A/N: //this means thoughts//
Kagome's Heart Ache Chapter 1
Inuyasha rushed through the forest known by his name. If he wanted to get this done, he had to get it done soon. His mind kept repeating those words Kagome had said earlier, //"I DON'T CARE! I HOPE YOU DIE!"// His heart had never ached so much before. Her words had been so sorrowful when she said them. Maybe she had had a point.
//Maybe I should just die. Maybe I should just leave, never come back. I have nothing left, nothing left...// "...but Kagome." Inu yasha whispered into the dark night. //Maybe I should go back....// "NO, NEVER!! IF THAT WENCH THINKS I'LL BE HER DOG...ARGH! I HOPE SHE BURNS UP IN HELL!" //But you care for her, don't you?// nagged that little voice in his head. "I don't know.not anymore...not after-"
Inu yasha stopped his conversation with himself. His sensitive ears had heard something.
He turned and saw a 10-foot youkai right in front of him.
A Snake youkai to be exact.
"Damnit!" "Where's the jewel! GIVE ME THE JEWEL!!" "Same old story. I'm sorry, but you have to die." Inuyasha unsheathed the untransformed tetsuaiga and stood before the beast. The youkai lunged at Inuyasha, but he dodged and flung the untransformed tetsuaiga towards the snake. It just barely went in, but the youkai still screamed in pain.
"GIVE ME THE JEWEL!!!"
"YOU PEACE OF SHIT, YOU'LL NEVER GET IT!"
Inuyasha then ran towards the youkai, and Inuyasha saw red.
"Gotcha," Inu yasha gasped, he just realized that while he had killed the youkai, the damn beast had gotten him too. He staggered stood, and painfuly pulled the fang of the youkai out of his side. "I have no chance.I... I have to tell her...I..." Then everything went black.
*************************** At the Village ************************
"Inuyasha!" Kagome sobbed suddenly. She had just had a terrible feeling in her heart. Could Inuyasha be.....? No. She wasn't going to allow herself to think that. She already felt bad enough saying all that stuff to him earlier. "Inuyasha, INUYASHA!" Kagome had that terrible feeling again and turned to the direction Inuyasha had gone previously.
************************* Back to Inuyasha *************************
"I have to get to Kagome! I have to...." Inuyasha had just awoken, and he smelt Kagome. Her sweet scent was approaching, and fast. Then she was there.
Kagome was mortified at the site before her. There lay Inuyasha, in his human form, and covered in blood, his blood.
Then it hit her. He wasn't going to make it.
"Inu...Inuyasha! NO! INUYASHA!" wailed Kagome. She threw herself on him and sobbed wildly.
"Ka..Kagome."
"Inuyasha....."
"kagome...I....I'm sorry"
"No, dont be! I should be sorry, I was the one who."
Inuyasha didn't let her finish. He put his blood stained finger to her lips. Then he reached up and gave her a tender kiss. Kagome was shocked. She didn't know what to do, but she knew she didn't want him to die. She squeezed him gently while sobbing quietly.
"Ka...Kagome. I shouldn't have ... I should have listened. I need to tell you..."
"Inuyasha, I told you not to be sorry! We have to get you to Kaede, she can..."
"NO! I want , I want to stay here with- I want to be with you when I die. I want to know you were here when I'm dead. Just so I can go to hell peacefully."
//Dead// Kagome thought. She shrugged off the thought. She couldn't let him, she wouldn't let him. She loved him. Had she just said that to herself? she did , but what about him.
"Inuyasha...?"
"Yeah, Kagome."
"Can you promise me something."
"Sure, anything."
"Promise, promise me you'll come back. Say you come back, say it.please!"
She began to cry again but Inuyasha pulled her against him. He couldn't stand it. He would tell her.
"Kagome," Inuyasha could barely breath, let alone speak, but he had to. "Kagome, I promise. And I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I've done and said to you, all the shit I put you through. I should burn in hell, but I promise, I'll come back to you. Just watch. I just want to say...I ...I." but then he was gone. Kagome held his lifeless body, held him and cried. She was there all night.
