Wow, lots of people to thank this time. ^_^ Let's see, there's: Escuro de
la Lus, Todo (yay, you're back ^_^), Shaami, Mare & Little Kaori. I'm
really glad you all like it. I'll attempt some sort of scene with Mal &
Ry, but I've not really done this kinda thing before, so no promises.
Um. I've forgotten what I wrote last chapter, I guess I'd better read it first.
Oh & I doubt this chapter will be very long again; hopefully I'll get back into writing longer chapters over half-term.
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I think I'm actually depressed to be going back home, spending today with him & having so much fun & attention was fantastic. I really do think I'm falling in love with him. Not really a good thing, considering my aibou & his friends don't even know he's alive, well, as alive as ancient spirits sealed in items can be anyway.
I don't even know if Bakura likes guys, let alone me. He sends mixed signals, so I have no idea where I stand, though thinking about it, I've probably been doing the same thing. Maybe I should just be straight with him & tell him how I feel, I mean, I don't want to ruin our newly acquired friendship, but I don't think I can carry on like this either.
He said I hurt him, maybe we were lovers before & he's hurt because I don't remember, in which case, he won't risk saying anything to me because he won't want to lose me completely. It also means that not telling him how I feel will just prolong his pain.
I have to risk telling him, just in case I'm right. I don't want him hurting because of me. Maybe that's why I trusted him & Ryou, why I really went over there, because deep inside I remember us together. I'll invite him to the park tomorrow at 12 & tell him everything then. For both our sakes, I have no choice.
I arrive home without even realising it & manage to completely ignore Yugi & the others, I'm just too lost in thought & too anxious over tomorrow to care if I upset him right now, I'll worry about that later, right now I have to call Bakura before I lose the nerve to do so.
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Bakura looks a little stressed when he walks back into the living room, I guess he didn't want Yami to leave, poor Kura.
Ahh. Malik's going to bother him, not good.
"Uh, why don't we go upstairs for a while?" I ask quickly.
Malik shrugs, though I think he got the message. "Sure Ry."
I sigh in relief & lead him to my room, I'm not sure what we're going to do, but Bakura definitely needs some time alone right now & I don't want Malik getting hurt.
"Um. we could do homework or something if you want?" My god that sounded pathetic, what happened to my confidence?
Malik pulls a face. "We've just finished school, do we have to work? Surely there must be something else to do until Bakura calms down?"
I guess that he does get it then, that's good. Now, what can we do? Ahh! I did not just think that. I'm going to kill Bakura for doing this to me. Great, Malik's looking at me oddly, so I guess I'm blushing. How am I supposed to explain this? 'Yeah, you see, I'm blushing because the first thing I thought of was that we could make-out.' I don't think so, I don't want to lose my best friend.
"Uh, I can't really think of anything, I'm not really very good with these things. Any ideas?" Hopefully that will make him drop the subject, fingers crossed.
"I want to know what you're idea was Ry, since it made you blush so much, maybe you'd be surprised & I might agree?" Malik asks playfully, though I think he's serious.
Shit, what do I do? I can't answer him, I mean, what would I say? Oh my. Uh, Malik's walked over to me & is uh, rather, close. what am I meant to do? This is so confusing, why me?
"Uh, w-what." I start to ask, but I'm cut short of my stuttering question by Malik's lips joining mine.
My mind freezes, I don't know what I'm meant to do or even what's going in, all there is, is a wonderful feeling, I think I respond, but I'm too lost in the sensation to be sure.
I feel Malik's arms snake around me & pull me closer, at the same time he slides his tongue along my lower lip, asking for entry, which I happily allow him. This is the most amazing experience in my life & I don't want it to end anytime soon.
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Ahh. I can't believe I just wrote that, my first real romance/shounen-ai ever. Wow, I think I'm about ready to pass out. Anyway, let me know how it is any give me any pointers, or requests if it was okay & you want more scenes like that, just don't expect me to go into too much detail.
