Wishing

By: kisu..or lotus as in other chapters!

A/N: DON'T KILL ME! Gomen ne!! I just had all these ideas and they kept coming—it's all his fault! points at Inuyasha I was meaning to finish this by xmas! But unfortunately this is 3 months overdue.  You guys would probably kill me if I updated the coming xmas! Ahahaha! I've been working on 'The clam and the onigiri' feat akito/tohru and 'The Silence' feat. Sesshoumaru/kagome

Dbz does not belong to me…

Previously: "Matte, Pan-chan."  Trunks said, quickly.  She halted and glanced up at him.  "Uhm…this probably isn't the right time to tell you this but…" He got up and walked over to her.  Then he leaned slightly on the doorframe and kissed her.  He stood back and waited for some kind of shocked response, instead tears came to her eyes and she slid down to the floor.

Chapter…7…7 rite?

                "He kissed me."  Pan murmured as she stepped out the kitchen door and out to the backyard.

                "Pan-chan! Where are you, going? Put on a jacket!" Iku yelled.  Pan smiled and waved back at her.  A cold December wind swept her hair away from her face and something cold fell on her nose. 

                "Eh?" Pan looked away and laughed in delight.  Flurries of white had begun to fall again.  "Snow.  Happiness.  Hope."  She smiled contentedly and whirled in a circle.

                "Pan-chan." 

                "Nani?" She turned around to see Juunanagou smiling at her. 

                "I remember when you would do that every time when snow would fall."  He commented.  She turned away and crossed her arms.  "Are you still upset with me?"  When Pan didn't reply, he sighed.  "Well, I'm leaving.  I just wanted to say good bye."

                "Good bye?" Pan gasped.

                "I'm glad that you have found your place."  The cyborg smiled.

                "Matte! First you abandon me, then you come back."  Pan ran toward him and grabbed his shirt angrily.  "Now you come to say good bye?"

                "This is not easy for me, either."  Juunanagou replied, solemnly.

                "You are so cruel!" She screamed.  Juunanagou looked away and closed his eyes tightly.  Then he turned back with a feral smile.

                "Yes I am."  He said, slowly.  Pan's eyes widened and she stepped back.

                "Nani?" She stammered as he advanced toward her. 

                "Poor little naïve Pan."  He laughed.  "How little do you know.  Yes, I admit that I killed your father and hundreds of others.  I loved the feeling of it.  The violence and hatred."

                "You…monster!" Pan gasped.  She backed up and fell.

                "That's right.  Hate me.  I caused you pain and sorrow."  Juunanagou smirked as he came closer to her face.  "What are you going to do? Kill me?"  He saw the question lingering in her eyes and stepped back when it vanished.

                "Juu-chan."  She sobbed before flinging her arms around him.  "How can you trick me into killing you?" He froze and with a slight shove and pushed her away from him.

                "I will kill you!" He threatened as he raised his arm.

                "Kill me?" Pan asked as she got up slowly.  "Then, go ahead and be done with it."  She raised her chin in defiance and Juunanagou cursed inwardly.  Closing his eyes, he fired and Pan stood still.  Snow erupted into the air and the earth rumbled. 

                "You…" Pan gaped.  Her eyes flickered to her shoulder, where was scathed from the blast he had given her.

                "The next one will hit."  He smiled.  He prepared another fireball and aimed at her chest.  "I am not kidding."  She stood watching with those dark eyes of her's.  Those eyes could strip away your soul and leave you breathless.  Juunanagou blinked and shook his head. 

                "Go ahead."  She smiled.  "Aim for the heart."

                "Aim for the heart."  Pan looked up at him in surprise and tossed her braid over her shoulder.

                "That's cruel."  She replied.

                "It is a quick death.  Not much pain will be felt."  Juunanagou told her.  "Now focus on that target and make a clean shot through the middle."

                Juunanagou smiled and his beam flew.  Pan let out a gasp as the beam went straight through her chest.  She stood in shock and raised a hand to touch her spilling blood.  She fell to her knees and watched as the blood from her hands, bled into the snow.

                "Pan!" Trunks outrage cry interrupted their silence and the man with lavender hair flew to her side.  "Juunanagou! How could you?" Trunks demanded, his cobalt blue eyes narrowing.  "Pan! Are you all right?"

                "Go away Trunks."  Pan whispered.  "This is between me and him."  Pan got unsteadily unto her feet and closed her eyes.  "I await your next attack."

                "Pan."  Juunanagou croaked.  "Why can't you do what I say? You used to when I trained you."  Pan opened her eyes and stared at him.  "I need this from you.  I need this release.  I spilled your family's blood."

                "But you've changed, Juu-chan.  I can't just kill you."  Pan replied, shocked.

                "Do it as forgiveness, Pan.  Kill me to tell me that you forgive me."  Juunanagou said, his eyes bright with unshed tears.  "I can't handle the pain.  Forgive me and remove me from the pain."

                "Juu-chan."  Pan whispered.  She narrowed her eyes and placed her hand in front of her.  Her arm shook wildly.  "I…I can't…"

                "DO IT!" Juunanagou shouted, furiously.  His body had begun going haywire again.  "DO IT!"

                "Forgive me."  Pan whispered, tears running down her face.  She drew back and cupped her hands together.  "Kamehameha!"  The bright burning beam left her hands and realizing what she had done, she dashed forward.

                "Pan! No!" Trunks yelled as he drew he to his chest.

                "Trunks! He's going to..! He's…!" Pan screamed as she flailed one arm wildly in Juunanagou's direction.

                "Arigatou, Pan-chan."  Juunanagou smiled as his eyes closed.  The white energy surged over him, and he fell slowly to the ground.  When the light cleared, Trunks released Pan and she immediately ran over to him.

                "Juu-chan! Juu-chan!"  Pan cried as she shook the android.

                "You did the right thing, Panny."  Trunks said, softly. 

                "I feel horrible."  Pan sobbed.  "So horrible!"

                "It's all right, Pan."  Trunks said as he drew her close.  He ran his hand through her long silky hair as she sobbed into his sweater.  "You have forgiven, Juunanagou.  He can now rest in peace."

                EPILOGUE NEXT! …o_O ducks flying rotten tomatoes