Un-break My Heart
Disclaimer: I do not and will never own GW/SM if I ever did you would see Rei paired up with Wufei or Heero!!
Rei sat in the sofa next to her bedroom window. She watched the rain hit her window as it was falling. It had been four days since Wufei had died. To Rei it felt like four centuries that had been filled with pain and darkness. It felt like there was a war going on that had left some wounds that would never be healed by anything or anyone. She gazed out her window wishing that everything could be as bright and cheerful as it had always seemed to Rei when Wufei was around. But even if the sun shone bright
for an eternity for her there would always be a storm. A storm filled with many emotions, emotions of rage, longing, torment, sorrow, pain, and hopefulness that she would have him back some day.
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Come and kiss the pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here by my side
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She got up from the sofa and walked over to her dresser. She changed from her long black dress into black sweatpants and a long t-shirt. 'I should go back out there with them' she thought.
The guys had come over with her straight from the funeral. She told them to sit and then had excused herself to go and change.
She walked back out to the living room and sat down. All the guys were standing up except Duo he was sitting next Rei.
Duo saw her has soon as she had come out. To him it did not seem like this was the Rei that he knew. Her hair was down like regular but it had only been half brushed, she did not wear any of the make-up she usually wore, she had been wearing darker colors since the death, and her eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. At the funeral she had cried non-stop, Trowa had let her cry on his shoulders for a while. She was trying to be strong right now. This was not the girl that he saw as his sister. She was no longer happy or energetic. How he longed to have the real Rei back.
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Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
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One of the guys who was standing in the shadows of the living room longed to cheer her, hug her, comfort her; be there all the time when she needed it. How he wished he could but he knew that it was impossible at this moment. Her husband, his friend, had just died and he was already thinking about her in a different way. 'Stop thinking about her' he kept telling himself that.
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Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
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Rei was sitting on the couch next to the window. She kept staring outside as if expecting for some-thing or some one to come and cheer her up, get her out of this depressing state. But she knew that that thing or someone would never come. It was millions of miles away from her.
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Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
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"Guy's I think that we should go and rest, as should you Rei." spoke Quatre
"Yeah, I'm tired and I'm sure Rei is also" said Duo.
"Rei you are going to bring your stuff to my house tomorrow and stay right?" asked Quatre.
"Of course Quatre" she replied not looking up.
"Well then we'll see you then."
She stood up and gave a small smile as they left, "Goodbye".
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Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
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They went out the door and closed it. Rei didn't bother to go and lock it. She walked back to her room. She closed it and walked over to her dresser. She opened a drawer and took out a… gun. She walked to her bed and sat down.
"I'll be seeing you soon Wufei, very soon."
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Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
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As soon as Heero got to his motorcycle he realized that he had forgotten his jacket. He told the guys to go on and that he would catch up.
'Damn I'm so stupid' he thought.
He went to the door and knocked. No one answered. He tried again. No one. He decided to see if she had even locked the door. It was unlocked he decided to go on in. He didn't see his jacket anywhere. He decided to go and find Rei to ask her if she knew where it was. He looked around the whole house. Zilch. He decided to knock on her bedroom door to see if she was there. No answer. He opened the door and looked around the room to see if she was in there. He saw her lying on the bed. 'I shouldn't wake her up. She must be tired.' He thought and was about to turn around until he saw something was coming through Rei's shirt and was dripping to the ground. He decided to go and see what it was. He put his fingers on it then looked at them. Blood. Blood was on his fingers. 'Holly shit!!'. He was trying to see what had caused it when he saw her hand was gripping something. He looked over and saw that it was a gun. 'I knew we shouldn't have left her alone.'
He picked her up and carried her out to the living room. He looked around to see where her car keys were. He saw them and took them. He basically hurled out the door. He opened the back door to her car and laid her down. He got into the drivers seat afterwards and sped off as fast as the car could.
While driving he got his cell phone out and dialed Quatre's house.
"Hello" spoke Duo on the other line.
"Duo tell the guys that I'm taking Rei to the hospital."
