Disclaimer: Don't own Rurouni Kenshin or Aoshi!! Wish I did. Also, don't own Unwanted by Avril Lavigne!!
Author's Notes: With each chapter, there will be a song that it is inspired by. I didn't mean to do Avril twice in a row, but I
downloaded the song and I got a lot of inspiration!! Feel free to tell me any songs that might go great with later chapters!! I'm
not sure if Akarino Tenshi does mean Angel of Light. If it's wrong, just kindly tell me the correct name. Don't flame me or I'll
have to go psycho on you and trust me, you don't want that. Read, review, and enjoy!!
All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
Misao padded quietly out of the Aoiya. She had packed a bag with essential things and left a note on her futon in her room. It pained her to write it, but she did.
I'm sorry to all of you for my abrupt departure, but I believe it's for the best. I'm not angry with any of you, this is just something I have to do. I need to find out who I truly am and to do that, I need to go. I don't know where I'm going or how long I'll be gone.
I'll write you when I get the chance. Tell Aoshi-sama, I am not mad at him. He was right in what he did, it was the first step that brought me out of my cheerful dream-world. Don't search for me, this is something I must do by myself. So until we meet again, take care.
Sayonara.
Misao
She was still hurting from the pain Aoshi caused her, but she could never be angry with him.
~Flashback~
Misao gave her Aoshi-sama a wide smile as she served him tea during his meditation. Granted, his look was still impassive, but it only caused her to sit straighter and show him she could break through his defenses. She wanted to show him that things were better now. He didn't have to brood over his past.
~End Flashback~
The sun wouldn't rise until an hour or so, so they wouldn't realize her disappearance. Misao walked away from the Aoiya and off to the mysterious force that gave her a sense of hope and promise.
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
For the longest time, she thought Aoshi loved her. Somewhere, deep in his heart he had those feelings for her, but was scared to tell her. Now she knew the truth. Her love wasn't enough for him. Aoshi needed someone more mature, feminine, and sophisticated. Not the tomboyish, flat-chested, innocent Misao.
He shut her out and ignored her, but she persisted on destroying those defensive walls. There was no way of stopping
Okina's determined Misao, that was until Aoshi had his way.
Misao's journey to the strange and powerful ki droned on for many days. Soon, she lost count and just dwelled on old memories. Times where Aoshi used to love her, times when she worked hard to get him back, and times where she tried to get him to love her.
No, not force him to. She could never force him to do anything he didn't want to do. She could only wish, hope, and pray.
That I'm so unwanted
No, I just don't understand why
You won't talk to me
It hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
The pain in Misao's heart was unbearable. Agonizing. Heartbreaking. Never had she felt the feeling of being unwanted like this before. It coated every fiber of her being, every inch of her soul, and each broken piece of her heart.
Never did she understand why he refused to open up to her. Many times, she wracked her brain for the answer to this question. It made her wonder if he even knew how much she was hurting inside.
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
Finally, she stopped and fell to the ground on her knees. Misao then began sobbing uncontrollably. Her chest heaved and her cries went unnoticed.
Only the wind listened to her wails and felt her pain.
Make me go away
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take
Misao's head pounded as she released the pain from her heart and soul. She had tried hard to be a good ninja and okashira, but she always she felt out of place with the Oniwabanshu. Was she too child-like? Too innocent?
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
~Back at the Aoiya~
Aoshi entered the Aoiya, early from his mediatation. Throughout the day something had been bothering him. He wasn't surprised when Misao didn't come bring him his tea. He had broken her heart to protect her. By showing her that there was no future for them, Misao could move on and find happiness. Not a darkened future Aoshi would give her. He had done the right thing, he kept telling himself over and over.
He found Okina looking into space with a note in his hand and Omasu and Okon weeping silently. Shiro and Kuro just stood there staring at the floor.
"What happend?" Aoshi asked.
"Misao....Misao's gone." Omasu answered brokenly. Panic set into Aoshi. Misao? Gone? Where could she have gone? Was she okay?
He turned and almost made his way from out the door when Okon called out,
"Don't try looking for her. She said not to."
"Why should we follow her wishes? She could be in danger!"
"No," Okina said, returning from his daze. "Leave her be."
"Why?" Aoshi demanded angrily.
Okina looked him square in the eye and answered,
"I have faith in Misao. If she believes this is what's right, then so be it."
Aoshi narrowed his eyes and went out to look for her anyways. This was all his fault. She ran away because of him.
~Misao~
Make me go away
Make me go away
When Misao finally stopped crying, she shook her head in disgust. Look at her. She was pathetic. Bitching and moaning over the love she never had. The point of this journey was to make herself stronger.
She stood up and dusted herself off. She would be strong.
"My, you're a determined one." A voice behind her commented. Misao whipped around, angry with herself that she didn't sense the stranger's presence.
But when she turned it gave her a surprise. It was young woman, around twenty-two or twenty-four, with raven tresses and deep silver eyes.
"Who are you?" Misao questioned with awe. The woman was the powerful source she'd been searching for. Misao was frozen on the spot as the woman's strangly colored eyes seemed to look into her soul and heart.
"Tenshi. Akarino Tenshi." The woman answered easily.
The Angel of Light.
K-chan: Thanks for the review!! I'll continue as long as you continue reading!!
Noa: I'm flattered you read my fic!! I love your fics!! Yes, Aoshi and Misao will get together!! Hmm, but I want some Kenshin
cutieness in the fic too!! ;)
Akal-Saris: Thank you for reading my fic! Is the new summary better?
Author's Notes: Hehe, Tenshi's gonna rock. She's gonna be a very valuable character to the story!! Read more, review, and remember to send me any songs you think might do with the fic!!
