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Tears of a Bleeding Heart: Chapter One: The Prelude to Sorrow (Squall PoV)
Away from the hamlet from where he used to live, Squall found an old abandoned cabin that looked safe to stay in. It had almost everything he needed. plumbing, running water, and a bed. Squall just lay out on the rickety bed that was in his room. His eyes were bloodshot from lack of sleep. They complimented the dark rings under them. He hadn't slept in days. He would just lay down on the bed and shut his eyes, and then the nightmares would come back in a rush. They had worsened too. No longer did he only see them in his sleep, and he saw them every time his eyes closed. There were so many of them he lost count. He could bear some of the nightmares, but not all. The most startling and terrifying ones had always ended with him gruesomely killing Rinoa. He just couldn't take it any longer. The isolation was killing him from the inside and out. He yearned for Rinoa. Her raven hair, her beautiful eyes, her warm smile, gentle touch. Being isolated from her was torture. 'It ends now' he thought to himself. 'I need to see her'
~Flashback~
Squall took one last look at the mansion before trudging down the dark dirt path with his gunblade slung over his shoulder. He felt guilty leaving Rinoa but he had to. 'If I stay, I could wind up killing her.' He thought 'Ultimecia is trying to get into my mind, but she's dead. Isn't she?' He just needed to get away, far away from Rinoa. 'When the nightmares go away, I'll come back, I swear. I love you Rinoa Heartilly, and I swear on my love for you. Besides, they won't get worse.' He was wrong, the nightmares got only worse. He isolated himself, fighting the demons that lay in his mind planting his dark nightmares. Someone was pulling the stings in him, and was only a matter of time before that someone found the master cord. . .
~Flashback~ ( Rinoa PoV )
Rinoa and Selphie returned. Rinoa was in slightly higher spirits than she was before she had left. Selphie was constantly trying to take her mind off the subject of Squall, but she just couldn't. 'I just hope he's over his attitude now.' She thought as she walked up the front steps caring her shopping bag. Immediately as she entered she dropped her bag next to the door and bolted up to Squall's room, finding the door unlocked.
"Squall. . . Squall?" she ask quietly. She glanced around the room and found Squall's note and ring, Greiver (You have acquired "Squall's Note". . .hehe sorry, lack of sleep kicking in, if u play RPG's or maybe even resident evil, you will get what I mean. . . sortta). She skimmed over the note and suddenly felt like she had been hit by a car.
"Hey Rin, where'd ya' go!?" Selphie yelled from downstairs.
Rinoa just stared at the ring and note, hundreds of thoughts flowing through her mind. But one thought stuck out more than the others did. . .
'He left me. . .'
('.') Author Commentary ('.') Hey yah.Chapter one is done finally. Did a lot of revising. Discovered FanFic takes out multiple . signs that I so frequently use for pauses in thoughts and speech. Oh well, Hope you like this update, R&R plz, no flamers, tell me what to improve on! 2 more chapters to go! Next chapter: Bleeding Hearts (yah I know, not that much R content, trust me.it'll get there, just you wait and see) PS: TY PerfectSoldier09 for the helpful review. No new post till I got 5 reviews cuz I'm a NEWB! Sincerely : Happyboby The Author
Tears of a Bleeding Heart: Chapter One: The Prelude to Sorrow (Squall PoV)
Away from the hamlet from where he used to live, Squall found an old abandoned cabin that looked safe to stay in. It had almost everything he needed. plumbing, running water, and a bed. Squall just lay out on the rickety bed that was in his room. His eyes were bloodshot from lack of sleep. They complimented the dark rings under them. He hadn't slept in days. He would just lay down on the bed and shut his eyes, and then the nightmares would come back in a rush. They had worsened too. No longer did he only see them in his sleep, and he saw them every time his eyes closed. There were so many of them he lost count. He could bear some of the nightmares, but not all. The most startling and terrifying ones had always ended with him gruesomely killing Rinoa. He just couldn't take it any longer. The isolation was killing him from the inside and out. He yearned for Rinoa. Her raven hair, her beautiful eyes, her warm smile, gentle touch. Being isolated from her was torture. 'It ends now' he thought to himself. 'I need to see her'
~Flashback~
Squall took one last look at the mansion before trudging down the dark dirt path with his gunblade slung over his shoulder. He felt guilty leaving Rinoa but he had to. 'If I stay, I could wind up killing her.' He thought 'Ultimecia is trying to get into my mind, but she's dead. Isn't she?' He just needed to get away, far away from Rinoa. 'When the nightmares go away, I'll come back, I swear. I love you Rinoa Heartilly, and I swear on my love for you. Besides, they won't get worse.' He was wrong, the nightmares got only worse. He isolated himself, fighting the demons that lay in his mind planting his dark nightmares. Someone was pulling the stings in him, and was only a matter of time before that someone found the master cord. . .
~Flashback~ ( Rinoa PoV )
Rinoa and Selphie returned. Rinoa was in slightly higher spirits than she was before she had left. Selphie was constantly trying to take her mind off the subject of Squall, but she just couldn't. 'I just hope he's over his attitude now.' She thought as she walked up the front steps caring her shopping bag. Immediately as she entered she dropped her bag next to the door and bolted up to Squall's room, finding the door unlocked.
"Squall. . . Squall?" she ask quietly. She glanced around the room and found Squall's note and ring, Greiver (You have acquired "Squall's Note". . .hehe sorry, lack of sleep kicking in, if u play RPG's or maybe even resident evil, you will get what I mean. . . sortta). She skimmed over the note and suddenly felt like she had been hit by a car.
"Hey Rin, where'd ya' go!?" Selphie yelled from downstairs.
Rinoa just stared at the ring and note, hundreds of thoughts flowing through her mind. But one thought stuck out more than the others did. . .
'He left me. . .'
('.') Author Commentary ('.') Hey yah.Chapter one is done finally. Did a lot of revising. Discovered FanFic takes out multiple . signs that I so frequently use for pauses in thoughts and speech. Oh well, Hope you like this update, R&R plz, no flamers, tell me what to improve on! 2 more chapters to go! Next chapter: Bleeding Hearts (yah I know, not that much R content, trust me.it'll get there, just you wait and see) PS: TY PerfectSoldier09 for the helpful review. No new post till I got 5 reviews cuz I'm a NEWB! Sincerely : Happyboby The Author