"What?? Why? What happened, Heero?" Duo asked nervous.
"I'm guessing she tried to commit suicide by shooting herself with a gun in the stomach."
"I knew we shouldn't have left her!! We'll be down there"
Heero hung up the phone.
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Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me.
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Rei woke up in a bed that she didn't recognize. 'Where in the hell am I?'. She looked around she saw a lot of equipment in the room, then she saw that she had ivy in her arm. She saw a nurse walking out. "Oh great! Who the fuck brought me to the hospital??!" she wondered out loud to herself.
"I did," she turned around immediately shocked that someone was with her. She saw Heero sitting in a chair. 'Oh great how am I supposed to confront Heero!?'
She turned around trying to avoid him.
"Why did you do it Rei?" he asked her immediately.
She didn't want to answer him. But her fury kicked in. "Why?!? You're asking me why! Why do you think?!? I lost the only thing in life that I really lived for!! I wanted to be with him. I want to forget everything miserable in my life! I wanted to be with him again!!"
"And what, you figured you would try cowering out! You did the cowardly thing by trying to kill yourself and just escape everything. Do you think that's what Wufei would have wanted?? For you to just coward out? And you know that you have us. We care about you."
"Why can't you get it?! I don't need you guys! I need Wufei!! Don't you realize that without him I can't go on!! I just can't wake up every morning knowing that he's not going to be there with me!! You don't know how I feel!! So just stay the fuck out of my life!!" She turned her head not wanting to talk to him anymore.
'That's what you think. Of course I know how it feels. I almost lost you also, damn it.'
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Un-break my heart
Sweet darling
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on
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Authors Notes: Hey people!!! Thanks for all the reviews!!! I enjoyed them all!! I know that this chapter is not that great!! But hey I'm trying !! I'll try to post as often as I can!! I'm happy that all of you like my story!! I'm also happy because Heero's expressing in his own mind how he feels even though he'll never tell anyone…YET!!!! I would love it if you would all review my story!!!
Lotsa Love!!
-Sandra
Disclaimer: I do not and will never own GW/SM if I ever did you would see Rei paired up with Wufei or Heero!!
Rei sat in the sofa next to her bedroom window. She watched the rain hit her window as it was falling. It had been four days since Wufei had died. To Rei it felt like four centuries that had been filled with pain and darkness. It felt like there was a war going on that had left some wounds that would never be healed by anything or anyone. She gazed out her window wishing that everything could be as bright and cheerful as it had always seemed to Rei when Wufei was around. But even if the sun shone bright
for an eternity for her there would always be a storm. A storm filled with many emotions, emotions of rage, longing, torment, sorrow, pain, and hopefulness that she would have him back some day.
*************************************************************************************
Come and kiss the pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here by my side
*************************************************************************************
She got up from the sofa and walked over to her dresser. She changed from her long black dress into black sweatpants and a long t-shirt. 'I should go back out there with them' she thought.
The guys had come over with her straight from the funeral. She told them to sit and then had excused herself to go and change.
She walked back out to the living room and sat down. All the guys were standing up except Duo he was sitting next Rei.
Duo saw her has soon as she had come out. To him it did not seem like this was the Rei that he knew. Her hair was down like regular but it had only been half brushed, she did not wear any of the make-up she usually wore, she had been wearing darker colors since the death, and her eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. At the funeral she had cried non-stop, Trowa had let her cry on his shoulders for a while. She was trying to be strong right now. This was not the girl that he saw as his sister. She was no longer happy or energetic. How he longed to have the real Rei back.
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Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
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One of the guys who was standing in the shadows of the living room longed to cheer her, hug her, comfort her; be there all the time when she needed it. How he wished he could but he knew that it was impossible at this moment. Her husband, his friend, had just died and he was already thinking about her in a different way. 'Stop thinking about her' he kept telling himself that.
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Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
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Rei was sitting on the couch next to the window. She kept staring outside as if expecting for some-thing or some one to come and cheer her up, get her out of this depressing state. But she knew that that thing or someone would never come. It was millions of miles away from her.