Ja ne!! =^.^=
Author's Notes: With each chapter, there will be a song that it is inspired by. I didn't mean to do Avril twice in a row, but I
downloaded the song and I got a lot of inspiration!! Feel free to tell me any songs that might go great with later chapters!! I'm
not sure if Akarino Tenshi does mean Angel of Light. If it's wrong, just kindly tell me the correct name. Don't flame me or I'll
have to go psycho on you and trust me, you don't want that. Read, review, and enjoy!!
All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
Misao padded quietly out of the Aoiya. She had packed a bag with essential things and left a note on her futon in her room. It pained her to write it, but she did.
I'm sorry to all of you for my abrupt departure, but I believe it's for the best. I'm not angry with any of you, this is just something I have to do. I need to find out who I truly am and to do that, I need to go. I don't know where I'm going or how long I'll be gone.
I'll write you when I get the chance. Tell Aoshi-sama, I am not mad at him. He was right in what he did, it was the first step that brought me out of my cheerful dream-world. Don't search for me, this is something I must do by myself. So until we meet again, take care.
Sayonara.
Misao
She was still hurting from the pain Aoshi caused her, but she could never be angry with him.
~Flashback~
Misao gave her Aoshi-sama a wide smile as she served him tea during his meditation. Granted, his look was still impassive, but it only caused her to sit straighter and show him she could break through his defenses. She wanted to show him that things were better now. He didn't have to brood over his past.
~End Flashback~
The sun wouldn't rise until an hour or so, so they wouldn't realize her disappearance. Misao walked away from the Aoiya and off to the mysterious force that gave her a sense of hope and promise.
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
For the longest time, she thought Aoshi loved her. Somewhere, deep in his heart he had those feelings for her, but was scared to tell her. Now she knew the truth. Her love wasn't enough for him. Aoshi needed someone more mature, feminine, and sophisticated. Not the tomboyish, flat-chested, innocent Misao.
He shut her out and ignored her, but she persisted on destroying those defensive walls. There was no way of stopping
Okina's determined Misao, that was until Aoshi had his way.
Misao's journey to the strange and powerful ki droned on for many days. Soon, she lost count and just dwelled on old memories. Times where Aoshi used to love her, times when she worked hard to get him back, and times where she tried to get him to love her.
No, not force him to. She could never force him to do anything he didn't want to do. She could only wish, hope, and pray.
That I'm so unwanted
No, I just don't understand why
You won't talk to me
It hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
The pain in Misao's heart was unbearable. Agonizing. Heartbreaking. Never had she felt the feeling of being unwanted like this before. It coated every fiber of her being, every inch of her soul, and each broken piece of her heart.
Never did she understand why he refused to open up to her. Many times, she wracked her brain for the answer to this question. It made her wonder if he even knew how much she was hurting inside.
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
Finally, she stopped and fell to the ground on her knees. Misao then began sobbing uncontrollably. Her chest heaved and her cries went unnoticed.
Only the wind listened to her wails and felt her pain.
Make me go away
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take
Misao's head pounded as she released the pain from her heart and soul. She had tried hard to be a good ninja and okashira, but she always she felt out of place with the Oniwabanshu. Was she too child-like? Too innocent?
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
~Back at the Aoiya~
Aoshi entered the Aoiya, early from his mediatation. Throughout the day something had been bothering him. He wasn't surprised when Misao didn't come bring him his tea. He had broken her heart to protect her. By showing her that there was no future for them, Misao could move on and find happiness. Not a darkened future Aoshi would give her. He had done the right thing, he kept telling himself over and over.
He found Okina looking into space with a note in his hand and Omasu and Okon weeping silently. Shiro and Kuro just stood there staring at the floor.
"What happend?" Aoshi asked.
"Misao....Misao's gone." Omasu answered brokenly. Panic set into Aoshi. Misao? Gone? Where could she have gone? Was she okay?
He turned and almost made his way from out the door when Okon called out,
"Don't try looking for her. She said not to."
"Why should we follow her wishes? She could be in danger!"
"No," Okina said, returning from his daze. "Leave her be."
"Why?" Aoshi demanded angrily.
Okina looked him square in the eye and answered,
"I have faith in Misao. If she believes this is what's right, then so be it."
Aoshi narrowed his eyes and went out to look for her anyways. This was all his fault. She ran away because of him.
~Misao~
Make me go away
Make me go away
When Misao finally stopped crying, she shook her head in disgust. Look at her. She was pathetic. Bitching and moaning over the love she never had. The point of this journey was to make herself stronger.
She stood up and dusted herself off. She would be strong.
"My, you're a determined one." A voice behind her commented. Misao whipped around, angry with herself that she didn't sense the stranger's presence.
But when she turned it gave her a surprise. It was young woman, around twenty-two or twenty-four, with raven tresses and deep silver eyes.
"Who are you?" Misao questioned with awe. The woman was the powerful source she'd been searching for. Misao was frozen on the spot as the woman's strangly colored eyes seemed to look into her soul and heart.
"Tenshi. Akarino Tenshi." The woman answered easily.
The Angel of Light.
K-chan: Thanks for the review!! I'll continue as long as you continue reading!!
Noa: I'm flattered you read my fic!! I love your fics!! Yes, Aoshi and Misao will get together!! Hmm, but I want some Kenshin
cutieness in the fic too!! ;)
Akal-Saris: Thank you for reading my fic! Is the new summary better?
Author's Notes: Hehe, Tenshi's gonna rock. She's gonna be a very valuable character to the story!! Read more, review, and remember to send me any songs you think might do with the fic!!
Ja ne!! =^.^=
