Chapter 2: Dawson

Hey Mr. Big Shot Director,

  Seems your dreams have finally come true, mostly. Don't worry Dawson; I know you'll be great, greater than Spielberg. By the time you're through conquering the world they won't even remember the great Spielberg anymore. You'll meet him one day Dawson, and you'll work with him before you hit the top. Hold on to reality though because you don't want to float too high.

  So, how does the real world feel? Los Angeles all it's hyped up to be? Keep in touch with the Capeside Crew though. Your friends and family will keep you grounded, keep you the nice guy you are. The last thing we need is another Todd running lose on the streets. Then again, the streets are lacking of Todd since Audrey came along, and if you ask me it's a good thing he showed up in Capeside while we were filming your "first" movie.

  Speaking of which, the movie is the past Dawson. It's the beginning of our world, our friendships and relationships. That movie is a milestone in life; it's based on a milestone in our life as well. Keep it close and remember what came before and after the movie. Some of the things we said and did can not be taken back, but sometimes we get our second chances to do things differently. You will get that chance Dawson, and I know you will seize it. Has it happened yet? I'm even more out of the loop than I ever thought I would be.

   I will touch a subject with you that I know is on the verge of shattering. Joey Potter. I know you love Joey, and I know that you would love to have her back, to be with her but Dawson she's in love with Pacey and I know it might be hard to comprehend sometimes. You and Joey are soul mates, but in definition soul mates do not mean lovers, a soul mate is two souls that fit together. You and Joey fit, just not as lovers. Being "lovers" blinded you and Joey. Pacey is your best friend and he loves her more than you could ever imagine, he needs her just as much as she needs him.

   Now, as you read this I'm going to guess that you're sitting somewhere in your house, since I've got it mailed there. Look around Dawson; is Andie by any chance near by? Look closely at her Dawson. What do you see? Think about that. I'm not around to meddle in person, so I'll do it this way. I caught on to something Dawson, seeing you two at the Potter's B and B and at the Ice House for our little "get together" you two are hiding something, trying to maybe run from whatever feelings you are developing. Andie as always understood you Dawson, understood what you were going through when Joey left with Pacey. You two could be great together.

   All meddling aside now for a little sentiment and maybe a few more tears. Dawson Leery I don't know if you knew this or not but you were the first boy I ever really cared for. You opened my eyes to a world I had never seen before, a world of movies, laughter and true friends. I cannot thank you enough for helping me through the tough times and giving me some great laughs.

   I Love you Dawson with all my heart.

           Goodbye. 

                Jen.