A/N: thanks for all the reviews! Totally love ya!!! Ok well here is the story! Remember to R/R! (

Lizzie POV

Lizzie has been in her room all day after her conversation with Gordo. She's in there crying her broken heart out and writing in her dairy.

~Lizzie's Dairy~

how could he go out with her again?? HOW? I mean, they had a worthless 5 months relationship last year! Why would they try it again? I just don't get that? I mean yeah he did get cuter but like he wasn't cute before? I think that's the most fucked up reason to ask him out again! Because he got " hot" GOD! And also the other fucked up thing is that he accept it!!!! Now I WILL NEVER TELL HIM THAT I LIKE HIM! I don't have a chance with him anymore!!!! That's not FAIR!! ARGH g2g!

1 pissed off angel, Lizzie

I put my diary in my pillowcase and my other pillows so I don't have to worry about matt reading my diary. I'm laying down on my bed think about the conversation I had with Gordo.

~ flash back to the conversation ~

"Hey Gordo!" * gosh he looks cute in he publix uniform*

"Hey but OH MY GOSH! You will not believe who just asked me out today?" Gordo said kind of surprised yet excited.

" WHO?" Lizzie asked shock and upset

"Lets go sit down first cause my legs are killing me! I was on my feet like all day"

"Gordo. you only work like 3 or 4 hours "

"so. you would probably feel the same way if you had to stand up for 3 or 4 hours straight!"

* Dork* "whatever! Now tell me WHO ask you out!"

" Ok..Amanda !" he said excitedly

"WHAT! Are you fucking with me?!" I said surprise yet mad

" no I'm not and now we're going out again"

* WHAT! How could that be! This can't be happening!! Why!! Why NOW!! Why on the same day I was going to express my love for him?! Ok..ok.. Lizzie put yourself together, don't sound all mad and upset and whatever you do, DO NOT CRY*

"um.. Wow.. I'mmm.. So. surprise! How.. ?" I said calmly, fighting back the tears I turn way pretending to look at something in the sky while a tear go down her cheek.

"how did it happen?" I finish the question , still looking at the sky. * don't look at him or you will totally break out and cry, then him will be wondering why I'm crying*

*What's wrong with her why is she looking at the sky? Why won't she look at me?* " are you ok? Why are you looking at the sky?"

" oh I'm fine" I lied, trying to sound as happy as I can " the sky just so pretty today and its been a lot time since I see it this way, now go on tell me what happen" I ask him

" ok.? Well we saw each other in the hall and...."

~ in the hall way~ Gordo POV

* oh my god there Amanda, what should I do??* " hey Gordo" Amanda said so sweetly

" um.. hey."

" wow you look good! Have you being working out or something , cause all of a sudden you got all hot and stuff"

*like I wasn't before?* "um..yeah I been work out like the whole summer and um.. thank you"

"really well it working out for you" she said with a smile "Gordo.can I ask you something"

"um sure..?"

" well..do you want to be a couple again? I mean I feel so bad that I broke up with you and now that you looks so.ya know.well my feelings for you came back"

*what the fuck..is she asking me out? Well I really haven't gotten over her so I guess* " um.yeah" I said with a smile

" really?? Cool well then I'll see you around ok?" she gave him a hug after the broke loose " sure" I said with a smile on my face.

~ back to Lizzie and Gordo~

" and that's how is happen and now we're going out"

I was still looking at the sky while he was telling the story to me .I don't feel like saying anything to him cause if I do I will get all upset and my voice is going to be all shaky like and he probably would suspect something. All I did was nod my head and there was a silence between us.

"well I guess I'll go. It's getting kind of late ok?"

I nod my head and got up trying to hold back the tears and walk with him to the door.

" Bye, I guess I'll see you at school on Monday?"

" ARGH why did you say that now it going to remind me that hell is almost near"

That made me smile " ok then. I guess I'll see ya late then?"

* Great I finally made her smile* "that's better. Ok well bye"

~ flash back over~

I started to cry again.* I need to call Ann and Miranda. I can't handle it anymore!*

I got my phone and speed dial Ann's number.

"hello?" Ann said

" hey its me" I said sadly "um. hold on I'm going to do 3 way with Miranda ok.

" are you ok?"

" NO! but I'll tell you when I get Miranda on ok?"

"ok?"

I press flash and then dial Miranda's number and then wait for a ring and then press flash again.

" hello? Miranda, Ann?"

" hey "the both said

"ok now what's wrong? Why are you crying?" Ann asked

I told them the whole story, how Gordo and Amanda got back together.

" WHAT? Why would anyone would what to go out with him?? And why is he so stupid? Doesn't he realizes that the only reason why she asked him out was because he got cute, what a dumbass! " Miranda shouted

" I agree! Why would he accept it anyways? I thought I was totally over her!" Ann wonder

" How would I know! And yeah I thought so too " I said still crying " ya know what?"

" what" the both said that the same time

" life isn't affair! First Ronnie broke up with me for anther girl and the Ethan just like me as a friend and nothing more and now the guy I like for so long is not going out with someone and the fucken year didn't even started yet!!! I mean do you remember how I was when I like him last year? I was finally over Ethan and start liking Gordo and now...its going to be like hell for me! seeing them together all the time ARGH I can't handle it!"

" don't worry, there will be better and HOTTER guys at Lincoln ( the high school they're going to) and you can forget about that fucken loser!!" Miranda said trying her best to cheer me up.

"yeah and who knows? maybe your feeling for Gordo will go away and pretty soon you have a different crush and he will be better looking " Ann said

"also a better friend!" Miranda said

" what do you mean a better friend?" I asked

" well didn't you say one time that you told him that you liked him?"

" yeah but I said LIKED-ED and that was a while ago"

" and he use to like you too right?"

" yeah so...what do that have to do with anything?!?" I shouted at Miranda

" well don't you think that he was smart enough to figure out that maybe you were bullshitting with him and really still like him? And if he figure that out what in the hell would he tell you that?"

"no! Gordo is smart with a lot of shit but the whole girls thing ya know..his a totally dumbass. I mean I doesn't even know when I'm flirting with him. He's just a totally clueless dumbass!" the girls started to laugh at the last remark

" yeah, but aren't all guys like that?" Ann asked

2 second of silence

" yes!" all other them said together and start to laugh again.

"well thanks guys, I really needed that!" I said to them

" yeah well what are friends for?" Miranda said

" yeah.hey ya want to do something tomorrow ya know to get our minds off school and BOYS" Ann ask

" sure what ya want to do?" Miranda ask

" we can go shopping and go to my house and swim in the pool." I said

" sure that sound fun!" Ann said

"totally!"

"ok see ya tomorrow!"

they all hung up, thinking they are going to have a great time tomorrow *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~

how was it?? GOOD? BAD?? Well please REVIEW I would totally love ya!! Chapter 4 will be up probably late cause I have school 2morrow :P but I'll try to update soon! ~peace out~