What to do with Yami & Bakura? I don't want them getting together just yet really, or I think I'll have to end the story, because I can't think of another way to end it. Anyone have any ideas? Cuz I'm stuck now.
Um. I've forgotten what I wrote last chapter, I guess I'd better read it first.
Oh & I doubt this chapter will be very long again; hopefully I'll get back into writing longer chapters over half-term.
~-~
I think I'm actually depressed to be going back home, spending today with him & having so much fun & attention was fantastic. I really do think I'm falling in love with him. Not really a good thing, considering my aibou & his friends don't even know he's alive, well, as alive as ancient spirits sealed in items can be anyway.
I don't even know if Bakura likes guys, let alone me. He sends mixed signals, so I have no idea where I stand, though thinking about it, I've probably been doing the same thing. Maybe I should just be straight with him & tell him how I feel, I mean, I don't want to ruin our newly acquired friendship, but I don't think I can carry on like this either.
He said I hurt him, maybe we were lovers before & he's hurt because I don't remember, in which case, he won't risk saying anything to me because he won't want to lose me completely. It also means that not telling him how I feel will just prolong his pain.
I have to risk telling him, just in case I'm right. I don't want him hurting because of me. Maybe that's why I trusted him & Ryou, why I really went over there, because deep inside I remember us together. I'll invite him to the park tomorrow at 12 & tell him everything then. For both our sakes, I have no choice.
I arrive home without even realising it & manage to completely ignore Yugi & the others, I'm just too lost in thought & too anxious over tomorrow to care if I upset him right now, I'll worry about that later, right now I have to call Bakura before I lose the nerve to do so.
~
Bakura looks a little stressed when he walks back into the living room, I guess he didn't want Yami to leave, poor Kura.
Ahh. Malik's going to bother him, not good.
"Uh, why don't we go upstairs for a while?" I ask quickly.
Malik shrugs, though I think he got the message. "Sure Ry."
I sigh in relief & lead him to my room, I'm not sure what we're going to do, but Bakura definitely needs some time alone right now & I don't want Malik getting hurt.
"Um. we could do homework or something if you want?" My god that sounded pathetic, what happened to my confidence?
Malik pulls a face. "We've just finished school, do we have to work? Surely there must be something else to do until Bakura calms down?"
I guess that he does get it then, that's good. Now, what can we do? Ahh! I did not just think that. I'm going to kill Bakura for doing this to me. Great, Malik's looking at me oddly, so I guess I'm blushing. How am I supposed to explain this? 'Yeah, you see, I'm blushing because the first thing I thought of was that we could make-out.' I don't think so, I don't want to lose my best friend.
"Uh, I can't really think of anything, I'm not really very good with these things. Any ideas?" Hopefully that will make him drop the subject, fingers crossed.
"I want to know what you're idea was Ry, since it made you blush so much, maybe you'd be surprised & I might agree?" Malik asks playfully, though I think he's serious.
Shit, what do I do? I can't answer him, I mean, what would I say? Oh my. Uh, Malik's walked over to me & is uh, rather, close. what am I meant to do? This is so confusing, why me?
"Uh, w-what." I start to ask, but I'm cut short of my stuttering question by Malik's lips joining mine.
My mind freezes, I don't know what I'm meant to do or even what's going in, all there is, is a wonderful feeling, I think I respond, but I'm too lost in the sensation to be sure.
I feel Malik's arms snake around me & pull me closer, at the same time he slides his tongue along my lower lip, asking for entry, which I happily allow him. This is the most amazing experience in my life & I don't want it to end anytime soon.
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Ahh. I can't believe I just wrote that, my first real romance/shounen-ai ever. Wow, I think I'm about ready to pass out. Anyway, let me know how it is any give me any pointers, or requests if it was okay & you want more scenes like that, just don't expect me to go into too much detail.
What to do with Yami & Bakura? I don't want them getting together just yet really, or I think I'll have to end the story, because I can't think of another way to end it. Anyone have any ideas? Cuz I'm stuck now.
