A/N Okay quickly before I get to Chapter Two I want to say that. My friends who read my stories and tell me personally what they think of them. They told me that I could keep five stories going so I am going to try I am sorry if I don't post for awhile I want to get a chapter done for each chapter. Therefore, this may be the last time I post for awhile. Thank you everyone who reads my fiches. I love you all. Ashley.

Chapter Two
Jason POV

Oh lord what have I done? Last night it seemed like a good idea. A way to get back at Brenda but now all this was really going to do is hurt two very special women. God. He was going to hurt the two women he cared about.

I need to get out of here. He couldn't be here any longer or he would want to make love to her again. No..no making love is what I do with Brenda. What I had with Courtney was sex. Plain and simple sex. Maybe not plain but it was sex.

Then why do you feel like it was more? Why are you hating walking out before she even wakes up? a little voice in that back of his head asked. Because it wasn't just sex. It was making love and you damn well know it.

No it was only sex, he said back to the voice. Sex that is all. Great sex but only sex.

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Jason walked out of the loft feeling like a jackass. He had left her a note telling her to meet her to meet him at Kelly's to talk. He had to tell he that he was married and that they couldn't see each other again. That he was sorry. "Dammit why did I take my ring off." He muttered to himself.

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Courtney woke up to a empty bed. She reached over to see if the man who had captured her heart with one night of passion. It could be that he was only her second lover but she knew it wasn't. He was so gentle, so kind, so caring, and so responsive. He treated her like a princess. All four times. When she reached over all she felt was paper. She picked it up and saw it was a note from him.

Dear Courtney, I want to meet with you at Kelly's. We really have to talk about something. Please meet me there around nine or ten.

Jason

For some reason, she had a bad feeling about this meeting. She looked at her clock to see what time it was. It was quarter till nine. She got out of bed and went to the bathroom and took a shower.

After that, she got dress in a pair of low-rise flare jeans and black tank top. She pulled her jean coat and left.

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She saw Jason sitting at the corner table. When she saw his face and it was creased with a frown, she knew something was wrong. She went to stand next to him and leaned down to give him a kiss. He turn his head right before her lips hit his cheek her kiss hit his mouth. It was supposed to be a quick peck but it turn in to a deep passionate kiss. He put his hands around her waist and held her in place. When he felt that it was getting a little out of control, he pulled back. "We need to stop and talk please."

"Okay." Courtney sat opposite of him.

"Would you like anything to eat or drink?" Jason asked.

"Just coffee please."

Jason called over Penny and got to cups a coffee for them. They sat in silence until they came. "Look Courtney there is something I should have told you before last night."

"What?" Courtney asked.

"You are going to be mad at me but can you control your temper so we won't make a scene."

"Maybe but I have know what is before I make a scene."

"This is really hard to say, so I am just going to say it." Jason paused. Looking into her deep blue eyes. Full of life and love to give to someone who deserved it. "I'm married Courtney." Jason said at last.

"What?" Courtney said in a cold tone.

"Courtney." he saw the rage in her blue eyes.

"What?" she said again. He voices raising slightly. "Your married?"

"Yes, Courtney."

"You lied to me?"

"Court."

"You made love to me while you are married to another woman?"

"Court.."

"You Jackass."

"Please calm down."

"No! Dammit! I will not calm down. You lied to me. Let me ask you something. Was I good laid? Was I responsive enough? Was I sexy enough for you? Was I a good fuck? Hell I must have been good. Do you want to pay me too now?"

"Courtney it wasn't lik."

"Do not tell me what it was like!" she snarled. "I know what you wanted and you got it. Oh I think you might want to know something because I am sure you don't remember, you know our second time around, while you're thighs were quivering you said something. You said I love you Courtney. I might not know what you wife's name is, I pretty sure it isn't Courtney." Courtney stood up. She went over to Jason. " Let me tell you something else. You were really good, I hope I was just as good." Jason saw the tears that were in her eyes.

Jason went to grab her arm before she left and when he did she turned around and slapped him soundly on the cheek. "Let go!" she sound in a looked cold voice. He did immediately he put his had up to his cheek and watch her walk out of the dinners. Jason felt tear stinging the back of his eyes but it wasn't from the pain of his cheek but because he really did mean what he said to Courtney. He did love her now he had ruined his chance with her.

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When Courtney walked out to the dinner, she went to the docks. She sat on the bench and let the tears that she had been holding back fall. Damn that man. Damn all men. They're nothing but heartache any way. She thought to herself.

A/N: Was it any good. Tell me.