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Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
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"Guy's I think that we should go and rest, as should you Rei." spoke Quatre
"Yeah, I'm tired and I'm sure Rei is also" said Duo.
"Rei you are going to bring your stuff to my house tomorrow and stay right?" asked Quatre.
"Of course Quatre" she replied not looking up.
"Well then we'll see you then."
She stood up and gave a small smile as they left, "Goodbye".
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Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
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They went out the door and closed it. Rei didn't bother to go and lock it. She walked back to her room. She closed it and walked over to her dresser. She opened a drawer and took out a… gun. She walked to her bed and sat down.
"I'll be seeing you soon Wufei, very soon."
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Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
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As soon as Heero got to his motorcycle he realized that he had forgotten his jacket. He told the guys to go on and that he would catch up.
'Damn I'm so stupid' he thought.
He went to the door and knocked. No one answered. He tried again. No one. He decided to see if she had even locked the door. It was unlocked he decided to go on in. He didn't see his jacket anywhere. He decided to go and find Rei to ask her if she knew where it was. He looked around the whole house. Zilch. He decided to knock on her bedroom door to see if she was there. No answer. He opened the door and looked around the room to see if she was in there. He saw her lying on the bed. 'I shouldn't wake her up. She must be tired.' He thought and was about to turn around until he saw something was coming through Rei's shirt and was dripping to the ground. He decided to go and see what it was. He put his fingers on it then looked at them. Blood. Blood was on his fingers. 'Holly shit!!'. He was trying to see what had caused it when he saw her hand was gripping something. He looked over and saw that it was a gun. 'I knew we shouldn't have left her alone.'
He picked her up and carried her out to the living room. He looked around to see where her car keys were. He saw them and took them. He basically hurled out the door. He opened the back door to her car and laid her down. He got into the drivers seat afterwards and sped off as fast as the car could.
While driving he got his cell phone out and dialed Quatre's house.
"Hello" spoke Duo on the other line.
"Duo tell the guys that I'm taking Rei to the hospital."
"What?? Why? What happened, Heero?" Duo asked nervous.
"I'm guessing she tried to commit suicide by shooting herself with a gun in the stomach."
"I knew we shouldn't have left her!! We'll be down there"
Heero hung up the phone.
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Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me.
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Rei woke up in a bed that she didn't recognize. 'Where in the hell am I?'. She looked around she saw a lot of equipment in the room, then she saw that she had ivy in her arm. She saw a nurse walking out. "Oh great! Who the fuck brought me to the hospital??!" she wondered out loud to herself.
"I did," she turned around immediately shocked that someone was with her. She saw Heero sitting in a chair. 'Oh great how am I supposed to confront Heero!?'
She turned around trying to avoid him.
"Why did you do it Rei?" he asked her immediately.
She didn't want to answer him. But her fury kicked in. "Why?!? You're asking me why! Why do you think?!? I lost the only thing in life that I really lived for!! I wanted to be with him. I want to forget everything miserable in my life! I wanted to be with him again!!"
"And what, you figured you would try cowering out! You did the cowardly thing by trying to kill yourself and just escape everything. Do you think that's what Wufei would have wanted?? For you to just coward out? And you know that you have us. We care about you."
"Why can't you get it?! I don't need you guys! I need Wufei!! Don't you realize that without him I can't go on!! I just can't wake up every morning knowing that he's not going to be there with me!! You don't know how I feel!! So just stay the fuck out of my life!!" She turned her head not wanting to talk to him anymore.
'That's what you think. Of course I know how it feels. I almost lost you also, damn it.'
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Un-break my heart
Sweet darling
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on
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Authors Notes: Hey people!!! Thanks for all the reviews!!! I enjoyed them all!! I know that this chapter is not that great!! But hey I'm trying !! I'll try to post as often as I can!! I'm happy that all of you like my story!! I'm also happy because Heero's expressing in his own mind how he feels even though he'll never tell anyone…YET!!!! I would love it if you would all review my story!!!
Lotsa Love!!
-Sandra
