I was begged for a second chap from Shag, and becuz I luvs her so much Im makin one for her. This chapter is going to kill me, I thought I wasn't capable of finishing the other one let alone this!
Julie was sure Jack would be all right if she had explained her reasons, but he was in shock.
"Jack, I really am sorry, but I love you so much it hurts and you being with her would have killed me."
"Listen Julie, let me alones for a few days and I'll sees if I can stand ya," Jack murmured not getting up from the ground. Julie nodded, the tears coming, and ran away.
Jack sat thinking for a while and decided to try and move on, it would take awhile, but he could do it.
ONE YEAR LATER
(that means that Julie's 16 and Jack's 18 for some people reading this that I know aren't as obsessed with as I am)
Jack sat outside the lodge house smoking a cigarette. Julie was supposed to meet him at 6 and it was 6:30.
"Jack! I'm sorry it took forever for me to get back form the," Julie suddenly stopped herself as her eyes fell on his face. "From where I was." Her voice was a mere whisper, but Jack still loved it. He had pushed Sarah from his mind completely, David and Les too.
David had committed suicide soon after finding his sister and Les had run away to God knows where. Jack and Julie headed down the alley and began kissing passionately for quite a while before they heard snickers coming from the end of the alley.
"Snitch, wat ya doin' dare?" Jack asked.
"I tought me and me goil could get sum private time, but I sees I was wrong," the brown haired boy said, his girlfriend Jill laughing along with him.
"Go away!" Jack motioned for them to leave and they went and found some other alley to make-out in.
"Jack, I can't help myself anymore. I feel so terrible. I can't stand the dreams!" Julie exclaimed suddenly.
"What are you talkin' bout?" jack questioned.
"Sarah, David, Les, I ruined their lives and yours! I love you so much, but they haunt me. I always see Sarah lying on the ground covered in blood. I saw David jump from his roof! Did you know that!? Les is over in Brooklyn starving cuz he won't eat, no matter what Spot says or does!" she cried.
"Dose names sound familah, but I don't member dem exactly," jack thought hard, but no recollection came. Julie shook her head and sat on the dusty ground.
"Promise me that you'll love me forever," she whispered.
"I promise," Jack replied kneeling eye level with her. She had tears in her eyes, but she hurriedly wiped them away and pushed her nightmares from her mind.
R&R EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KR!574N