Kagome's Heart Ache Chapter 1
Inuyasha rushed through the forest known by his name. If he wanted to get this done, he had to get it done soon. His mind kept repeating those words Kagome had said earlier, //"I DON'T CARE! I HOPE YOU DIE!"// His heart had never ached so much before. Her words had been so sorrowful when she said them. Maybe she had had a point.
//Maybe I should just die. Maybe I should just leave, never come back. I have nothing left, nothing left...// "...but Kagome." Inu yasha whispered into the dark night. //Maybe I should go back....// "NO, NEVER!! IF THAT WENCH THINKS I'LL BE HER DOG...ARGH! I HOPE SHE BURNS UP IN HELL!" //But you care for her, don't you?// nagged that little voice in his head. "I don't know.not anymore...not after-"
Inu yasha stopped his conversation with himself. His sensitive ears had heard something.
He turned and saw a 10-foot youkai right in front of him.
A Snake youkai to be exact.
"Damnit!" "Where's the jewel! GIVE ME THE JEWEL!!" "Same old story. I'm sorry, but you have to die." Inuyasha unsheathed the untransformed tetsuaiga and stood before the beast. The youkai lunged at Inuyasha, but he dodged and flung the untransformed tetsuaiga towards the snake. It just barely went in, but the youkai still screamed in pain.
"GIVE ME THE JEWEL!!!"
"YOU PEACE OF SHIT, YOU'LL NEVER GET IT!"
Inuyasha then ran towards the youkai, and Inuyasha saw red.
"Gotcha," Inu yasha gasped, he just realized that while he had killed the youkai, the damn beast had gotten him too. He staggered stood, and painfuly pulled the fang of the youkai out of his side. "I have no chance.I... I have to tell her...I..." Then everything went black.
*************************** At the Village ************************
"Inuyasha!" Kagome sobbed suddenly. She had just had a terrible feeling in her heart. Could Inuyasha be.....? No. She wasn't going to allow herself to think that. She already felt bad enough saying all that stuff to him earlier. "Inuyasha, INUYASHA!" Kagome had that terrible feeling again and turned to the direction Inuyasha had gone previously.
************************* Back to Inuyasha *************************
"I have to get to Kagome! I have to...." Inuyasha had just awoken, and he smelt Kagome. Her sweet scent was approaching, and fast. Then she was there.
Kagome was mortified at the site before her. There lay Inuyasha, in his human form, and covered in blood, his blood.
Then it hit her. He wasn't going to make it.
"Inu...Inuyasha! NO! INUYASHA!" wailed Kagome. She threw herself on him and sobbed wildly.
"Ka..Kagome."
"Inuyasha....."
"kagome...I....I'm sorry"
"No, dont be! I should be sorry, I was the one who."
Inuyasha didn't let her finish. He put his blood stained finger to her lips. Then he reached up and gave her a tender kiss. Kagome was shocked. She didn't know what to do, but she knew she didn't want him to die. She squeezed him gently while sobbing quietly.
"Ka...Kagome. I shouldn't have ... I should have listened. I need to tell you..."
"Inuyasha, I told you not to be sorry! We have to get you to Kaede, she can..."
"NO! I want , I want to stay here with- I want to be with you when I die. I want to know you were here when I'm dead. Just so I can go to hell peacefully."
//Dead// Kagome thought. She shrugged off the thought. She couldn't let him, she wouldn't let him. She loved him. Had she just said that to herself? she did , but what about him.
"Inuyasha...?"
"Yeah, Kagome."
"Can you promise me something."
"Sure, anything."
"Promise, promise me you'll come back. Say you come back, say it.please!"
She began to cry again but Inuyasha pulled her against him. He couldn't stand it. He would tell her.
"Kagome," Inuyasha could barely breath, let alone speak, but he had to. "Kagome, I promise. And I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I've done and said to you, all the shit I put you through. I should burn in hell, but I promise, I'll come back to you. Just watch. I just want to say...I ...I." but then he was gone. Kagome held his lifeless body, held him and cried. She was there all night.
