and folded her arms
behind her. Her father looked her over, and stopped at her eyes. He was
shocked her eyes looked as if they held no emotion. Her face was stoic and
straight.
As if she had no feelings. He asked himself how and when she got
this way, but he realized that he barely paid her any attention, while he was
fighting wih his wife. He missed out on almost a year of his only girl
growing up, and he's going to miss out on most of the next year too.
He swore that he wouldn't miss any more after that. He felt like crying
when he heard what his little girl said as he walked towards the door.
"If your leaving, don't come back, as soon as you step out that door, your
dead to us. To me, and Souta, and to mother. It's better that way,
because then at least Souta will only know what we tell him of you, and
he'll grow up loving you, even if you aren't there"
He turned around shocked at what his Kagome said. Her face was still
unbelievably unemotional. She had no more love in her heart. It was
all encased in ice during the storm, and layer's of more ice added to it.
Hiding his only daughter's heart in an ice burg.
He couldn't help it, he stepped outside, and walked to the car. He looked
to see his Kagome staring at him,, with acceptance to his decision. She
shut the door, and he stared shocked that he had just been shoved from
his family, by fighting with his wife.
His Kagome, no she was no longer his. She belonged to the darkness
of her emotions now, and he couldn't do anything about it. Tears fell
down his face as he left his house. As well as everything he ever loved.
Kagome watched as he left her. She walked towards the door the see him
getting into his car. She stared at him for a minute more, and then shut the
door. Her father was dead. The man out there wasn't her father.
**** End flashback****
We had packed up, and moved right away. We put most of our house hold
stuff in storage. We had moved to my grandfather's shrine only the gods
know where. It's considerably peaceful and we all went into morning, all
except my little brother
Like I said my father died that day. He wasn't in our lives anymore.
We're starting anew, but our emotions are still stuck in that sad
place. Well my mother's is. Mine's stuck in the darkness hoping to never
come out.
My mother worries over me all the time, I guess i'm pretty scary because
i'm a 7 year old that doesn't show my emotion's, and I never cry. Iv'e
learned what lying is, I don't call it lying. I call it acting, iv'e taken to
laughing and smiling. I don't want my mother to know how much pain
i'm in. It'll just make it worse for her.
I'm at the park right now, swinging, watching a rowdy boy with long
white hair and big expressive Amber eyes, yell at some poor kid smaller
then him with short black hair. There was a girl right next them glaring at
the boy with short black. I would have felt sorry for him, if I could have.
I watched in amusement as the boy with white hair smacked the younger
one with black hair upside the head. I looked around, and my eyes fell
upon another boy with moon glowing hair, and golden eyes.
He looked bored, but his face was lite up with amusement at his
supposedly younger brother's stupidity. He looked slightly familiar,
like iv'e seen him before.
I looked over to my mother and Souta, and saw my mother looking
at me sadly. I sighed inwardly, and smiled at her. 'Time to act'
I got off of my swing, and walked over to the girl the was still glaring
at the black haired boy. She noticed me walking up to her and looked
at me curiously, I smiled.
"Hi, I'm Higurashi Kagome" She smiled at me
" I'm Sango, and this is Houshi Miroku" She pointed to the Black haired boy
"And this is Inuyasha" She pointed to the white haired boy. They both
looked at me curiously I just smiled, and answered their questions. I
should be an actress, Iv'e just begun to act, and they already think im a
happy little girl, like I used to be.
I looked up to the boy by the tree "Who's that?" I ask my new friends.
Inuyasha glared at the boy. "That's my half brother Sesshoumaru,
he's a cold hearted, emotionless...." I stopped listening to Inuyasha.
Inuyasha's brother doesn't love, he hides behind a mask. One of calmness
and patience. I watched him look at me, he started to come down to the
small group that Sango, Miroku,Inuyasha, and I made.
I didn't like this if I could spot his hiding. Then he could easily spot
me. I don't want anyone to know. I could get parent's to believe, i'm
a happy little girl, like all the other happy little girls. I could trick him too.
I smiled happily as he approached our odd group. I ignored him as I
talked happily with Sango. I knew he was there, but I wasn't about to
pay attention to him. I have too much to hide.
He walked up to me, and tapped me on the the shoulder. I turned around
, and almost forgot about my act, He was beautiful, especially close up.
I smiled and stuck my hand out.
"Hi, I'm Kagome" he looked at me curiously, but didn't take my hand so I let
it fall away.
"I'm Sesshoumaru" Calm unemotional, just as I suspected. I smiled a smile
that wins over everyone. One that doesn't reach my eyes. I knew this as I
looked at Sesshoumaru smiling, something flicked acros his face, and I knew
he knew, that I was just like him. Except i'm better at acting.
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How was it? Please review ^.^
Next chapter she'll be older, and yes I know this chapter was kinda wierd
in the flashback I had most of it in her father's point of view 'cause it seemed
better that way. Also she's in the park the entire time she's going over her
thought's. Her mother is there on a bench with little Souta. Sorry if i spelled
any names wrong. I don't know the name of Kagome's grandfather's shrine
or her father or her mother. I don't know Sango's last name or Miroku's
and i'm sorry if i spelled Kagome's last name wrong, Or if it's a totally diffirent
name. Hehehe^.^
.~**~Lunakitty~**~.
Disclaimer - I don't own Inuyasha blah blah blah does.
AN - Don't forget to review!! ^.^
( ) ( )
(^.^)
It's been four months. Four long months since my father left us. Nearing the
end I hate to admit it, but I wanted him gone. I was tired, and I felt like I aged
a thousand, and one years.
