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' I can't leave him now.' She thought as she sat in her room in heaven. "I'm only seventeen I haven't even lived yet."

Never thought it would be me Living in a shattered dream Could this be the end for me? What I wouldn't give to have A life to live A day to plan Instead I'll be forever seventeen Could have lived out every dream I could have been most anything

Can someone wake me up? I haven't lived yet I'm only seventeen God did you forget I'm just a baby And I don't wanna be Forever seventeen

I'll never have a bed to make A test to take A summer day I'll always be forever seventeen Could have had a family If things had worked out differently Instead I'll be forever seventeen Could I have just one more day? A chance to learn from my mistakes

Can someone wake me up? I haven't lived yet I'm only seventeen God did you forget I'm just a baby And I don't wanna be Forever seventeen

In a matter of a moment Life fell before my eyes And now I'm looking at the meaning of The miracle of life Where are we going? Without even knowing the answer deep inside Forever seventeen So don't give up You haven't lived yet You're only seventeen And God did not forget You're just a baby

"Why Christian, why couldn't we have been together."

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"Satine, Satine no!"

Christian awoke from another nightmare that he's been having since the loss of his Satine.

Everything was going great, Christian got back the woman he loved, they were gonna have a baby, get married. But then Alfred stepped in and ended Satine's life forever. But when Satine died, Christian pretty much died along with her. He never went out, his old friends left him. He went mad, mad for his love to come back. Sure every once in a while he would see her, but it was just his illusion.

"Satine look what happened to me I'm a wreck. I miss you. I wish I knew where you were.

Calling out your name

Your face is everywhere

I'm reaching out to you

To find that you're not there

I wake up every night

To see the state I'm in

It's like an endless fight

I never seem to win

I can't go on as long as I believe

Can't let go when I keep wondering

Where are you now, what have you found

Where is your heart, when I'm not around

Where are you now, you gotta let me know

Oh baby, so I can let you go

I can hear your voice

The ring of yesterday

It seems so close to me

But yet so far away

I should let it out

To save what's left of me

And close the doors of doubt

Revive my dignity

Bit, I can't go on as long as I believe

Can't let go when I keep wondering



Where are you now, what have you found

Where is your heart, when I'm not around

Where are you now, you gotta let me know

Oh baby, so I can let you go

I should let it out, it's time to let you go

Oh baby, I just want to know

Where are you now, what have you found

Where is your heart, when I'm not around

Where are you now, you gotta let me know

Oh baby, so I can let you go

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It was like she could hear him sing to her. It was like their way of communicating so she sang something back, hoping he would hear it.

Even now I remember all the empty spaces you filled with love Even now Every corner of the world we share is still filled with love Even now Not a day goes by When I don't ache for you Through my tears I can always find you even now

Stars still shine when their gone Hearts that break will still beat on Letting go is the hardest thing to do Cause all those feelings start And time can change my heart It all leads back to you

Even now You in my dreams And in my dreams you always will be Even now You're the one true thing that brings my heart back home here to me When I'm scared I can close my eyes You are there Ever young And some how I can always find you even now

From all the memories kept inside To all the dreams we knew The rush of you will always be Apart of me.

Even now You in my dreams And in my dreams you always will be Even now You're the one true thing that brings my heart back home here to me Even now In my darkest night Still you shine Silver light So I'll go Through forever with you even. now

*~SONGS USED~*

Forever Seventeen- Zoƫ Girls

Where Are You Now- Britney Spears

Even Now- Shawna Corder