I remember how it was the day my father left. I was so numb, I could have
been considered Emotionless, I still am, but it started when my father left.
****Flashback****
Kagome ran up to her father at the door, and wrapped her small arms around
his legs.
"daddy don't leave!" Kagome whined
"I have to dear, your mother and I aren't getting along you know that"
Kagome nodded, and let go of his legs, she stepped back and folded her arms
behind her. Her father looked her over, and stopped at her eyes. He was
shocked her eyes looked as if they held no emotion. Her face was stoic and
straight.
As if she had no feelings. He asked himself how and when she got
this way, but he realized that he barely paid her any attention, while he was
fighting wih his wife. He missed out on almost a year of his only girl
growing up, and he's going to miss out on most of the next year too.
He swore that he wouldn't miss any more after that. He felt like crying
when he heard what his little girl said as he walked towards the door.
"If your leaving, don't come back, as soon as you step out that door, your
dead to us. To me, and Souta, and to mother. It's better that way,
because then at least Souta will only know what we tell him of you, and
he'll grow up loving you, even if you aren't there"
He turned around shocked at what his Kagome said. Her face was still
unbelievably unemotional. She had no more love in her heart. It was
all encased in ice during the storm, and layer's of more ice added to it.
Hiding his only daughter's heart in an ice burg.
He couldn't help it, he stepped outside, and walked to the car. He looked
to see his Kagome staring at him,, with acceptance to his decision. She
shut the door, and he stared shocked that he had just been shoved from
his family, by fighting with his wife.
His Kagome, no she was no longer his. She belonged to the darkness
of her emotions now, and he couldn't do anything about it. Tears fell
down his face as he left his house. As well as everything he ever loved.
Kagome watched as he left her. She walked towards the door the see him
getting into his car. She stared at him for a minute more, and then shut the
door. Her father was dead. The man out there wasn't her father.
**** End flashback****
We had packed up, and moved right away. We put most of our house hold
stuff in storage. We had moved to my grandfather's shrine only the gods
know where. It's considerably peaceful and we all went into morning, all
except my little brother
Like I said my father died that day. He wasn't in our lives anymore.
We're starting anew, but our emotions are still stuck in that sad
place. Well my mother's is. Mine's stuck in the darkness hoping to never
come out.
My mother worries over me all the time, I guess i'm pretty scary because
i'm a 7 year old that doesn't show my emotion's, and I never cry. Iv'e
learned what lying is, I don't call it lying. I call it acting, iv'e taken to
laughing and smiling. I don't want my mother to know how much pain
i'm in. It'll just make it worse for her.
I'm at the park right now, swinging, watching a rowdy boy with long
white hair and big expressive Amber eyes, yell at some poor kid smaller
then him with short black hair. There was a girl right next them glaring at
the boy with short black. I would have felt sorry for him, if I could have.
I watched in amusement as the boy with white hair smacked the younger
one with black hair upside the head. I looked around, and my eyes fell
upon another boy with moon glowing hair, and golden eyes.
He looked bored, but his face was lite up with amusement at his
supposedly younger brother's stupidity. He looked slightly familiar,
like iv'e seen him before.
I looked over to my mother and Souta, and saw my mother looking
at me sadly. I sighed inwardly, and smiled at her. 'Time to act'
I got off of my swing, and walked over to the girl the was still glaring
at the black haired boy. She noticed me walking up to her and looked
at me curiously, I smiled.
"Hi, I'm Higurashi Kagome" She smiled at me
" I'm Sango, and this is Houshi Miroku" She pointed to the Black haired boy
"And this is Inuyasha" She pointed to the white haired boy. They both
looked at me curiously I just smiled, and answered their questions. I
should be an actress, Iv'e just begun to act, and they already think im a
happy little girl, like I used to be.
I looked up to the boy by the tree "Who's that?" I ask my new friends.
Inuyasha glared at the boy. "That's my half brother Sesshoumaru,
he's a cold hearted, emotionless...." I stopped listening to Inuyasha.
Inuyasha's brother doesn't love, he hides behind a mask. One of calmness
and patience. I watched him look at me, he started to come down to the
small group that Sango, Miroku,Inuyasha, and I made.
I didn't like this if I could spot his hiding. Then he could easily spot
me. I don't want anyone to know. I could get parent's to believe, i'm
a happy little girl, like all the other happy little girls. I could trick him too.
I smiled happily as he approached our odd group. I ignored him as I
talked happily with Sango. I knew he was there, but I wasn't about to
pay attention to him. I have too much to hide.
He walked up to me, and tapped me on the the shoulder. I turned around
, and almost forgot about my act, He was beautiful, especially close up.
I smiled and stuck my hand out.
"Hi, I'm Kagome" he looked at me curiously, but didn't take my hand so I let
it fall away.
"I'm Sesshoumaru" Calm unemotional, just as I suspected. I smiled a smile
that wins over everyone. One that doesn't reach my eyes. I knew this as I
looked at Sesshoumaru smiling, something flicked acros his face, and I knew
he knew, that I was just like him. Except i'm better at acting.
( ) ( )
(~.~)
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
How was it? Please review ^.^
Next chapter she'll be older, and yes I know this chapter was kinda wierd
in the flashback I had most of it in her father's point of view 'cause it seemed
better that way. Also she's in the park the entire time she's going over her
thought's. Her mother is there on a bench with little Souta. Sorry if i spelled
any names wrong. I don't know the name of Kagome's grandfather's shrine
or her father or her mother. I don't know Sango's last name or Miroku's
and i'm sorry if i spelled Kagome's last name wrong, Or if it's a totally diffirent
name. Hehehe^.^
.~**~Lunakitty~**~.
